I am going to post the preface of a book titled "Stay with God" of which I think describes God quite beautifully. The author is Francis Brabazon who was a close disciple of Meher Baba and said by him to be very spiritually advanced. The book is a fascinating poetic critique of the modern machine age of which we live, full novel ideas and concepts of which were entirely new to me. For instance it suggests a completely different view of history in which the "dark ages" were actually a golden age of spirituality. A period of great saints and sages ushered in by the wake of the Avatar that was Jesus Christ...
'The Dark Ages were the ages of light: the Renaissance the twilight of our present black night of materialism'
Quote: Self (Paramatman) is "One, Indivisible, Infinite and Eternal". This Self is the innermost self of each one of us. It is the sole Creator of the universe and of the world and beings which inhabit it. This creation is created and exists only in imagination in the mind of Self – it has no real existence. But Self identifying itself with its imaginary creation deludes itself that it is actor, and experiences the resultant pleasures and pain of action.
In the world of men, according to the shape and colour of the physical form it has assumed, to the degree of energy that activates form and the quality of mind that informs it, Self identifies itself with a particular race and people and period and culture as being a man or woman having strength or weakness, beauty or plain-ness, industry or laziness, success or failure. It indulges in psychological subterfuge at all levels in order to augment or diminish its own impressions or its particular identifications and it views all forms and conditions in the light of these particularized impressions. What is called the everyday life of a man, is Self identified with a particular form–which has no existence except in its own imagination experiencing through expression (and in experiencing, exhausting) a certain fund of impressions, and acquiring a fresh stock; from which experiencing it retreats or escapes each night in sleep only to be Awakened the next morning by these impressions clamouring for expression.
The consciousness of the majority of us may be likened to one, removed to a distant place, closing his eyes and vividly picturing re-association with family or friends, the picturing being so vivid that for he moment he imagines he is actually and really with them. When he opens his eyes again, he opens them on to the scene of his present surroundings—the persons and place of his picturization have vanished. In the same way does Self, closing its eyes to its own boundlessness in which it enjoys absolute power, knowledge and bliss, experiencing as real the worlds of its own imaginary creation.
To use another figure: the eye can see everything before it but cannot see itself. When a mirror is placed between it and what it has been seeing, it sees only itself — it cannot see any of the things it has been seeing. Similarly, when Self "looks out" on its creation it sees only this creation (which its imagination has created) and it does not see itself. But when it looks at itself in the mirror of Truth it sees itself, and creation disappears. In imagination creation existed; in Reality it has no existence. Self, in us, remains entranced with its imaginative creation; yet, at the same time, because of its continual frustration through the experience of limitation and because of the ceaselessly changing conditions of its environments it exerts itself to break through the boundaries of limitation and to stabilize conditions so that it will enjoy a somewhat permanent well-being. However, the permanent solution of the "problem of life" cannot be found in the success of attempts to "push back" the physical limits obstructing knowledge or in controlling those factors that determine the conditions of living, because, even granting success, consciousness will still not be emancipated from the domain of its own imagination — and its resultant frustrations will be merely of a different order. That is granting success, whereas in actual fact, success can never be achieved because the very minds of those attempting a solution along these lines are also only the product of imagination. It can never be anything more than the unreal trying to solve the unreal, or the dreamer trying to understand the riddle of his own dreaming. The only lasting solution can be only by Self (which is none other than the real self in each of us) disillusioning itself from its own false imagination and realizing in experience its natural condition of Unlimitedness and Unchangingness.
If this is objected to as being "escapism" or "denial", I reply that since, as shown above, everyone of us each night seeks, with varying success, to escape both from the successes and failures of the day, and since our very programs of progress demand for their carrying out a denial of fundamental liberties both for ourselves and for the peoples these progresses would encircle or crush, the use of the words "escapism" and "denial" becomes absurd. Escape and denial consists in the refusal to correctly ascertain the structure and constitution of the world and Man (and such ascertainment is within the reach of all) and to draft proposed solutions upon the basis of undeniable fact. This is a real denial of intellect and an escape from the conclusion which its relentless use — the unswerving application of the method of science and the unflinching pursuit of art — would force us to accept.
