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Your first true love
    #1930088 - 09/18/03 06:01 PM (20 years, 6 months ago)

everyone has one .......I married mine 20 years ago!

Who was yours? And how did ti turn out?


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Re: Your first true love [Re: Ripple]
    #1930091 - 09/18/03 06:02 PM (20 years, 6 months ago)

I should mention that I stalked her for a year  :grin: 


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Re: Your first true love [Re: Ripple]
    #1930114 - 09/18/03 06:09 PM (20 years, 6 months ago)

Found mine

Just last year actually.. We met, and we instantly clicked, it was pretty crazy actually.. Her mom despises me though.

she's comin up here and moving in with me pretty quick, her family moved away, and she wants to be back with me so.. :smile: 


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Deleted [Re: Ripple]
    #1930117 - 09/18/03 06:10 PM (20 years, 6 months ago)

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Re: Your first true love [Re: Ripple]
    #1930125 - 09/18/03 06:13 PM (20 years, 6 months ago)

just broke up with her after three years.

we'll get back together some day, though..

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    #1930158 - 09/18/03 06:31 PM (20 years, 6 months ago)

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Re: Your first true love [Re: LiL_KuSsH]
    #1930172 - 09/18/03 06:36 PM (20 years, 6 months ago)

Guys....

:frown:

I met mine 6 months ago. The second I walked in the door I knew it. We started talking and fucking CLICKED. She left her current boyfriend and we dated all summer...it was FUCKING PERFECT. We never fought, never argued, never disagreed, never annoyed. Talked for hours and hours. Never wanted to leave her side. She never wanted to leave mine. She left for college on August 20th. Guys she didn't even give it a chance. I believed so much that she loved me too. It seemed so real and she seemed so serious about it...two weeks into school she broke it off. I don't fucking understand it. 3 weeks has gone by and I have woken every morning to a worse and worse day. This is absolutely killing me. I can't go on like this...ahhhhh this is so horrible. I am so in love with her, and I can't reach her, I can't penetrate.

I'm sorry to whine and complain in this wonderful thread but I am ruined. Completely ruined. :frown: I don't know what I'm going to do with myself. never in my life have I known anything like this.

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Re: Your first true love [Re: Ripple]
    #1930188 - 09/18/03 06:42 PM (20 years, 6 months ago)

lol no one

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    #1930194 - 09/18/03 06:44 PM (20 years, 6 months ago)

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Re: Your first true love [Re: flanders53]
    #1930215 - 09/18/03 06:55 PM (20 years, 6 months ago)

:frown: man That is so heartbreaking to hear from someone with such a bright soul as you! Your light shines through your words in all your posts and I know that your a wonderful person. You'll get through this and find someone who will return your love my friend. :heart: 


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Re: Your first true love [Re: Ripple]
    #1930233 - 09/18/03 07:05 PM (20 years, 6 months ago)

It's hard to say. Seems like every time I think I'm in love, when I look back on it, I realize it was just infatuation. However, I'm pretty sure it was real with the last girl I felt strongly about, because there's still a part of me that loves her, even tho it's been 6 months since I've heard from her, and I've long since moved on with my life.


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Re: Your first true love [Re: flanders53]
    #1930547 - 09/18/03 08:59 PM (20 years, 6 months ago)

Damn Flanders that is a hard one to take...I met my first love when i was about 15 yrs old an we stayed very much in love with each other till i was 23 ...she broke my heart horribly an i went thru hell for a long long time and never stopped loving her even thru 2 marriges!!
I ran into her at a mexican food restaurant 16 yrs later....she was bartending an i ordered a drink from her at the bar an didnt even know it was her!!...well she kinda freaked and went back in the kitchen area.... my buddy was asking me if i was gonna be allright when we were sitting down at our table an i told him what was going on...well she gave me her phone # and we talked on the phone an went out with each other for about 3 weeks but it was just gone with me and i quit seeing her or talking with her...I thank god to this day that i was abel to get closure...I really feel badly for you because i know how bad you feel but just keep in mind that when it looks the bleakest just remember that there is a silver lining behind that black cloud... :smile:

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Re: Your first true love [Re: silversoul7]
    #1930577 - 09/18/03 09:08 PM (20 years, 6 months ago)

Quote:

silversoul7 said:
Seems like every time I think I'm in love, when I look back on it, I realize it was just infatuation.




thats why im always really reluctant to start going out with a girl...

