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Re: Cultivation confessional [Re: fiddle_head]
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fiddle_head said:
I want to take this moment to appreciate genny. Genny, good job man. I remember when you first started coming around. I enjoy hearing your banter in the different forums. This place is the better for having you around.
:fonz:


:emotionalmoment:
It's a great place.
Thank you.


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Re: Cultivation confessional [Re: GenesisCorrupted]
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GenesisCorrupted said:
bloodssonnew said:
Finally got few days off so gotta try my enigma  :smile: spicy šŸ„µ

Edit. Happy 420 am everyone n sorry for not contributing much to the convos xD


It is 83.
:customgrow420:


This brings me back to the 1 gram dab challenge thought that was the most hilarious thing ever when I was in my early 20s. Completely forgot about that guy


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Re: Cultivation confessional [Re: Zef] * 4
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I have insurance that covers therapy to an extent. I'm hoping that I can get a good base to work with in a few sessions. Just spent the last few hours typing part of the history of my childhood. That fuckin sucked. I think that's part of why I have been avoiding therapy because I did not want to have to recall all of that shit. Fuck, man. I'm gonna grill a steak, drink a bottle of wine with it then bash myself in the head with the empty bottle until I lose consciousness.

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Re: Cultivation confessional [Re: Gilmour Hendrix] * 6
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I'm sorry that I have made this thread so much about me and my therapy mission lately. I would rather post silly stuff and be goofy. You guys are all I have to talk about this stuff. You guys get it and have such good advice. Good advice in general, really. It's always a good convo in here. Mush love to you.

By the way, where's flapping bird? I haven't seen him in here for a while. He's another one that made a positive impression on me.

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Re: Cultivation confessional [Re: Gilmour Hendrix] * 3
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Nah it's good to hear from you, and a delight to see that you're making headway, posting, comin back, being a human. great shit, genuinely love to see it. you're not an imposition, we like having you. internet hug.

dunno about bird.

i've been busy running around doing burn prep.

I confess I was very stoked after making a sick pair of parachute pants out of a godzilla themed shower curtain but I played myself on the fabric placement and there's a big fleshy spike in a rather inopportune location.

gotta sleep on it.

messy thing, life. winds blowing every which way. i feel like a lump of clay that's gotten real warm. very malleable. prime for reshapings of various sorts. but what kinds? it's not clear yet, and the feeling of sliding and slumping and never being able to quite stay the same or be still or steady is... flavorful, to various effect. sometimes nice, sometimes less. just noticing.

I also confess that I forgot there were 3 fahtlocks and like 40 plates in the lab, and a massively triched out 20qt in the guestroom. future rasmo's problems, let it rideeeeeee even to trichtown. sometimes you just gotta take the green line.

oh and i can go on the marketplace now! that's exciting. whatever fruits next is probably getting printed to hell and back.


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Re: Cultivation confessional [Re: Rasmodius] * 6
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I heard Bird's cruisin at low altitudes, divining rods in claw, water-witching new wells that pierce the soul of the earth.

I mean, nothing else makes sense :shrug:


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Re: Cultivation confessional [Re: Rasmodius] * 2
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Rasmodius said:
messy thing, life. winds blowing every which way. i feel like a lump of clay that's gotten real warm. very malleable. prime for reshapings of various sorts. but what kinds? it's not clear yet, and the feeling of sliding and slumping and never being able to quite stay the same or be still or steady is... flavorful, to various effect. sometimes nice, sometimes less. just noticing.



I think one of the big questions we have to make ourselves is whether we will let the universe model the clay, or let ourselves model the clay?

In the end, it might not matter who models the clay, but the attitude towards life that the answer brings makes a difference.


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Re: Cultivation confessional [Re: Dala] * 2
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Dala said:
I heard Bird's cruisin at low altitudes, divining rods in claw, water-witching new wells that pierce the soul of the earth.

I mean, nothing else makes sense :shrug:


I heard he is the alpha condor


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Re: Cultivation confessional [Re: Gilmour Hendrix] * 4
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Gilmour Hendrix said:
I have insurance that covers therapy to an extent. I'm hoping that I can get a good base to work with in a few sessions. Just spent the last few hours typing part of the history of my childhood. That fuckin sucked. I think that's part of why I have been avoiding therapy because I did not want to have to recall all of that shit. Fuck, man. I'm gonna grill a steak, drink a bottle of wine with it then bash myself in the head with the empty bottle until I lose consciousness.


One of the best things about therapy is that you can rationalize and accept internal trauma. You learn to bring it out of under the carpet, stare at it for hours, befriend it, and become pleasantly acquainted by its presence.

Your trauma will never leave you, it is part of what makes you, you. What leaves you is the pain that it causes.


