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Hollow (poem)
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Bit on the psycho side but this is how I feel.




Fallen angel
bathed in vengeance
dead of heart
and torn apart
sinews stretched
and hatred etched
silver plated darkness
Like a seccubus kiss
around your neck the chain
the pain of no pain
standing masked and cold
just another heart of gold
spent on weed and death
Can you smell the meth
red chi black chi
don't you fuckin see
fuck with me and you will die
inside my heart bend and fry
pentagrams of eyes asunder
death of wonder
blunted sword on deadened bone
nothing left to atone
3rd orb crimson
Prodigal son
wall warped and dripping
on innocent blood I am tripping
masked carapace and torn lace
Duck this fuckin mace
Cover my eyes
And another dies
Darker then dark
Like Pigeon Park
Blacker then black
The bones crack
wrath of the hollow
I'll MAKE you swallow


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Give your money or your life
Take 'em both for all I care
Dump your bullets right here

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Re: Hollow (poem) *DELETED* [Re: Dmonikal]
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Re: Hollow (poem) [Re: dorkus]
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Fire and death chi. Also my favourite colors black and red (death and blood). If I ceased to exist I would die happy. Fear of the unknown is man kinds greatest fear. I have been offered great power and I don't want it. I have been refusing to accept it and it is tearing me apart. There are 2 sides in the coming war. I hope that the losers cease to exist rather then suffer. Doubt is the true evil. The more you doubt the weaker you are. I have no desire for power, no desire for money, food, or life itself, or sex. I have been burned alive on the cross of love and swallowed whole in the dark waters of hate. Smashed to pieces and even the pieces smashed. Only in the blessed embrace of fade do I find any comfort. Nothing left to break, nothing left to fear, nothing left to love, nothing left to hate. Hollow.


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Give your money or your life
Take 'em both for all I care
Dump your bullets right here

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Re: Hollow (poem) [Re: dorkus]
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Hope keeps my body alive. Doubt yourself doubt your beliefs and you will fall. There is a deeper darker nirvana, hollow. The spiritual war has been going on for eons or perhaps as long as time itself. It is the end that is coming. I do not seek power I LOATH power. My third eye is wide open and I can see everything how it really is, as much as I try to sew it shut it still sees. Not much time left. More freedoms and more rights being taken away by the minute. Choose your side, or with worms abide.


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Give your money or your life
Take 'em both for all I care
Dump your bullets right here

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Re: Hollow (poem) [Re: Dmonikal]
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Why does pain always shop at Hot Topic?


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Note: In desperate need of a cure...

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Re: Hollow (poem) [Re: Dmonikal]
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Dmonikal in all of your posts you mention that you keep having these dark and evil thoughts and this is ultimately what is making you feel the way you do, which from my understanding is a feeling you wish not to have. 

You want to feel different?  All you have to do is stop having these thoughts, it's as simple as that.  Look into cognitive behavioral therapy, these disturbing thoughts you have are nothing more than well greased neural networks, stop your mind from flowing through them and eventually they will shrivel and the path will be diverged to other thoughts.  Of course this means that you're going to have to accept that all this satan talk could be completely bogus, which may be hard to do :wink: 

Your feelings are real, you cannot deny that, but if you cut off the source of these feelings(which IMHO is fairytale nonsense) you will watch the feelings slowly fade away.

It takes work brother, you're not going to completely change over-night.  The temptation will always be there to diverge your thoughts down that path, but the more time that passes with you practicing the right therapy the temptation will slowly fade away. 

:heart: :shineon:


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I have considered such matters.

SIKE

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Re: Hollow (poem) [Re: Cherk]
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Problem is I am basically under house arrest right now. The flow changes by the day. I feel ok right now, didn't last night. Takes a long time to banish this shit. Life time of shit so I feel like shit. Can't change my living circumstances atm because the government seized my cash. Can't leave town, have to report back. Innocent of any crime as well. I have no criminal record. If I leave town they will consider it 1 under murder and every cop in the country will be after me. I can't smoke weed so I can't hang out with my friends, else I will be smoking it. My options are skip the country or sit here and take it. I keep getting dragged back to square one over and over. Lost $1500+ to this so far. Life savings. You can walk around robbing people and get released the same day in this town. If they even THINK you are crazy though, your rights go bubye. I am envying meth heads right now. At least they are free. Released into the custody of my parents who sent me there in the first place by talking behind my back to my worker. The ONLY way I can get out of this is by taking every drug they give me for at least a month. If I refuse they will arrest me and inject it. You no longer have the right to refuse treatment. Since jack shit is really known about the human
brain it is only their opinion that something is wrong. I got released because there was nothing serious wrong with me and now they are going to MAKE sure, by force feeding me pills. I detest this shit intensely. I do not like having my rights taken away for no fucking reason other then some one elses opinion. I have perfect credit I HAD a job before this, I had money. Every single thing I have worked for in the last 6 months has been taken away and I am actually in the hole money wise because I cannot pay my fucking rent or my fucking bills and it is getting deeper every day.


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Give your money or your life
Take 'em both for all I care
Dump your bullets right here

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Re: Hollow (poem) [Re: Dmonikal]
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I keep going on about this shit, because that is how easy democracy is taken away. If you do not hang on to your rights you will be enslaved.
It is ever oh so serious an issue. You no longer have the right to refuse treatment. This is much worse then the US anti-terrorism law. Funny how it slipped right by the media huh?


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Give your money or your life
Take 'em both for all I care
Dump your bullets right here

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