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Re: Your first true love [Re: domite]
    #1930637 - 09/18/03 09:30 PM (20 years, 6 months ago)

I'm with mine right now. Been together for 3 years and a few months...

Flanders - Just try not to stress man. Things like that always find a way of working out for the better in the end. If it was really meant to be, it'll happen.


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Re: Your first true love [Re: LittlePygmyMan]
    #1930654 - 09/18/03 09:34 PM (20 years, 6 months ago)

Been with mine for 20 years....


Her name is Jasmine...


She has a head and two large breasts.


She's my dick.

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Re: Your first true love [Re: Zwieback0]
    #1930751 - 09/18/03 10:04 PM (20 years, 6 months ago)

"U misinterpreted her signs and stuff and she wasnt that attached"

NOPE. "Andy this is unlike anything I've ever know, it is so REAL. You are so much more than anyone I've ever known in my life."

And I said the SAME fucking thing for her..because it WAS. Never ever in my life had I met someone like her. And never will I again. So young, so naturally BEAUTIFUL, in body and in mind. So fucking beautiful. And young at heart. Open minded, loved life just as much as me. Never did meet anyone that loved life the way I do. So many people are desensitized and unsatisfied. Not her.

She went to college. It changed her in ways I can't even fathom. I can't even begin to imagine what could possibly throw away something like that. And now I'll never know, all the little things that make her so extraordinary, that are so huge. Guys, if this is what LOVE does to people I swear by god I will never again open my heart to another person. I am devastated. Completely ruined and empty. I'm sorry for pissing and moaning but I need to. It helps a little bit. I promise though, this is it from me. If I feel inclined I will start another thread asking for advice, because I need it. I've never known such pain.

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Re: Your first true love [Re: flanders53]
    #1930791 - 09/18/03 10:18 PM (20 years, 6 months ago)

I feel so cliche for even writing this ... But I met mine a few years back ... everything about us meeting was so coincidental too which is weird. Like, I made a string of decisions that led me to her and so did she. Well anyways, when I first met her I didn't pay too much attention to her ... I mean, I just acted like the idiot I am.
Then I dunno, I just started to fall for her. I could tell even before then that something seemed strange, almost too perfect, but yet so exciting.
We didn't get to hang out that much when we first started dating because she was in school and so was I, in college, 45 minutes away from her. Neither of us had cars so we could only hang out and spend time on the weekends. When we did though, we'd alternate between her house and my dorm and everything we did was so much fun.
Being in an LDR for the school year is something pretty hard to get through. But after school I ended up living with her for the summer which was a lot of fun.
Well yea, I'm really high ...

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Re: Your first true love [Re: flanders53]
    #1930806 - 09/18/03 10:22 PM (20 years, 6 months ago)

I've been there, man. It gets better. And each time I get my heart broken, it hurts a little less. It's always gonna hurt, but you learn to cope with it. Don't give up on love just because of this one girl. Don't give her that kind of power over you. Hell, I felt that way with my first girlfriend, only to realize later that it wasn't even love. It was infatuation. The last girl I was with was someone who I was genuinely in love with, and yet when she broke my heart, I was able to cope better, because we were still friends, and I just wanted her to be happy.


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Re: Your first true love [Re: Zwieback0]
    #1930853 - 09/18/03 10:37 PM (20 years, 6 months ago)

Man you had to post this hugh. Well its good to talk about things.
Met my woman on a bus at a festival. over a year ago. I feel it in my heart when I say she is my one true love. I understand you can always fall in love again. But she is the greatest thing in the world to me to lots of people we are all the greatest in the world realy. But any way. Its all in vain right now but that is a part of life. Just role with it and pick up lifes lessons as they pass bye. Oh I call her Bear.