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I have not failed. I've just found 10,000 ways to grow trich.
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Re: Cultivation confessional [Re: elchocarrero] * 6
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Gilmour don't be sorry. I have appreciated reading about your personal experiences (both good and bad), and although I haven't contributed directly thus far, I would venture to say that you're a really good guy with problems just like everyone else and you're doing your best to solve them. Never feel the need to excuse yourself for sharing valid setiments and real life experiences that everyone can basically relate to. I appreciate your candor as well as your presence here and elsewhere in the forums. Stay the course, and don't forget to forgive yourself and take it east when you can. Self care, man. Sending love.


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Re: Cultivation confessional [Re: Gilmour Hendrix] * 5
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Gilmour Hendrix said:
I'm sorry that I have made this thread so much about me and my therapy mission lately. I would rather post silly stuff and be goofy. You guys are all I have to talk about this stuff. You guys get it and have such good advice. Good advice in general, really. It's always a good convo in here. Mush love to you.

By the way, where's flapping bird? I haven't seen him in here for a while. He's another one that made a positive impression on me.


We will help you carry that stone.


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Re: Cultivation confessional [Re: Mistakes] * 3
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Mistakes said:
We will help you carry that stone.


Yah mon. I gotta rocket in my pocket :mushroomgrow: but i got room for a stone too :wink:


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Re: Cultivation confessional [Re: Gilmour Hendrix] * 4
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as I understand the rules for this thread - no rules! :rockon:

I'm a mess too lately, been thinking about getting into it here or in... relationships :eek:

I'm into a bit of therapy,  sometimes it seems to make things harder as your dysfunction is more visible, and your defense mechanisms - aka coping mechanisms lol - are under review. it's like, hey, wow, I'm a total basket case! :crazy2:


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Re: Cultivation confessional [Re: Mackload] * 2
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Mackload said:
I'm a total basket case! :crazy2:


šŸŽ¶ do you have the timeā€¦. šŸŽ¶


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Re: Cultivation confessional [Re: Splittinghairs] * 2
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Man I do not remember how to make spore syringes. Here's hoping for the best, I basically scraped what I could into a pp5 container with sterilized water, swirled it around, and hoped that it was enough.


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Re: Cultivation confessional [Re: Gilmour Hendrix] * 4
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Gilmour Hendrix said:
I have insurance that covers therapy to an extent. I'm hoping that I can get a good base to work with in a few sessions. Just spent the last few hours typing part of the history of my childhood. That fuckin sucked. I think that's part of why I have been avoiding therapy because I did not want to have to recall all of that shit. Fuck, man. I'm gonna grill a steak, drink a bottle of wine with it then bash myself in the head with the empty bottle until I lose consciousness.


Yeah getting to that part is the hardest for me too, mostly because my brain found ways to just hide everything.

It's difficult to go through and process everything, but I highly recommend doing your favorite activity to loosen up and getting a note book and just write what comes to mind as it comes to mind with no expectations.

You don't have to talk about or intensely process everything that you've been through, but sometimes having notes or examples you can discuss at therapy can be a life saver. The worst part of me was going in blind and not having a good idea of what I wanted to go through.

I also personally found writing things down to be therapeutic in its own way. Some of them I choose not to read ever, but putting it to paper was enough processing it into the universe for me to be okay with it.

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Re: Cultivation confessional [Re: Zef] * 3
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Thanks, Rasmo. You're a reasonable guy. I admire that.

Also, thank you for cheering me on, 1NFIN8. You're a swell fella. :heart:

Dala, ya silly goose! Sounds like you're either wearing Rasmo's parachute pants or you're sportin' a bottle rocket perched on a furry launch pad! Like, why we got so much room in this thunderdome? I'd bet a Dala it's more like "Tada!" than "Hell nah!" :grin:

Mistakes, Thank you. You've been a big help already.

Elcho, I have never had to recall the first 18 years of my life in the way I did last night. Holy shit. There's a lot I forgot about. No wonder I was so screwy as a young adult. If I can just get past some of the anxiety I experience in certain situations, my life will be so much better. It's all in my head, I know, but how do I get around that. That's part of the goal here.

Thank you, fiddle_head. Self care is it in a nutshell. You're right. I told the therapist about this thread/group. I didn't name the website or anything but I told him I had a support group full of anonymous people sharing their experiences to help each other through difficult times. He thought that was a very good thing.

Mackload, as the saying goes, "We're all mad here"

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Re: Cultivation confessional [Re: Zef] * 5
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I confess I took a gummie and didn't tell my wife, and we had beers at the lake in a thunderstorm, and then at our pub (and I took another), and now at home she's cooking (something awesome) and she axed me to put music on and I put Kool and tbe Gang Celebrate side two and it's FUCKING AWESOME and we're all vibing and I know my wife she knows I'm fn trippin and it's all cool.

Also I confess I wanted to run some grains in the PC but that AINT HAPPENING TONIGHT!



Yes those are petris behind the album. Very  small apartment :rockon:


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Re: Cultivation confessional [Re: bluescreen] * 5
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I confess I'm a glutton for punishment:



Got another round going, got fresh genetics for a new smash.  Also built one of these:




-Kingboomer


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Re: Cultivation confessional [Re: Gilmour Hendrix] * 3
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:crazy2:


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