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Re: I lost a loved one today [Re: The_Ghost]
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With my face against the floor I can’t see who knocked me out of the way.
I don’t want to get back up but I have to so it might as well be today.
Nothing appeals to me no one feels like me, I’m too busy being calm to disappear.
I’m in no shape to be alone contrary to the shit that you might hear.


You can't wake up, this is not a dream. You're part of a machine, you are not a human being
With your face all made up, living on a screen. Low on self esteem, so you run on gasoline

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Re: I lost a loved one today [Re: Shroomslip]
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How are you ?


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Re: I lost a loved one today [Re: Shroomterd]
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Good. Thanks for asking. I haven't slept very well since the last time I posted about it. I've been up since about 2:00 A.M. this morning. No sleep in sight right now. It's not all from the loss. It's partly due to back problems, and just having a lot to think about recently.

I try to see the good in any situation. In this case I feel like I've found a renewed purpose and motivation. There's a recession coming.


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"With the first link, the chain is forged. The first speech censured, the first thought forbidden, the first freedom denied, chains us all irrevocably."

Judge Aaron Satie

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Re: I lost a loved one today [Re: vault123]
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Man so it’s been like a lot of ups and downs. Like I’m up for a while and feel great, then like a few hours later I’m crashing again. The strangest thing. I’ve seen other people grove in similar ways before so I’m not totally shocked by it. Just that it is different to be the one going through it.


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"With the first link, the chain is forged. The first speech censured, the first thought forbidden, the first freedom denied, chains us all irrevocably."

Judge Aaron Satie

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Re: I lost a loved one today [Re: vault123]
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I'm sorry you're going through a tough time right now.

It may seem impossible right now, but it will get better over time. Just remember, what you're feeling and going through right now isn't going to last forever. There are going to be many good times in your future when you're happy and enjoying yourself, no matter how bad you feel today. It's just going to take time to get there.

I hope you feel better soon, man.

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Re: I lost a loved one today [Re: nooneman]
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I lost my brother on Christmas from of of Valium and opanaa in 2012


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Bring your love baby Imma bring my Shame Bring the drugs baby Imma bring my pain


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Re: I lost a loved one today [Re: nooneman]
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nooneman said:
I'm sorry you're going through a tough time right now.

It may seem impossible right now, but it will get better over time. Just remember, what you're feeling and going through right now isn't going to last forever. There are going to be many good times in your future when you're happy and enjoying yourself, no matter how bad you feel today. It's just going to take time to get there.

I hope you feel better soon, man.


True words! Can confirm as I've lived it myself. You 100% will bounce back and it will get better over time, you just gotta hold on and tread water for a bit. Just understand that better days and times are on their way and this is only temporary :cool;

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Re: I lost a loved one today [Re: Shroom_guy4]
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I have relatives in from out of town staying in my house with me right now. I’ve been avoiding them for two days. I have to come out and see them today. I feel a bit embarrassed for avoiding them for two days, but I was in no position to entertain anyone recently. I figure I’ll get my workout in like I usually do.

That usually puts me in a good mood. Then I’ll come out and say hello. I’ve never met these particular relatives before, but I’ve heard really good things about them. They’re the best kind of people from what I heard so I feel a bit bad for avoiding them so much. I literally sneaked out my back door to my house and got in my car so I didn’t have to pass them the first day they got here. I’m sure they’ll be understanding.


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"With the first link, the chain is forged. The first speech censured, the first thought forbidden, the first freedom denied, chains us all irrevocably."

Judge Aaron Satie

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Re: I lost a loved one today [Re: vault123]
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I could sneak out the back again today. They’re going to be here a while though so I can’t keep this up forever. They’re going to be here a little while so I just need to get it over with. After my workout.


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"With the first link, the chain is forged. The first speech censured, the first thought forbidden, the first freedom denied, chains us all irrevocably."

Judge Aaron Satie

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Re: I lost a loved one today [Re: vault123]
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If they are any kind of caring loving understanding people, they will understand and respect your actions and you.:heart:


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Re: I lost a loved one today [Re: tyrannicalrex]
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Thanks man


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"With the first link, the chain is forged. The first speech censured, the first thought forbidden, the first freedom denied, chains us all irrevocably."

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Re: I lost a loved one today [Re: vault123]
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Ok, here goes.

Courage music!



What’s the worst that could happen...right?...lol.


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"With the first link, the chain is forged. The first speech censured, the first thought forbidden, the first freedom denied, chains us all irrevocably."

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Re: I lost a loved one today [Re: vault123]
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Ok these people are super cool. I thought they would be. I just quickly greeted on my way to the shower. I got that out of the way though that is the worst part.  Ow I feel much better about sitting and chatting for however long they would like.


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"With the first link, the chain is forged. The first speech censured, the first thought forbidden, the first freedom denied, chains us all irrevocably."

Judge Aaron Satie

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Re: I lost a loved one today [Re: vault123] * 1
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I talk pretty fast, especially if I’m nervous. I have them the warmest friendliest smile and greeting I could muster. Which is usually pretty good. I slipped in one snarky remark about relatives that everyone laughed at that I feel a bit bad about now, but I’ll make up for it. I’ll win them over over breakfast.


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"With the first link, the chain is forged. The first speech censured, the first thought forbidden, the first freedom denied, chains us all irrevocably."

Judge Aaron Satie

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Re: I lost a loved one today [Re: vault123]
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YAY! Awesome! Keep on keepin' on!:heart:


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Re: I lost a loved one today [Re: vault123] * 3
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No need to over think things. It's going to be what it's going to be. You sound like a good natured guy with good intentions so I would say that it's going to be all good regardless of what you do or say amigo

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Re: I lost a loved one today [Re: Shroom_guy4] * 2
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Thanks. Starting to get back on my feet again. The swings are becoming less dramatic. I actually got a lot done today. I didn’t sleep real well, but pretty good by my recent standards. I still got up early. 5:00 AM this morning. Got a lot done today, but man I am smoked. I just gotta grind out a few more hours till I can take a break. Championship rounds.


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"With the first link, the chain is forged. The first speech censured, the first thought forbidden, the first freedom denied, chains us all irrevocably."

Judge Aaron Satie

Edited by vault123 (07/18/19 06:58 PM)

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Re: I lost a loved one today [Re: vault123] * 1
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The relatives left a few days ago. I think it went pretty well. These are the kind of people who will make you believe it did no matter what though. All I can go off of is what they told me though and they only had good things to say the whole time. So I’ll take that as a win all things considered lol.


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"With the first link, the chain is forged. The first speech censured, the first thought forbidden, the first freedom denied, chains us all irrevocably."

Judge Aaron Satie

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Re: I lost a loved one today [Re: vault123] * 1
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I hear ya, me myself I just take things at face value, give people the benefit of the doubt. If I have no reason to question things then it's all good. And if they're hiding something or not being upfront then that's a them problem. Sounds like things are going well :cool:

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