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mushboy
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Re: Cultivation confessionals

[Re: Kloakk]

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#29670434 - 09/16/26 03:30 PM (3 days, 19 hours ago)

I just bought a $70 Lego mushroom set

Fucking expensive ass legos :crankey:

:crankey:

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Re: Cultivation confessionals

[Re: mushboy]

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#29670439 - 09/16/26 03:44 PM (3 days, 19 hours ago)

Hey yeah I hope it didn’t come off as any sort of pissing contest it’s really just that humor is the best way for me to cope and express trauma. I forget who said it but they said that they’re worst day is significantly better then someone else’s but it doesn’t mean it still isn’t your worst day. We all have our individual trauma some a lot more then others but they’re all valid. I hope we can all collectively get through our trauma and I’m here if anyone ever wants to talk about what they have going on

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Re: Cultivation confessional

[Re: BeefExtreme]

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#29670443 - 09/16/26 03:49 PM (3 days, 19 hours ago)

Maybe no topic more sensitive than personal grief and suffering, makes sense for things to get a little heated/edgy feeling.

When comparison is offered without proper recognition or acknowledgment, some may find that as “ranky”. It’s all the same chemicals in the brain, though how we respond to the chemicals differs vastly I suppose

Stoicism, toxic positivity, toxic negativity, meh, let’s do some shrooms about it :laugh:

:laugh:

Blessings to all of you, I’m sending out little psychic buff-guys to travel into the depths of your collective traumas and take a bit of weight off your shoulders today.

Remember fellas that’s the way she fuckin goes, hit it with me, YOUCH

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skrimplet
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Re: Cultivation confessional

[Re: Tri]

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#29670464 - 09/16/26 04:17 PM (3 days, 18 hours ago)

Call me sick, but to me, the people who can say "just don't be depressed!" and then do that are masters at self-repression. I don't understand how it's possible, but it seems like it's what society wants you to do before you can call yourself valuable.

I lost my dad when I found out I was pregnant with my daughter. Well, he's still alive, but falling pregnant made me understand how insane his abuse of me was. I asked him to apologize, and for a full year he doubled and tripled down that the only mistake he ever made was letting me escape. Then, my family began telling stories about his evil behavior against my mom and everyone in his life that he doesn't apologize for, either. I can never speak to him again; it's just not safe. I'm so aware that he is aging, and will need someone to care for him in his old age. I thought my dad was a good man. I just wanted to love him. I just want to love him, but he is a bad, bad man.

I always say, "kids don't just do drugs," when the conversation of severe punishments of adolescents experimenting with drugs.... but I guess you could extrapolate that onto adults, too. I think crossing the line from buying shrooms for a trip to cultivating to make your home the source, I don't think someone *just* does that. I think we're looking for a way to fundamentally understand that the world makes sense: a belief that is the birthright if every child and that is shattered by unreconciled trauma.

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idrk how I got here or what I'm here for but I keep waking up with this biological urge to not die✨

Edited by skrimplet (09/16/26 04:19 PM)

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Re: The Cultivation Confessional Booth - The Unofficial Cultivation Off Topic Discussion.

[Re: BeefExtreme]

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#29670515 - 09/16/26 05:09 PM (3 days, 17 hours ago)

Today I was blessed with a good night's sleep and a day off from work. After a doctor's appointment in the morning I decided that all the pieces had lined up perfectly for a little mushroom journey and I had a little solo ceremony.

0.7g of Charlie Brown put me exactly where I needed to be. The universal truth: the medicine gives us what we need, not what we want or ask for. And sometimes it doesn't matter what amount you take. This relatively small dose had me absolutely dialed.

Feeling expansive and grateful for this community, all my friends, the medicine I was able to grow for myself, for BEEF who taught me to grow it, and for sunny days like this one.

Peace and love, y'all.

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Eskawata kaya waikiki
HHG
"Shake it like you would a newborn baby" - BeefExtreme

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Re: Cultivation confessional

[Re: BeefExtreme]

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#29670547 - 09/16/26 05:43 PM (3 days, 17 hours ago)

BeefExtreme said:

But totally I hear you. Even at your lowest point you should have room to carry a few stones for other people...

I think shouldering for others is often a side effect of having too much to carry.

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Re: Cultivation confessionals

[Re: mushboy]
#29670592 - 09/16/26 06:19 PM (3 days, 16 hours ago)

mushboy said:

I just bought a $70 Lego mushroom set

Fucking expensive ass legos

Damn Legos cost more than good genetics!
:awewtf:

:awewtf:

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Re: Cultivation confessionals

[Re: Lo-Z]

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#29670608 - 09/16/26 06:34 PM (3 days, 16 hours ago)

I survived being poisoned to near death and a close family member..the closest didn't.

