
I was just flashing back through some memories in 08 when I first tried them. Clips taken from what now seems like an alternate universe:
Bear in mind Psilocybe azurescens were the most potent on file at the time and we didn't have TTBVI. Things have changed a bit since then. We didn't have home potency test kits and all the resources of the present time. I've also learned to type with caps now.
May 25th 2008. First trip. ok, 1.5 grams in tea these are nothing to take lightly. the experience was far from recreational. those who follow be warned. i'm going to bed now. we'll talk more later 
May 26th the strongest psilocybe i have ever tried hands down. stronger than azures. stronger than any pan for sure. not the run of the mill mushroom trip by any means. spiritual experience is a better term. reminded me of cactus at certain points. it's a very physical ride to put it mildly. more than an hour was spent on the floor  honestly, i'm an old veteran tripper and i seriously doubt i will ever attempt that dosage again. maybe... maybe 1 gram. heh. truly the experience of a lifetime though. *** there's not much bluing with these. with the exception of the invitro fruits which blue quite intensely. the tea itself was more of a greenish. don't be deceived! it put some 8 gram cubie experiences to shame. there may be some different alkaliods at work as well. i haven't seen any chemical break downs on this species, but i am certainly curious. i began to feel the effects within 4 minutes of finishing the tea. within 10 minutes i knew i was in for a real ride. 20 minutes to extreme laughter and visuals.. still no stomach upset at all. within an hour, the longest peak i have ever experienced lasting a good hour or so. that's when things got really crazy. unfortunately at this point stomach cramping began. i don't know that it was from semper.. could have been something i ate earlier. it didn't really ruin the experience though.. heh, most of the time i wasn't really paying attention to it. there were far more distracting things going on. i can't stress enough to those who try these to be extremely careful. i know everyone has a different tolerence.. mine being middle of the road, but i can't picture anyone staying conscious on 3-4 grams of these. i wonder if there isn't a mild amount of toxicity. i'm still in somewhat rough shape today lol. *** the majority of my experience with potent psilocybes lies with our local wood and grass lovers of the pacific northwest US. azures and cyans are very very potent, but to me seem to have a less physical ride than say.. p. semilanceata, baeocystis or strictipes. semperviva is more like these imo.
Some more details on what 'really crazy' actually means. I think the details may be in another thread or scattered across a few sites. First thing I noticed was, of course, things taking on a breathing effect. Tracers. Warm pulsing colors followed shortly after. Kind of the normal stuff lead up to the peak which at it's pinnacle was a moment of gasping awe unlike anything experienced with any other species. Now the real crazy sets in. I have hand made sweeping textures on my ceiling. They began turning 3D and vibrating like mad dragon scales. This was accompanied by a deep rumbling noise that could be felt through my entire body and everything I touched. This continued for quite some time through the rest of the story. Once I was able to over come the cramps and pry myself from the floor the strangest of all strange things happened. I was in literally two places at once.  I could see my vibrating, breathing, color waving living room but layered over that was a primordial outside world. Something like you would see in an old dinosaur movie complete with volcanoes in the distance. That's when I met them. The Octostumps.  Strange entities that looked much like ragged tree stumps with with eyes. The roots were moving like tentacles as they moved towards me. OH SHIT they see me and here they come! One reached out and touched me which was something actually felt physically. I was scared for a moment, but once the contact was made I immediately felt peace and there was no longer the threat of impending doom. Then the whole thing collapsed in on itself and I was back in my still vibrating, rumbling living room. Most of the colors had faded at this point but all other visuals were still there and began taking on an even more realistic effect. I figured now's the time to go outside and have a smoke. Settle down a little bit. It was a beautiful May evening just before the sunset I was hoping to catch. I live on acreage with tons of trees and bushes. A very private setting. I stepped out on the deck lighting the cigarette. When I looked up every single tree and bush looked at me with eyeballs turning my direction quickly. Nope. Fuck that. Shit's too real. Back in the house where I finished my smoke and took a bong hit that I didn't even feel lol. So now it's dark outside. Let's try this again. I stepped just outside the door. Everything was fine and if there were eyes I couldn't see them.. but as my eyes adjusted to the darkness slightly I could see a human silhouette standing about five feet away. It moved a little and I could feel it's air. Thinking this might actually be real I reached back in and flipped on the flood lights. No one was there but I woke up the bushes and trees which looked a little upset so back in the house again.  From there out it was music, some food and something to drink. A little more weed. The rumbling and vibrating was down to a low hum and there was a blissful but somewhat beat up feeling from there out. I posted the updated and went to bed. And here we are full circle. 18 years later finally able to put it all down in one post.
Mush love to you OMC. Thanks for being such a beautiful a part of my existence.
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