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NumberOneEgo
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Ignore or read
#3516165 - 12/18/04 02:22 AM (19 years, 2 months ago) |
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I sit here in front of a glowing computer screen with my mind focused on nothing inpraticlular. My senses alive, a faint grumbling in my stomach from the food that is digesting. I think.. How strange is all this.. What thought will come through next, why am i typing this.. Breathe, focus, it's ok now. i start to laugh feeling silly with myself typing useless words. Do any of you ever wonder what your life would be like if it were lived by someone else. I dont, untill the moment arises... here it comes, i can almost grasp it.. Dang! just missed, maybe next time. Where is this going im not in control anymore, im a ghost traped in a sinking ship too stubborn to let my treasure die alone. This is going nowhere and everywhere, same place different time. just kidding.
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CaptainJailew
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Sometimes if you look into the mirror long enough, you will find yourself looking back. Is it you though? Is it REALLY you?
Of course it is, but I love to pretend it isn't when I am totally fried.
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NumberOneEgo
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The first thoughts that come to mind after reading that is.. It is untill you think it is, then its just you thinking its you.. its always you.. i could be wrong or right or both or neither or something else or nothing else or a homeless man looking for a grain of bread to feed his pet ant. who are you when you die, or dont die.. ego dies but eternal energy that has no self conciousness changes form? i want to know the unknown but that wouldn't be right cause it wouldn't be unknown anymore, it'd just be another dumb thought
Edited by NumberOneEgo (12/18/04 02:39 AM)
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NumberOneEgo
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Just kidding
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curious4
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Re: Ignore or read *DELETED* [Re: NumberOneEgo]
#3516218 - 12/18/04 02:44 AM (19 years, 2 months ago) |
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NumberOneEgo
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Re: Ignore or read [Re: curious4]
#3516223 - 12/18/04 02:48 AM (19 years, 2 months ago) |
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I think i feel it, you know? just kidding. I always feel the unknown i just think i dont. Knowledge of self is knowledge of creation, and if you didn't know creation is all that is.. i think
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curious4
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#3516227 - 12/18/04 02:50 AM (19 years, 2 months ago) |
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NumberOneEgo
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Re: Ignore or read [Re: curious4]
#3516229 - 12/18/04 02:52 AM (19 years, 2 months ago) |
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Are feelings absolute truth? the other day i felt like shit but i think i just imagined it
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curious4
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NumberOneEgo
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Re: Ignore or read [Re: curious4]
#3516233 - 12/18/04 02:56 AM (19 years, 2 months ago) |
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no no no think of this! I=You=God=this cashew im eating
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curious4
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NumberOneEgo
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Re: Ignore or read [Re: curious4]
#3516237 - 12/18/04 02:59 AM (19 years, 2 months ago) |
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well if you know that then you know how comical it is eating yourself
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curious4
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NumberOneEgo
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Re: Ignore or read [Re: curious4]
#3516246 - 12/18/04 03:05 AM (19 years, 2 months ago) |
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i got really depressed on a trip watching ricki lake.. she's so happy.
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Moonshoe
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"Do any of you ever wonder what your life would be like if it were lived by someone else?"
if your life was lived by someone else it wouldnt be 'your' life in any sense of the word
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Re: Ignore or read [Re: Moonshoe]
#3517156 - 12/18/04 12:51 PM (19 years, 2 months ago) |
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I don't know if this applies to you but the belief that someone else is controlling you is a mental disorder called depersonalization. I think it can be caused by excessive use of mushrooms.
Just thought I'd mention it because you said you weren't in control anymore
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Re: Ignore or read [Re: Wysefool]
#3517179 - 12/18/04 01:00 PM (19 years, 2 months ago) |
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your not actually replying to me are you?
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Wysefool
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Re: Ignore or read [Re: Moonshoe]
#3517195 - 12/18/04 01:08 PM (19 years, 2 months ago) |
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No, I was replying to the original poster. I just tend to click the nearest quick reply button.
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