Mushrooms are the only thing I've found in life sofar that gives me happiness just in the experience not evin consuming them.

Somewhat relatable to the happiness I had before though I'm wholeheartedly more cold to the world and have always struggled saving bandwidth for others problems now my hearts on ice for most of everything it seems :oldman:

:oldman:

All good I'm slowly healing I'd like to think :hug:

:hug:

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mushboy
modboy

Registered: 04/24/05
Posts: 40,524
Loc: the woods

Re: Cultivation confessionals

[Re: Lo-Z]

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#29670629 - 09/16/26 06:58 PM (3 days, 16 hours ago)

Lo-Z said:

mushboy said:

I just bought a $70 Lego mushroom set

Fucking expensive ass legos

Damn Legos cost more than good genetics!

:dealershrooms:

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:hypnotoad:

Making Liquid Culture : Go insane with LC
Mushboy likes these teks : Making shroom tea
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BeefExtreme
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Re: The Cultivation Confessional Booth - The Unofficial Cultivation Off Topic Discussion.

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#29670637 - 09/16/26 07:08 PM (3 days, 15 hours ago)

Nokumana said:

Today I was blessed with a good night's sleep and a day off from work. After a doctor's appointment in the morning I decided that all the pieces had lined up perfectly for a little mushroom journey and I had a little solo ceremony.

0.7g of Charlie Brown put me exactly where I needed to be. The universal truth: the medicine gives us what we need, not what we want or ask for. And sometimes it doesn't matter what amount you take. This relatively small dose had me absolutely dialed.

Feeling expansive and grateful for this community, all my friends, the medicine I was able to grow for myself, for BEEF who taught me to grow it, and for sunny days like this one.

Peace and love, y'all.

Brotherrrrrrrr so good to hear you doon good doot. Love ya man. Keep it breezy.

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Re: Cultivation confessionals

[Re: mushboy]

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#29670641 - 09/16/26 07:10 PM (3 days, 15 hours ago)

mushboy said:

I just bought a $70 Lego mushroom set

Fucking expensive ass legos

I got the same kit!!!! Havent put it together yet

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Re: Cultivation confessional

[Re: skrimplet]

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#29670674 - 09/16/26 07:47 PM (3 days, 15 hours ago)

skrimplet said:

Call me sick, but to me, the people who can say "just don't be depressed!" and then do that are masters at self-repression. I don't understand how it's possible, but it seems like it's what society wants you to do before you can call yourself valuable.

I lost my dad when I found out I was pregnant with my daughter. Well, he's still alive, but falling pregnant made me understand how insane his abuse of me was. I asked him to apologize, and for a full year he doubled and tripled down that the only mistake he ever made was letting me escape. Then, my family began telling stories about his evil behavior against my mom and everyone in his life that he doesn't apologize for, either. I can never speak to him again; it's just not safe. I'm so aware that he is aging, and will need someone to care for him in his old age. I thought my dad was a good man. I just wanted to love him. I just want to love him, but he is a bad, bad man.

I always say, "kids don't just do drugs," when the conversation of severe punishments of adolescents experimenting with drugs.... but I guess you could extrapolate that onto adults, too. I think crossing the line from buying shrooms for a trip to cultivating to make your home the source, I don't think someone *just* does that. I think we're looking for a way to fundamentally understand that the world makes sense: a belief that is the birthright if every child and that is shattered by unreconciled trauma.

Take it from someone who's having to unlearn doing that reflexively, repression is a right bitch. Makes it real fuckin hard to relate to others and actually be present.

But, it's hard to fight that urge when any strong emotion (positive or negative) is actually, physically painful. Pavlov is a hard motherfucker to fight, it turns out. Not that it's gonna stop me. Because I got reasons to keep gettin back up.

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Re: Cultivation confessionals

[Re: mushboy]

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#29670688 - 09/16/26 07:58 PM (3 days, 15 hours ago)

I confess that I've been neglecting the boards since I got back from the desert a week ago. Incredible time, very grateful, including to many here (shout out lithop and beef in particular). But it's been weird to transition back to life stuck at a desk, and also someone stole my fucking motorcycle which is very annoying. Drove up with a mattress tied to the back of an SUV, pushed the bike onto it, and were gone in less than a minute. But it fell halfway off within the first 20 feet and you can hear it drag down the block in the footage. So even if I get it back, it's gone. Fuckers.

