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SleepyE
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Too much DMT/rue!
#15355801 - 11/11/11 01:51 PM (12 years, 4 months ago) |
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Hey friends, last night i decided to have a pharmahuasca trip but i did not have my scale on me so i had to unfortunately and unsafely "eye" my rue and DMT dose..
(o shit)
In the end i obviously overcounted my dose extremely, i took probably around 4.5 grams of rue and like 250mg of dmt sublingual and swallowed the deems.. it turned out to be beyond heroic compared to any experience ive ever had, it was my most difficult craziest trip ever..
it took forever to come on and i was pissed because i thought i was being teased with another failed dose attempt. it took like hour and thirty minutes before i was somewhere intense(thats a long time compared to my other pharmahuasca experiences, but then it finally happened.. it quickly became some sort of mental and visual overload where i somehow went passed the visuals into what i guess is the void, the center of the experience.. where i could perceive the trpytamine universe all at once.. but was more interested in my state of mind at the time because i realized i can explore the visions whenever i want and because im not just the explorer im actually the creator..
i realized that instead of focusing on looking for and finding visuals i should focus more on how im the creator of it all and just create. it made me feel godlike, able to create brilliant alternate realities with a little bit of meditative thought. i think i had a true psychedelic induced near death experience, i thought i had it before.. but nothing ive experienced in my life matches the stress i felt when i had the idea in my mind that i took WAY to much pharmahuasca and i thought i must have took something i shouldnt have along with it that doesnt go well with maoi..
i was certain my heart was going to fail, i was certain i wasnt gonna make it out of this experience alive, so my body/mind went into a state of maximum stress/shock that i really think one only feels when they are about to die and know it...i could actually see my body in 3rd person, ive never been dissociated with psychedelics like that before... my whole life was flashing before my eyes... i was completely possessed by the chemicals.. it was the furthest i have ever been to the godhead and i dont think one can go further. such an amazing experience.. unbelievable.
and when the super intense stress/shock part happen, it all suddenly ended in complete bliss instantly, ive never went from such an extreme level of mental and physical stress to the completely other spectrum of serenity and bliss.. i think death is going be quite similar to the experience i just had last night.. it probably will be the most stress ive ever felt and then in a milisecond it will become the most bliss i have ever felt.. Its an extreme emotional spectrum shift of sorts. or at least thats how i saw it
at the point of bliss i thought, it must be over.. i must be dead. but a few hours i was A O K, FALSE ALARM!!!
I was also thinking about the concept of infinite and the overall origins of mind. i was thinking that existence probably has always been there and there was never a time where nothing exists, it never started and it will never end. the hole trip was resonating the concept of infinite.. that was pretty trip thoughts at the time heh
the trip was like 6.5 hours aswell maybe even 7
This kind of intense experience/heavy dose i feel should be reserved for special occations when i really want to feel the most vulnerability and extreme emotional spectrum shifts.
ok im done rambling about my wacky experiences Peace out friends.
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joemolloy
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Re: Too much DMT/rue! [Re: SleepyE]
#15355923 - 11/11/11 02:14 PM (12 years, 4 months ago) |
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That's the big secret. You're God. hahahaa.
But today you are a slave again. What a fucking joke, right?
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joemolloy
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Re: Too much DMT/rue! [Re: joemolloy]
#15355937 - 11/11/11 02:16 PM (12 years, 4 months ago) |
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And do it again. The joke gets a little less funny each time.
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Re: Too much DMT/rue! [Re: joemolloy]
#15355951 - 11/11/11 02:18 PM (12 years, 4 months ago) |
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The boy is on
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joemolloy
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I shouldn't have spoiled the joke on the guy. But at least now he is aware.
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SleepyE
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Re: Too much DMT/rue! [Re: joemolloy]
#15356003 - 11/11/11 02:28 PM (12 years, 4 months ago) |
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agreed, slavery is shafty :S
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joemolloy
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Re: Too much DMT/rue! [Re: SleepyE]
#15356012 - 11/11/11 02:29 PM (12 years, 4 months ago) |
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One time I was the sphinx. Cooler than God.
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SleepyE
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Re: Too much DMT/rue! [Re: joemolloy]
#15356033 - 11/11/11 02:33 PM (12 years, 4 months ago) |
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nothing beats spiritual crack
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AsHighsTheSky
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Re: Too much DMT/rue! [Re: SleepyE]
#15356054 - 11/11/11 02:38 PM (12 years, 4 months ago) |
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Sounds an eye opening experience that's for sure. I would like to take a quarter of some cubes and so how I could even relate. But for now I just have work my up cause I haven't even tripped besides crazy ass salvia.
