Aussie Shroomer said:

Great report! I really appreciate reading it, my own experience had some similarities, like how quick and the intensity of the onset, it took me by surprise and initially had me thinking "ohh shit ohh shit, I think I've made a mistake" my anxiety level was high, then I started some breathing exercises, laid back and kept telling myself "everything will be alright" over and over again, then the anxiety started calming down, I then closed my eyes and thought ok let's do this, just let go, just let go, then any worry and anxiety I had disappeared and a intense wave of relaxation rolled over me.

That was the point where I couldn't talk or move for a few hours, and it was like a "worm hole" of "kaleidoscopic" like shifting patterns of colours including one's that don't exist here on earth opened up, and that's when the trip really began! It was so beautifully bizarre that try as I might I've never been able too even close articulate it, I've tried writing it down and tried articulating it in my mind and I've never been able too serve justice to how it deserves to be explained!

Hopefully if I'm successful with my attempt to cultivate my own, I can hopefully experience it a few more times then be able to put it into words!🤞🤞

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Got my fingers crossed for you bud.

And yeah, anxiety is part of it when I do shrooms. And even though I highly enjoy the trips that are easy going, the ones I learn from are the hard ones and why I keep coming back

I don't take mushrooms to feel good and escape reality, I take shrooms to pull me back to reality and force me to realize that this life is a fucking gift, and the time I get with with my wife and kids are numbered so I better fucking cherish it right now, because tomorrow is not promised

Kloakk said:

I don't take mushrooms to feel good and escape reality, I take shrooms to pull me back to reality and force me to realize that this life is a fucking gift

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Life without death and uncertanty would be meaningless "death is like a morror in which the true meaning of life is reflected" and this is how I view mushroom trips. Knowing that anything can happen, that despair and disaster is always around the corner is what gives the trip its meaning and what makes the experience have educational properties for the mind and soul. If I just want to see weird patterns and cool colors I'll do a line of 2cb and not worry about potential existential crises


But then again I most frequently have tripped on 20-35g dried cubes but those trips arent as scary as 3.5 grams. Drinking a 35g tea is like being shot in the back of the head by a sniper you never saw coming, no time or room for existential crises, just a quick painless death and then lots of exploration in the phase of when the EGO starts integrating into reality again about 20-30min after the peak and then you still have 3-4h of extreme tripping plus a couple of more hours of intense afterglow. Your stomach will be the biggest issue with these doses and that's why always have dreamed about growing Azurescens or other types of similar strength, when I can achieve the same trip in under 10-12g

Kloakk said:

Aussie Shroomer said:

Great report! I really appreciate reading it, my own experience had some similarities, like how quick and the intensity of the onset, it took me by surprise and initially had me thinking "ohh shit ohh shit, I think I've made a mistake" my anxiety level was high, then I started some breathing exercises, laid back and kept telling myself "everything will be alright" over and over again, then the anxiety started calming down, I then closed my eyes and thought ok let's do this, just let go, just let go, then any worry and anxiety I had disappeared and a intense wave of relaxation rolled over me.

That was the point where I couldn't talk or move for a few hours, and it was like a "worm hole" of "kaleidoscopic" like shifting patterns of colours including one's that don't exist here on earth opened up, and that's when the trip really began! It was so beautifully bizarre that try as I might I've never been able too even close articulate it, I've tried writing it down and tried articulating it in my mind and I've never been able too serve justice to how it deserves to be explained!

Hopefully if I'm successful with my attempt to cultivate my own, I can hopefully experience it a few more times then be able to put it into words!🤞🤞

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Got my fingers crossed for you bud.

And yeah, anxiety is part of it when I do shrooms. And even though I highly enjoy the trips that are easy going, the ones I learn from are the hard ones and why I keep coming back

I don't take mushrooms to feel good and escape reality, I take shrooms to pull me back to reality and force me to realize that this life is a fucking gift, and the time I get with with my wife and kids are numbered so I better fucking cherish it right now, because tomorrow is not promised

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Mateja said:

Word

Life without death and uncertanty would be meaningless "death is like a morror in which the true meaning of life is reflected" and this is how I view mushroom trips. Knowing that anything can happen, that despair and disaster is always around the corner is what gives the trip its meaning and what makes the experience have educational properties for the mind and soul. If I just want to see weird patterns and cool colors I'll do a line of 2cb and not worry about potential existential crises


But then again I most frequently have tripped on 20-35g dried cubes but those trips arent as scary as 3.5 grams. Drinking a 35g tea is like being shot in the back of the head by a sniper you never saw coming, no time or room for existential crises, just a quick painless death and then lots of exploration in the phase of when the EGO starts integrating into reality again about 20-30min after the peak and then you still have 3-4h of extreme tripping plus a couple of more hours of intense afterglow. Your stomach will be the biggest issue with these doses and that's why always have dreamed about growing Azurescens or other types of similar strength, when I can achieve the same trip in under 10-12g

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30g dry, dude that would make me barf rainbows for sure.



Biggest dose I ever took was 6,5g of semilanceata and that broke my shit in a way that change who I am

Aussie Shroomer said:

Thanks mate! I think I'm going to need all the help I can get 😂

Mushrooms have definitely helped me appreciate things more and focus more on the good than the bad, they've also made me more aware of how what I say and do can effect others, that awareness has helped me a lot and has also made me more understanding of others.

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bloodssonnew said:

Shout-out to Kloakk n tree frog! Put some pan genetics on gar 😊

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Anomalocaris said:

Kloakk do you keep the same humidity level with your t3 during pinning and during fruiting?

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eastside said:

Anyways, I have no idea what I'm doing but I am enjoying the learning process. I set aside some caps to try to get some prints. If I manage to be successful, I'm excited to see what F1 looks like. Regardless of the hybridization or not, it is fun to learn how to cultivate this organism through its full life cycle.

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Asura said:

eastside said:

Anyways, I have no idea what I'm doing but I am enjoying the learning process. I set aside some caps to try to get some prints. If I manage to be successful, I'm excited to see what F1 looks like. Regardless of the hybridization or not, it is fun to learn how to cultivate this organism through its full life cycle.

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Looks like you know to me. Nice work.

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fahtster said:

Some ziplocks doing aight.  Getting closer to dialing these in.. at least for this time of year

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That's awesome 👌