Usually cult feels like a labor of love and a welcome distraction, but at present it feels a bit like a chore, so I'm procrastinating. But I had to come by and fess up, I do like it a lot around here, no good comes from being a weird ghost about things.

mushboy said:

I just bought a $70 Lego mushroom set

Fucking expensive ass legos

Jealous. Too bad those caps aren't made of triangles, I'd have asked for a wedge :lol:

:lol:

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mushboy
modboy

Registered: 04/24/05
Posts: 40,524
Loc: the woods

Re: Cultivation confessionals

[Re: Rasmodius]

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#29670703 - 09/16/26 08:12 PM (3 days, 14 hours ago)

:rimshot:

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Re: Cultivation confessionals

[Re: Rasmodius]

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#29670725 - 09/16/26 08:45 PM (3 days, 14 hours ago)

eyyyyy ras is back. Welcome back doot. How was the thing anyway? Hope we helped.

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Re: Cultivation confessional

[Re: skrimplet]

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#29670729 - 09/16/26 08:47 PM (3 days, 14 hours ago)

skrimplet said:

Call me sick, but to me, the people who can say "just don't be depressed!" and then do that are masters at self-repression. I don't understand how it's possible, but it seems like it's what society wants you to do before you can call yourself valuable.

I lost my dad when I found out I was pregnant with my daughter. Well, he's still alive, but falling pregnant made me understand how insane his abuse of me was. I asked him to apologize, and for a full year he doubled and tripled down that the only mistake he ever made was letting me escape. Then, my family began telling stories about his evil behavior against my mom and everyone in his life that he doesn't apologize for, either. I can never speak to him again; it's just not safe. I'm so aware that he is aging, and will need someone to care for him in his old age. I thought my dad was a good man. I just wanted to love him. I just want to love him, but he is a bad, bad man.

I always say, "kids don't just do drugs," when the conversation of severe punishments of adolescents experimenting with drugs.... but I guess you could extrapolate that onto adults, too. I think crossing the line from buying shrooms for a trip to cultivating to make your home the source, I don't think someone *just* does that. I think we're looking for a way to fundamentally understand that the world makes sense: a belief that is the birthright if every child and that is shattered by unreconciled trauma.

Theres a certain tough-bro attitude about it isnt there? You ever meet someone who tells you to smile?

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Re: Cultivation confessionals

[Re: BeefExtreme]

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#29670757 - 09/16/26 09:24 PM (3 days, 13 hours ago)

BeefExtreme said:

eyyyyy ras is back. Welcome back doot. How was the thing anyway? Hope we helped.

Rock solid. Rolled around on a giant neon elephant throwing pop up dance parties. Wore out lithop's dance incantation. Fixed some engines. Got dusty. Ate a hot dog through a glory hole. Accidentally ghosted ke$ha cause our elephant car got stolen by the french. And tripped a very responsible number of balls.

But truly it was lovely. I was very lucky to roll with the group I did, a couple dozen very excellent people. You could take away all the glowing lights and acid and it still would have been a treat to work that crew.

Got back and immediately copped a tractor from the craigslist free section with the goal of turning it into a gigantic robot crab. Price was right. Funny that my bike got jacked the next night, seems the universe has an unspoken rule about the number of stupid vehicles I'm allowed to possess at once.

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You ever meet someone who tells you to smile?

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Re: Cultivation confessionals

[Re: Rasmodius]
#29670774 - 09/16/26 09:51 PM (3 days, 13 hours ago)

Is any of the cultivation confessional growing wasabi?
If so come and meet me in the marketplace.
We can discuss the fine details.

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Kloakk
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Re: Cultivation confessionals

[Re: mushboy]

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#29670824 - 09/16/26 11:37 PM (3 days, 11 hours ago)

mushboy said:

I just bought a $70 Lego mushroom set

Fucking expensive ass legos

So I know my wife got this for me for Xmas, did you know you can get lights for them :begger:

:begger:

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Some fungi are only edible once.”
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Lithop
integral birth

Registered: 04/09/22
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Loc: 🛸

Re: Cultivation confessionals

[Re: Kloakk]

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#29670845 - 09/17/26 12:58 AM (3 days, 10 hours ago)

@Rasmodius, love the pic of you in the blanket, gave me great post trip vibes!
And really glad you had a good time. Immediately getting a tractor after burning man is hilarious, having your bike stolen, less so. Swings and roundabouts.
:deepman:

:deepman:

in 40 minutes, my best mate is pickin me up to go picking at our fave spot. Can't fuckin wait- there are usually all manner of shroooms out there: waxcaps to roundheads and stuff I've never seen in between!
And of course, liberty caps aplenty

(shots from a few different past mishes)

:edit:
LOL my pal said not to wear my 'culpable deniability t shirt' since we're going on some private land too
:spoiled:

:spoiled:

the t shirt in question (vendor name obscured)

:lol:

Edited by Lithop (09/17/26 01:09 AM)

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