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Re: Your first true love [Re: ]
    #1931699 - 09/19/03 06:35 AM (20 years, 6 months ago)

flanders-
you describe her like she loved living in the moment. maybe thats what it was, that she couldnt stand just wallowing in sadness from the separation so she detached herself? Either way though, it really sucks for you, you just have to let time heal the wound without letting yourself dwell on it too much, fro that will only lead to more sadness.


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Re: Your first true love [Re: Tao]
    #1931909 - 09/19/03 09:10 AM (20 years, 6 months ago)

Been in love four times, loved back twice, all four are in my past now. NEXT!


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Re: Your first true love [Re: Ripple]
    #1931926 - 09/19/03 09:18 AM (20 years, 6 months ago)

Her name was mary, it was a tragedy, almost like the classic plays. O how sweet, so bitterly sweet.


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Re: Your first true love [Re: Zero7a1]
    #1932095 - 09/19/03 10:46 AM (20 years, 6 months ago)


"Used to have a donkey that I loved a lot. Now she lives with a ninja... pirate!"

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Re: Your first true love [Re: Zero7a1]
    #1932108 - 09/19/03 10:57 AM (20 years, 6 months ago)

my first love.... I was 16, she was 15.

we stayed together on and off for a couple years, both of us cheated on eachother (mine was in retaliation to hers), but we really did love eachother.

When I met this girl she had like no friends, had never smoked pot or anything. I introduced her to everyone, put that first hit of acid on her tongue. We lost our virginity to eachother. We used to talk on the phone for hours. But then I graduated and got an apartment and a job and she was still stuck in high school, but by this time she was quite popular and decided she didnt need me. Damn that sucked. Livin that first year out of HS completly alone (well I had friends and famly, but you know) I sunk into this horrible depression that lasted a year, and I came very VERY close to taking my own life... I got over it eventually, but I'll never forgive that bitch for what she did to me... to quote SLC Punk, I would have ripped off my arm and clubbed a cop with it for her... but she was too superficial to care.

She goes out with a good friend of mine now, which I'm totally cool with, but I still dont enjoy being around her... Not that I still have feelings for her, I just think she's a bitch.

Flanders: You have to learn how to be happy with yourself and realize that you dont need another human being to validate your existence. Its a lot like recovering from an addiction. Once you learn to be happy with yourself, you can watch bitches come and go and not get too worked up over it.

The one good thing I can say about that experience is that it made me realize how pointless depression is. I made the conscious decision never to feel that way again, and I never have, girls or no girls.

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Re: Your first true love [Re: DoctorJ]
    #1933121 - 09/19/03 04:31 PM (20 years, 6 months ago)

My high school sweet heart was my first love. Her name is Lura and we've been together 12 years now!



here she is 12 years ago  :smile: 


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Re: Your first true love [Re: kindkesey]
    #1933172 - 09/19/03 04:41 PM (20 years, 6 months ago)

not a nice comment on the pub mate...tsk tsk

Edited by boO (09/21/03 08:42 AM)

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Re: Your first true love [Re: DoctorJ]
    #1933271 - 09/19/03 05:16 PM (20 years, 6 months ago)

Very good words of advice, thanks J. :smile:


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Re: Your first true love [Re: Zero7a1]
    #1933444 - 09/19/03 06:36 PM (20 years, 6 months ago)

