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Re: Cultivation confessional [Re: Belintaf] * 3
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edit sort personal long post but i'm trying to keep in the true spirit of this thread and share openly as Belintaf, Gilmour, Mack, Puff and Mistakes, and many others have.
thanks Belintaf im trying to be a kinder person and make up for my past wrongs, having something regular to go to and a routine to follow reinforces the pattern of positive behavior. I have a job I love and is very steady, friends close by who are willing to watch out for me and go out of their way to help me. i am trying to turn my life around and truly be a kind person, and it has been a very stressful dark time. these people at the church and meetings want to talk to me about it and help me through it. part of it is making amends, life story, ect.. they teach you all of this. im continually awed at how gracious people can be even when i've hurt them, and i hope they allow me the opportunity to make it up to them any way i can, mainly my family. im not doing the 12 steps and i dont have a sponsor, but i've been sober for a long time now and i'm taking advantage of this opportunity to turn my life around and contribute positively to the community. i've been meaning to grow mush lately and just post that, but I have to get moved into my new apartment first.
im trying to turn my life around and be more understanding and kind, and have better follow-through. i owe a debt of gratitude to everyone that has supported and helped me (and tolerated/accepted) over the years and i just want to spend some meaningful time making it up because i owe it to myself too. long rant but i needed to get it off my chest. thanks for listening to it. could be a ny name is earl meme. i guess it's a genuine acknowldgment, all of this is just in general.


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Edited by fiddle_head (09/07/26 02:15 AM)

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Re: Cultivation confessional [Re: fiddle_head] * 2
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Thanks for sharing, Fid. Sounds like you've made your choices—the rest is just a matter of time and perseverance.

It wouldn't surprise me if many of us around here have our 'sins of the past'—I know I certainly do. And obviously, I'm not proud of it, but I accept it with humility.

You know, I haven't always been 'Hugs :heart:',  I don't even consider myself a nice guy. But this piece-of-shit son of a bitch inside me—that's also who I am, whether anyone likes it or not.

Nietzsche, in Thus Spoke Zarathustra, in 'On the Tree on the Mountainside,' uses a very spot-on metaphor: he says that as a tree grows and extends its crown toward the sky, its roots reach deeper and deeper into the darkness of the earth. And that's exactly how I feel it.

Everything is going to be okay, man. You have everything you need around you, and above all, you hold yourself in high regard. That's real strength.

This morning's tea, I drink to your health.

Damn hugs :heart:


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Re: Cultivation confessional [Re: fiddle_head]
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fiddle_head said:
there is a free luncheon as well after sunday service where they feed people and i was grateful for that too. i have been going there regularly now. they really are good people and im grateful to have them in my life.


I have to say this... look what fiddling around got you into!


A Real Church is one where folks do the service, they feed people food and hope and community. And it seems like you entered organically.  Church people are usually hurt people who are trying to heal.

Still would be neat to dose randoms in the pews with lsd or secret mushrooms and watch the religious ecstasy unfold


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Re: Cultivation confessional [Re: Belintaf]
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"A guilty conscience needs no accuser"

Takes courage to open up like that. Huge respect.

We all fuck up sometimes, but acknowledging the mistakes and be willing to change and make up for it shows your true colors.

Keep your chin up man!


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How about the racist, sexist, phobia soup we've all been drowning in because of him? And I'm not just talking about Jesus. I'm talking about all organized religion - exclusive groups created to manage control, a dealer getting people hooked on the drug of hope, his followers nothing but addicts who want their hit of bullshit to keep their - their dopamine of ignorance, addicts afraid to believe the truth - that there is no order, there's no power, that all religions are just metastasizing mind worms meant to divide us so it's easier to rule us by the charlatans that want to run us.

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Re: Cultivation confessional [Re: 0_tonin] * 1
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Ive told you before fiddy, i love you to death, and we all recycle ourseleves many times over in life.  Ive personally been a lot of different people i didnt want around anymore, and left them all behind yet continue to change.  Accountability is the catalyst of change, my doot, and im very happy to see you spinning a new caccoon.  Ive also told you before, youre no monster.  Ive met such men i was afraid make eye contact with and they do not change or have any desire to. They do not take accountability, they do not own yankee candles and they do not spin caccoons.  They feel
nothing.

The truly wicked flee when none persue.  You don't run from anything.  Super proud of you dude.  Youre on the right path and i cant wait to see what hatches from all this. 

Love you bud.  You got this.

Ive always said, if youre not at least a bit enbarassed by what you were doing a year or two ago, youre not growing.


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Re: The Cultivation Confessional Booth - The Unofficial Cultivation Off Topic Discussion. [Re: BeefExtreme] * 3
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Yoooowwwww farrrrty poople, we're just back from a festival, had the best 2C-B in years. Greate funne. Fun enough to do it over the day after.
And just took the first shower since Thursday, which was also really, really good.

Got zapotecorum pinning, and a huge ass bag of very good 2C-B, legs and feet hurt like six demons in a bottle of holy water, life's a gift. Woop woop what day is it anyway

Edit: oh and you guys probably don't know wtf I'm talking about, but at the festival some guy jumped on me screaming and laughing, and he turned out to be my Ozora dancing buddy from last year. We were screaming at the top of our lungs and scared the fuck out of my friends, lol. Everyone thought one of us was having a stroke or we'd enter some vicious fight. But we were just really happy to see each other again. His memories of the night were as good as mine


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Edited by Churpee Choozle (09/07/26 07:49 AM)

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Re: The Cultivation Confessional Booth - The Unofficial Cultivation Off Topic Discussion. [Re: Churpee Choozle]
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I'm not sure if this is the right place to ask, but I've been scratching my head over this for a while...

What happened to the 'Moby Dick' strain? I don't really see much about it online anymore.

Same thing with 'PF Original/PF Classic.' I've still seen a few spore vials 'out there,' but honestly, I get the feeling they're old stock.

Or B+ AKM, and to be honest, a few others as well...

Can they still be found anywhere? Is anyone actually preserving them? Or did they just vanish from the face of the earth?

Damn, I have them stored in a box at my girlfriend's parents' house (in another city), and they've been sitting there for 10 years... Still, I won't be able to get my hands on them until November at the earliest—and I'll try to bring them back to life. Though to be completely honest, I don't have very high expectations.

Hugs :heart:


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Re: Cultivation confessional [Re: Agar Wedge]
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Get yourself some one piece lids and forget about all that 2 piece tinfoil contraption. You'll be much happier.

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