How does one gage intellect without using words?...Words like smart...
Today at school I started giving out pages with (basically) this written on it. People read it because it was interesting. At my school the kids aren't aloud to make copies, so I stood there next to the copy machine and waited for a teacher to come up and when one did I would say "please read this," and then "can you please make me some copies of this?" Once I ran out of pages I got more the same way. And I realized that by me radiating my mind onto this piece of paper, and passing it out, the radiance jumps from the paper to the person, and if they understand it then they've learned something, and then they begin to radiate. Although some people saw the word god and tore it right the fuck up(only one person actually, but others misunderstood aswell).
Now I truly think I have a better idea of what karma is, it's the radiance, the energy that moves from person to object to person to person and so on. And I also realized that by the time school was out I felt very high, high on karma. My thoughts were as fast and precise as when I wrote this stuff on acid. And now I have a better idea of why when Ram Dass gave the Guru a few thousand mics of Owsley acid it did nothing to him.
I saw myself getting arrogant with karma, it annoyed my girlfriend, then what do I hear from her mouth? "I think we should break up for a while." My karma was very high, but I love my girlfriend, and that brought me to tears when she said that. Luckily karma was on my side and my thoughts were clear as light. I said all the right things, she now knows I'm the one for her, because I told her how high my karma was yet I was still brought to tears when she said that. And yes we'll always be friends I said, you can still borrow my hoodie. Also I thought to say "you know who girls think is really hot? The devil. Because girls are always atracted to the wrong guy." Then I said "somehow you ended up with me by mistake, or because you know that I'm at least partly the devil."
And then she told me that we will for sure be back together, she just needs time to think, because she's going through a lot and I'm a lot more...So here I am, and now it's partly your experience if you've learned from it. I know I've learned a lot today.
Also I was thinking if I could get through to the pastors or the priests or whoever it is that puts thoughts in the heads of church-goers that maybe people will change, this is a basicly christian society, they gotta follow someone, what if the person they follow is following someone else?...someone else like me. And through the works of social psychology it's just that easy folks. Change things, but only for the better. Negative chaos is regress.
It took a lot of LSD to realize that people are made out to be nothing more than adspace. What are they selling? I dont know but it isn't theirs. So I started advertizing what I think, not what Aberchrombie and fitch thinks.
It takes money to buy aberchrombie and what not, the money you spend advertizing for nike never even left your (their) kakies. Ever notice once you stop buying things you have a lot of money? And then to break it down further money is just a simbol of our desires, Ram Dass says desires are traps, a distraction from the bigger picture.
See why I get arrogant?
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