My first love was when I was 16.. We seemed perfect for eachother but we ended up breaking up after a year.. It was strange because I didn't see her for about a year after that until I went over to my friends house this one day and she was there visiting with a friend of hers who was dating my friends older brother.. At the time she was dating this dude who was the captain of the basket ball team.. Any way we started talking and instantly you could feel the electricity between us.. We decided to go swimming and lets just say we did a hell of alot more than swim.. That was a pretty stupid idea because my friends bro told her boy friend ..One day when I was in the washroom at school he grabbed me and threw me against the wall and started punching me which forced me start punching back and It ended up with me kicking his head repeatedly against the wall.. After that there was another time I had chance to get back with her but I blew it because I was confused.. It's wierd because I have not been able to maintain a serious relation ship with any girl since and have pretty much given up any prospect of having a serious relationship.. MOst girls I see now come and go and I can barely tell them a part.. people call me a player but I'm not.. I'm just opprotunistic and girls who have anything to do with me know what there getting into and don't expect anything serious which sux because I would love to meet another keeper.. It just seems impossible..

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Re: Your first true love [Re: Bhairabas]
    #1933454 - 09/19/03 06:39 PM (20 years, 6 months ago)

Oh yeah I forgot about this girl I had a fling with when Iwas living in Mexico but I guess it wasn't meant to be.. Long distance relationships just aint my thing.

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Re: Your first true love [Re: Ripple]
    #1934028 - 09/19/03 11:04 PM (20 years, 6 months ago)

my relationship with my first love ended abruptly after nearly 5 years. i really am not sure of the reason why either, though sadly i suspect that she just gave up on everything. what makes things even more complicated is that we have a child together.

fortunately, i have custody of the child. there was not even an argument over who would raise her. this further solidifies my theory that the woman just gave up on everything.

this was my best friend and she didn't even have the courage to tell me that she wasn't happy. she just did what she wanted until i got fed up, moved out, and took our child with me. she blamed me for her being unhappy, but never was able to say what was so bad.

in the end it was nothing but lies. being told that we were only separating and that we could still talk, hang out, and stuff like that. although, whenever i tried to talk to her, even the first night we were apart, i was ignored or made to feel like an asshole.

two months after we split up, on her birthday, i called her to say hi and was greeted my heavy breathing, a bitchy attitude, and the sound of another guys voice in the background. even though i don't know what was going on, i had an idea.

i finally started to see that she didn't care about me at all, she had no intention of trying to fix our relationship, and that her happiness, good times, and the new people she was meeting were the most important things to her.

this brings me to were i am today, not missing her near as much, but still bitter and broken over what she has done. i only wish that she could have been honest. it would have saved a lot of fighting, confusion, and now, hard feelings.

i am, although, keeping my eyes open for a replacement woman, or perhaps just someone who can satisfy one of my needs. :devil: 

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Re: Your first true love [Re: DoseR]
    #1934052 - 09/19/03 11:17 PM (20 years, 6 months ago)

Meet mine at age 18 was with her for around 2 years.. we had a 3 bedroom 2 car garage house.. long story short she cheated on me.. told me it was my kid for over a year then finally i got a dna test and it wasnt mine after giving her ALOT of money and becoming attached to the kid.. It also sent me to several mental problems.. Manic Depression. Anxiety.. Sucidal Thoughts/attempts and i still havent been in a true relationship cuz im too scared and thats been 5 years ago.. truley sad

oh ya it bought many addictions trying to cope with the pain.. some i still havent quit yet either.. Fuck this thread makes me sad..


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Re: Your first true love [Re: Bhairabas]
    #1934665 - 09/20/03 03:20 AM (20 years, 6 months ago)

My first true love took my heart, shoved it in a blender, put it on HIGH, and dumped the contents out into the street. I met her senior year of high school, and i thought we would truly be together forever. I was pussy whooped, very very pussy whooped. I was a virgin before her , so i guess that explains why.

Anyway, in senior year we got in a really bad car accident ( her brother was driving, we hit a tree doing 70). After spending about 4 weeks in the hospital she dumped me ( this caught me totally off guard). Turns out she met someone else while she was out clubbing with friends while I was at home still lickin ma wounds.

