I've gone without mushrooms for approximatley 2 months now. Its really starting to get to me. I feel that taking the occasional large dose of cubensis is extremely healthy for me personally. Once every 2 weeks seems to keep me in order.
Anyways, when I take shrooms my very first instinct is to strip myself of clothes. (Why do we need them anyways?) Since I live in a single room dwelling, I always end up naked and in the same exact room. My gf is usally my sitter and company (not on shrooms). So basically, to make a long story short, I pace quickly in the same circle around our 10x12 little room that we share. Our little dog sits on the bed and watches. She's better off there, since im 6 ft. 1 in. and about 265 lbs, and shes about 12 inches and 15 pounds, I'd totally crush her. So what happens is I finally get tired and totally fucking collapse on our floor. Before I even hit the floor, the dog is next to me, rolled over, waiting for me to pet her tummy. It takes me about 10 minutes to catch my breath again. The next thing I like to do is stretches. There is a large mirror on our wall. I like looking at myself in it while I strecth and flex at the same time in all these different positions. It may sound somewhat narcissistic (sp?), but I am very comfortable with my huge naked hairy body. (Don't any chicks like big hairy dudes anymore? of so, pm me:) It really is a very healthly workout, mentally and physically. When I pace, I pace for like 30 minutes at a time. I usally keep the air conditioner BLASTING because I get so fucking hot, and I live in Ohio! I put off so much energy during this whole thing I'm putting off some mad BTU's! Shrooms: There even better than a stair-stepper! they make me mentally healthy by helping me focus on the more important things in life. It helps me appreciate everything I have (gf of 5 years, puppy of 2, nice little family, etc) I really feel good about myself for days after a large dose of cubensis (3 grams maybe?)
The second and third notable experience I've had while tripping:
I took a large dose (3 g) about 1 hour before sunset. I played on the computer until I felt some shroomey effects. I then smoked a nice, standard hippie 'cone' formation doobie, rolled with a randy's kingsize (if you havent tried them, definently do! they're quite tasty) And went to sit in the backyard behind our 1 room shack. I started tripping out real bad right as the sun was setting. All of a sudden I had a bad feeling. I knew that the front door of our shack was open, and I had a funny feeling like "wouldn't it suck if someone stopped over and saw me all fucking geeked on shrooms?" I told my gf that she should go close the front door. "Why" she says. "Because someone might just stop over and walk right in". So she goes to shut the door and I'm watching her from the back of the house. She stopped at the door, and after a minute I could see her family (inlaws!) at the front door. Apparently, right as my gf got to the door, her family pulled up and I know they definently would've walked in if the door was open. It could've been ugly. ESP maybe? I dunno but after a while I settled down from my experience and was just enjoying the sunset, feeling great. All of a sudden, a great force took over my body. It was an intense feeling/emotion that a million words could never describe. I saw the most beautiful light, but not visually. It was more mental. Everything was glowing and I was just lost in this intense feeling of beauty, love and happiness and pure physical pleasure all in one. Of course it can't be described with words but the feeling was so beautiful and satisfying that it brought tears of joy to my eyes. I literally feel like the hand of the most powerful being in the universe touched my soul. It was an extremely enlightening and religious experience.
So, after going without shrooms for a few months, I''m becoming quite annoyed!
Anyways, I would really like to know your opinion on this since you've read it.
Comments/Questions/Concerns? Reply here.
Has anyone had experiences similar to mine?
Anyone have any advice for me?
WHat about my ESP and religious experiences?
I would personally like to volunteer for any studies that any Ph. D. types would like to do on shrooms. As long as it means I get to mow some fucking shrooms! It took me an hour to write this thing because I'm stoned.
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