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it happened to me several times also, pretty similar experiences we share, i felt as if i had been violated by something it felt like that something had completely immersed itself in me doing what it wanted then left and it was scary.
i would say it felt like a demon.
but then after reading the paralysis info it could of just been my own self experiencing this "condition"...

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Munkyspoon said:

jesus never did anything for me, god never did anything for me, by your logic he made me alive. LOL like i care, life sucks then you die, its how it goes try to do the rite thing cause you only get one chance, all you can hope for is to die in a super cool way, like a huge explosion or a huge train wreck/explosion, or a jetpack malfuntion that = explosion

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sealorcawhale said:

if one claims to have knowledge of god and that we should all be doing something else with our lives in the name of jesus christ i suggest they work there magic themselves and be very careful, in this day and age,  he could be considered crazy" or a threat and  be locked up in a mental institution to try prevent him changing the world around him, in a government attempt to confuse his agenda. Could this of possibly happened to alot of people? it happened to me...i do believe.
i cant explain why i got locked up but it is along those lines it would seem.  they tried to diagnose me with Bipolar which i detested and fought off, disgusted, outraged, humiliated, Getting my family do go out and get information from other Doctors and psychologists after meeting with the head guy was a must and been told i was unfit for the world out there and that i had bi-polar under no uncertain terms i was then told that it was good to have it. i could not believe what i was experiencing.
my family and so I too ended up getting the information i believed to be true stating that he could not diagnose me for a long period as long as 6 months to a year off drugs and off the drugs they pumped me full of... So he WITHDREW HIS DIAGNOSES and all i had was a mere belt of drug induced psychosis still lingering it was a real experience i will not ever forget.  i had been using drugs intensely to induce meditations for a long period.
My parents forced me to stay in there but i could see they wanted me  to, only to stop me from Using drugs and creating my own reality.
which they have no knowledge of. 
I was in Intensive care for 3 weeks in that mental hospital i witnessed the first person ever to die in there die after asking has anyone ever died here and been told No. in the intensive care unit the care  i received was blatently neglect and removal of freedom. no help whatsoever only tricks and lies.
the guy that died was one of my only friends in there and we had exchanged hoodies. they gave mine back wouldn't let me keep his, they tried to make me sleep in his room only to remove me hours after putting me in there telling me its not right for u to be in here, no shit!!! i protested in utter disrespect at everything that happened in there and stood up  for my right as a human. i Got out after a month and 2 weeks or so. I have a huge amount of disrespect for what is going on.
humans RIGHTS VIOLATIONS !!
Who will pay reparation on my soul and my friend who died for no reason but that mental institutions exist?
Me for i forgive and embrace All!
UUUUUUHHHHHHHH!!

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Munkyspoon said:

it gods real...hes a fucking prick, anyone ever read the old testiment? seems like its not part of christianity till gay rights or abortion comes up...then they whip out lividicus from "the bible" without sayings its the old testiment, the only reality is in your mind. Heaven or hell? in your mind. You can take psychadelics and get closer to "god" but god is the voice of your unconscious mind, not a divine force. by taking acid or shrooms or some other shit you take your deeper imaginative thoughts and spread them out intoa physical realm, your in a place of huge knowledge, the reason its heaven is becasue its things you never knew you knew, sometimes you go to hell too...not because you were bad, lol the superior forces at work dont work like bsdm bar with a drawn line on good or bad, but because we must all accept we have a darker side to our mind, kinda like the butthole surfers, its there its dark and scary but its there and you must respect it for that

thats my theory
no god
no jesus
just us...

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numonkei said:

Munkyspoon said:

it gods real...hes a fucking prick, anyone ever read the old testiment? seems like its not part of christianity till gay rights or abortion comes up...then they whip out lividicus from "the bible" without sayings its the old testiment, the only reality is in your mind. Heaven or hell? in your mind. You can take psychadelics and get closer to "god" but god is the voice of your unconscious mind, not a divine force. by taking acid or shrooms or some other shit you take your deeper imaginative thoughts and spread them out intoa physical realm, your in a place of huge knowledge, the reason its heaven is becasue its things you never knew you knew, sometimes you go to hell too...not because you were bad, lol the superior forces at work dont work like bsdm bar with a drawn line on good or bad, but because we must all accept we have a darker side to our mind, kinda like the butthole surfers, its there its dark and scary but its there and you must respect it for that

thats my theory
no god
no jesus
just us...

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Rights didn't exist back when the politicians from about 500 years after Jesus' death rewrote the bible.

Funny thing is, when you really read into it, Jesus was a bit of a crazy megalomaniacal type. If he DID come back, he probably already has. As a homeless crazy that most with the fish on the back of their car flip off.

Most won't believe it's jesus, unless a white guy with a  Rambo gitup shows up, guns raging at pro-choicers. What a disappointment the past 2000 years have been for rapture christians. They have another shot in four years. As long as Tim LaHaye sees, again, the failure of the resurrection of Christ; then the universe is till balanced.:)



~Monk

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RedRainDrop said:

sealorcawhale said:

what a rave. Will Humans ever on a whole Realise that god and the Devil are truely among us and that it is important to give tribute to God and be aware of this glory he has given us in life to triumph over evil.
the feeling of walking with the devil and walking with god are two very different things.  walking with God Is the best feeling in life.

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yes when you are with god it is tranquil..... you just say no to the demons that pass you by, and tell them that is not your path.... i think everyone will eventually realize divine and evil spirits really do exist... but i think we as human beings are transmitters for both positive and negative spirits. i have seen it in my visions constantly.....seeing the earth as a yinyang. the sun and moon on both sides,
darkness being when evil spirits run rampid, and the sunlight vanquishing those spirits.... its like everyday is a constant battle between good and evil...

like the Egyptians once thought.... horus (or jesus) ruled during the day, and his evil brother set, would come and kill him when the sun set (get it??) Horus means horizon, and hours is also derived from horus.  when the sun rose each day horus would rule again and the process continued....

This is just a metaphor for the way this reality works.... and it is my favorite way to describe it...

They also portrayed a sun above the heads of the enlightened ones.... symbolizing the third eye.

the pharmacratic inquisition explains most of it.... but i know it is true, i saw it all before i even saw that video, atleast 4 years before.....  i have been on this path of enlightenment for awhile.

i have seen these things i my visions before i searches for their meanings.....

god is very real.... and evil sadly exists, and seduces the weak minded, not enlightened ones.

it makes me sick, and i wish it would change, but this battle has been going on since the dinosaurs mysteriously extinct, it has been reflected through history.

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