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Re: Too much DMT/rue! [Re: SleepyE]
#15356368 - 11/11/11 03:44 PM (12 years, 4 months ago) |
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Outstanding. I'm actually looking forward to an experience much like that (at least ONCE) out of pharmahuasca. Nice report.
Next time you eyeball a dose of ANYTHING, perhaps a sober sitter would be a good substitute for the scale you didn't have!!
Be well,
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SleepyE
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yeah it was a mistake to eye ball it but i guess i now understand what kind of potential pharmahausca can have at very high doses. it isnt something to fuck with unless one is well prepared..
i only expected to have an obe journey into hyperspace and instead found myself thinking about whats going to happen to my family once they find me dead in my fucking bed.. it made me feel guilt strangely enough lol
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Edited by SleepyE (11/11/11 04:01 PM)
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tripto
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Re: Too much DMT/rue! [Re: SleepyE]
#15363730 - 11/13/11 08:30 AM (12 years, 4 months ago) |
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Considering 30mg DMT oral and <50mg rue taken orally was enough for SWIM to just start tripping a little bit. SWIM thinks OP is retarded but in a good way.
Next time just try like 100-150 if you really want to trip. Also Caapi, but rue still has super good effects and almost no negatives in feeling afterwards.
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Edited by tripto (11/13/11 08:32 AM)
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SleepyE
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Re: Too much DMT/rue! [Re: tripto]
#15364223 - 11/13/11 11:25 AM (12 years, 4 months ago) |
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ive done 150mg of dmt and 4 grams of rue before and it was intense as fuck but with this time i wanted to go even further i ment to take 200mg of dmt and 4 grams of rue but i overshot heh.. but i definitely want to experience this super duper level of tripping next time.. i think my pharmahuasca doses are always gonna be like around 250mg dmt and 4.5g of rue now.. going lower just seems like a step back in my opinion.
im a bit of a hard head when it comes to psychedelics, im not happy with where im at until i think im dead, thats the fucking sweet spot!
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Edited by SleepyE (11/26/14 11:32 PM)
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Bill_Oreilly
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Re: Too much DMT/rue! [Re: joemolloy]
#23719441 - 10/08/16 01:01 PM (7 years, 5 months ago) |
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Quote:
joemolloy said: That's the big secret. You're God. hahahaa.
But today you are a slave again. What a fucking joke, right?
And you sir, speak the truth
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lovuasca
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Re: Too much DMT/rue! [Re: SleepyE] 1
#23721322 - 10/09/16 06:32 AM (7 years, 5 months ago) |
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Nice. A while back I accidentally dosed myself too high on ayahuasca. I was pretty much convinced I 'burned' my brain due to the intensity of the trip that I would probably never ever return as a conscious human being, if I would survive in the first place. Can be a lot to swallow, especially when it is paired with that feeling that you don't know wat is going to happen as you've never been that high.
Anyway, I'm really curious as to know how high that really was, you don't really have meters to measure a trip's intensity right? A shame...
Also I recognize a few things. I too became the creator of everything (at least that's how it felt), and I was busy contemplating what was the best thought-trajectory to be in. I felt like I figured out how to bring this universe in a state of perfect bliss. I can't even try to compare that bliss I felt with any other trip of mine. It's not even on the same logarithmic scale. You can experience one-ness and ego death on much lower doses, but to feel and think like you're the whole universe, that something completely different. You're not a person, you have no friends, there is nothing beyond what you can preceive, because you actually are EVERYTHING. Also, I felt like I've been 'to the other side'. There were other beings that were like very close friends, although not the ones I have here in this physical reality, but they were definitely friends/family that I knew very well. I didn't get close enough to see and touch them, but just close enough to get a glimpse at their reality and I heard them cheering at me. Oh my god, that ecstasy. It felt like a reality more real than this. Yes, this right now is the dream guys! I too feel like I have experienced something close to a near-death-experience.
Just very suddenly I just woke up, sat upright right away, saw my room again and was like: oh... guess I'm lucky and am not going to die tonight! That trip lasted about 9-10 hours if I'm correct, with only 6-8 hours of level 5+ experience. It's been a month now and there has not been a day where I'm not thinking about that experience in awe. Sometimes I'm actually a bit scared because I know now I'm living in a dream, an illusion and I can't escape that memory anymore. Sometimes, just randomly, I think about something I've experienced in that trip and I'm like: Holy shit, that shit's real...
Edited by lovuasca (10/09/16 07:25 AM)
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lovuasca
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Re: Too much DMT/rue! [Re: lovuasca] 1
#23721323 - 10/09/16 06:33 AM (7 years, 5 months ago) |
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Oh, and BTW, I like your drawings!
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