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tak_old
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Registered: 05/31/02
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Nothing really matters...to meeeeee

#800388 - 08/06/02 03:08 PM (24 years, 2 months ago)

I flew into a higher world, without a body. That down on earth, all that shit didnt matter "What happens to my body?" i asked "Does it die? Or live? Coma?" they responded "It doesnt matter." I was in this new world, and I had a mission. I was there for one reason, and one reason only. To be. Everyone there was there because of me. My world finally revolved around me. "This is your eternal holding tank of the mind" they said.
"If there was a heaven, this is where it would go for a vacation." This whole new world was heaven, it was eternal bliss. "How did I get here?" I asked. "You found the answer" they said. "What answer?" I asked. "THE ANSWER! ECSTACY, ETERNAL BLISS!"

It was quite simple really, bliss is a simple question, and a simple answer. Its just not comprehendable to most people. When you get to this bliss it will last forever. Nothing else will matter, and it doesnt matter how you got there, or why you are there or what you are doing there.
All these questions asked were easily answered by _THE ANSWER_ . You do not have to push a button to get here, you dont need to take a pill to get here, nor do you have have ID to get in here, you dont need to be rich, nothing. All you need is the answer.
Stuck in this eternal bliss, i felt as every instant that passed i would think billions of things, not billions but infinate numbers of things, and each time i would have a question. Every question was a deep worry that i could just not handle, it was the ruin of me. I flew by "Instances" and each time this awful understanding/question was answered. I dont know what hte answer was, i dont even remember the question.
I dont remember ANYTHING. I COULD NOT REMEMBER ANYTHING. You would think it would suck not to remember anything, but you dont remember that you cant remember anything, by the time you relize it you have forgotten. What the fuck is happening! WHAT THE FUCK! "You are in eternal bliss" says the voice, as each "instant" flashed by projecting my insanity, then just as fast wiping my memory clean and projecting a new insanity.
I am not gaining some type of memory. I dont know whats going on but i do contain this certain something through all this bliss. A drop of who i am, the only thing that is left of me. What was this thing that was left of me? It was bliss/insanity/infinity/life/nothingness/everything/my mind/fear/love in an overwhelming blob staring me in the face. "it" was sitting in front of me, showing me clips of my life. This is where you grew up, this is you doing this. This is you doing this. They were all planned. My whole life was fake, a stage and I was being shown the truth in the form of "it." Well after being shown all this, i was entitled a question, wasnt i... I racked my brain, but as it seems i knew everything. Every question was an answer in itself. Then it came to me "If it(representation of all infinate, etc.) is, then why is IT?" simply answered "doesnt matter" Humm.. "Then do we exist, or simply not exist?" i asked. "Both, neither, whatever you want, it doesnt matter." Uh oh! "Does anything really matter?" i said, getting the reply "It probably doesnt, but whats that matter anyways?"

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