True humanity, and the only possible ground of brotherhood, lies in the recognition that Self is One and is the only Existent Being. In the pursuit of the realization that one is that One, lies the only solution to the "problem of life".
Escape is certainly to be longed for and planned and worked towards — escape from the prison of aggressive wanting engendered by our ignorance of truth; denial is certainly to be practised — denial of the false self for the true Self. Self and self cannot live together: either Self is denied for self; or self must be denied for Self. Our superstitions and false freedoms already brand us as escapists and deniers; it becomes us now if we would maintain any semblance of manhood to deny the supremacy of ignorance and escape from the bondage of ourselves.
It is, I think, commonly accepted that the slave is the last one to revolt and attempt his own emancipation from slavery. He has to be roused to action and awakened to the fact that he can obtain a vastly better condition by those who, being outside his conditions of misery, are moved by feelings of humanity or compassion and have the intellectual equipment to fight those responsible for and controlling the enslavement. The supreme Arouser and Awakener is known as the Avatar, the Messenger, the Christ. He is Self completely and perfectly aware of himself as Self. Because of his compassion for men he directly and voluntarily assumes human form for the relief and emancipation of all humanity from its enslavement by greeds and passions and its self-imposed oppressions and misery.
Since Self is One, indivisible and never two and Manyness is an appearance only, it necessarily follows that Avatar, who is that one, indivisible Self, is the actual real self of the apparent many individual selves of us. It also necessarily follows that since Avatar is that Self knowingly by having experienced and overcome the illusion of apparent appearance, and is not an apparent self subject to illusion, his consciousness cannot in any way become entangled in the seeming creation and thereby diminished by his assumption of form since this assuming is the voluntary outcome of his own free will. The stress and havoc and cry of our times has "brought down" or brought into actuality for us this Avatar.
The prerequisite for His help, this time no less than when He was called Jesus or Krishna, is surrenderance. Modern man, cheated of the fellowship which his "democracy" promised and forced more and more to surrender to authority which betrays and even threatens to exterminate him, becomes alarmed when faced with the idea of further, even total, surrenderance; and because alarmed, assumes a disdain and even contempt for those who have had the courage to make this surrender. We have long forgotten that democracy is based upon surrenderance — surrenderance to one another in gentleness, to the humanity of ourselves in trust, to the ideal of Self in natural enthusiasm — and we have become essentially aggressive. We have become cowards making out we are heroes. We demand proof that, first, Self is One, that our brother is our brother; second, that an individual man can be the conscious totality of that Self; and third, that he whom others declare to be Him, is Him.
The first two proofs may be obtained by (1) an honest intellectual inquiry — as stated in the Katha Upanishad, "Go back from effect to cause until you are compelled to believe"; (2) a thorough examination of suffering and its causes—as recommended by Gotama Buddha; (3) practising renunciation of oneself as one is—as required by Jesus; (4) living the attributes of real humanity (trying to become a real human being) as demonstrated by Mohammed. The third proof rests upon the evidence of His authority and His works — the authority of love and the works of love. This proof must be sought personally in His presence.
We are required, paraphrasing the opening lines of Sankaracharya's Viveka Chudmani, "to surrender ourselves to this one who is the end of all knowledge and its questing, the goal of all love and its suffering — the only Self, the Bliss." But He, although the only one with real authority, unlike the authoritarians, demands nothing of us; we are left free to make the demand of ourselves — we may remain surrendered to our own inadequacy and futile aggressiveness or we may surrender to our own realized Completeness and Unity as manifested in Him; we may retain our hardness of separate identification or willingly dissolve ourselves in our own Being of Love. "The Ocean becomes drop. The drop-becoming-Ocean has to drown itself in itself to realize that it always was the Ocean."
-------------------- ..and may the zelda theme song be with you at all times, amen.
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