once in a lifetime said:

Breakdown, Old & In The Way

this one blew me away; jerry garcia, david grisman, john kahn, etc. i won't keep posting these lol this isn't the jerry garcia appreciation thread, but i thought it was cool.

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ah you gotta check the pizza tapes, allegedly stolen by a pizza man off the table while delivering to garcia, grisman, and tony rice  

is epic

Rev. Morton said:

Ha yeah, I knew you were hip. I used to buy CDs from Dose when he worked at Berkeley Amoeba. "G" is for Deep blew my mind.

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Think I gotta snag that one yet, Hemispheres was the first Dose One album I had, but he was mostly braggin'

That Ol Pagan Shit

This one for you WS

lessismore said:

Yup

@OP
I once took LSD really high dose, now I know the whole universe

So you can just ask me

Amazing that science doesn't do LSD they would know so much more

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Be careful that you don't convince yourself that you know. Different than really knowing and I'm skeptical someone can truly know that fast.

There is also often more information that you cannot even perceive right now. It will blow your mind when it comes to you.

I thought I knew every feeling. Until I felt a thought lose all meaning while keeping grammatical context, for example.

Sorry if that came off as rude, if you actually did find out a lot, more power to you. I just like to add insights to think upon

evenbreak said:

my source was good, i'm 80% sure it was acid, nothing is guaranteed

anyway, i guess... i have a lot to say, but none of that shit matters, except that i should be happy that i'm alive and breathing and there are other people and animals who are also alive and breathing around me

i don't see what else i could get out of psychedelics aside from that. but if I ever lose my way again, that's when i'll trip again

there are no gods/entities for me to see... how could i prove they're not all in my head? the only way to know is to train and discipline my mind way more than in its current state..

but there is no more use to take lsd again in the near future.. damn, i was planning on taking it once every 2 weeks until i run out, now i have 24 blotters that i spent $200 on that's just sitting around and will probably keep sitting around until it goes bad lol oh well

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evenbreak said:

The body load. The constant feeling and fear of throwing up... I really hate throwing up, and I was trying to hold it back the whole trip, and I guess that made it worse. I have muscle tensions too on every psychedelic it seems, even weed.

This seems to make lsd a very unpleasant experience for me. You know what I experienced, after the peak? For the next 8 hours, I was experiencing the body load and it was provoking a primal feeling of a fear of sickness and death. I realized my mortality and humanity, and all I wanted was to never do this again and make my body and mind as healthy as possible so I'll feel sick as infrequently as possible. I ended the trip with a newfound appreciation for life and the realization that everyone else is in the same boat as me and we all feel suffering and will one day die and we need to just enjoy the time we have...

so i got a lot out of the trip... but it was so physically unpleasant for most of the duration. During the peak i saw a lot of weird ass shit that felt so vividly real, but that didn't compare to feeling the reality of the achings of my body..

i don't see how i could muster the will to take more acid within the near future... need at least a year i think... i don't know.

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Take your time, but coming from experience, if you let that fear grow and fester, your next trip will be terrible.

How much time did you spend getting in the zone before you tripped?

Anything unpleasant happen recently?

what would you say bugs you the most about yourself?

Were you alone or with people?

Whats your living situation?


Answer what you want/pass on any other info thats similar. I wanna find out why you experienced what you did and I wanna see if I can help you reap the benefits of a perfect trip