Two years later , with a new perspective on my life after my near death experience, I met the girl of my dreams. She's hot, shes smart, she trips , smokes, she hates drama ( no fights since weve been together), loves sex as much as i do, and we recently got married in the carribean (where she's from originally).

now just waiting to get her over here... (Immigration is a bitch)

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Re: Your first true love [Re: DankBluntZ]
    #1934687 - 09/20/03 03:26 AM (20 years, 6 months ago)

Fungushungry, Im sorry to hear that dude. But from what i have learned, you dont need fake ass people like that in your life. If they cheat on you , treat you like shit etc, fuck them and fuck having them in your life, they dont deserve to be in your presence or recieve your attention. It may be hard to believe but it will get better. good luck man

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Re: Your first true love [Re: DankBluntZ]
    #1936231 - 09/20/03 07:00 PM (20 years, 6 months ago)

he broke my heart...bad


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Re: Your first true love [Re: Spiffy]
    #1936401 - 09/20/03 08:51 PM (20 years, 6 months ago)

How can anyone break the heart of such a wonderful soul such as yours :frown: 


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Re: Your first true love [Re: DoseR]
    #1936850 - 09/21/03 12:26 AM (20 years, 6 months ago)

Quote:

although, whenever i tried to talk to her, even the first night we were apart, i was ignored or made to feel like an asshole.



I can tell you something I've learned from experience: NEVER call a girl the day after you break up. No good can come of it.


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Re: Your first true love [Re: silversoul7]
    #1936880 - 09/21/03 12:35 AM (20 years, 6 months ago)

My first love was when I was 12-15. He was my best friends older brother, and we dated that whole time until on our anniversary i went to suprise him where he was living and he was fucking some other girl. :frown:

My second love was when i was 15-16. Loved him to death until he startred telling me i was ugly, that no one would ever want me, that i was getting fat, etc. Then he got jealous, started timing my trips to the bathroom and soda machines, giving me 1 minute or "hed come looking for me".

My last love is my love now. Hes great :smile: Gives me attention, got me into the shroomery and video games. I can talk to him, i can be silly around him. He makes me feel wonderful and there is nothing that we cant tell each other. He is my best friend, and a wonderful, funny person who i would give my life for.Im the luckiest girl alive.

Third times the charm.


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Re: Your first true love [Re: silversoul7]
    #1936889 - 09/21/03 12:38 AM (20 years, 6 months ago)

i really didn't think it was like that, but yeah. i fucked up. i have fucked up since too. i'm not afraid to admit that i have fucked up. all i can do is change the way i handle this situation.

i am a straight forward guy who is not afraid to say what he feels. unfortunately, this can get me into trouble when i'm emotional. trust me, i kick myself for some of the shit i say to people.

i used a lot of swear words in this post.

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Re: Your first true love [Re: Tao]
    #1937187 - 09/21/03 03:14 AM (20 years, 6 months ago)

I remember the first time I was in love.I loved this girl to know end.I would have did anything for her and still would.I saw her at a bar a few weaks ago.She was hanging all over some 40 year old guy.It felt like my heart had been ripped from my chest.I'm still pretty upset,I wish I would have told her how I felt.


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Re: Your first true love [Re: DoseR]
    #1937188 - 09/21/03 03:15 AM (20 years, 6 months ago)

I know exactly what u mean. I used to be the same way, and still am, to some extent, tho I'm getting better about that. Just realize that if you recognize a personal shortcoming and put forth enough effort, you can overcome it.


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Re: Your first true love [Re: silversoul7]
    #1937418 - 09/21/03 08:23 AM (20 years, 6 months ago)

my first love was when i was 18 we clicked instantly it was awesome fast foward two years shes turned quite bitchy and i gave her the boot out my door lose a hoe gain a hoe ya know what i mean


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Re: Your first true love [Re: kindkesey]
    #1937423 - 09/21/03 08:30 AM (20 years, 6 months ago)

Flanders,
Can't you guys just be friends for now? Hang out, whatever... and see how she feels about you after some "friendship" time. Mabye she just needs time...

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Re: Your first true love [Re: Little Shroom]
    #1937863 - 09/21/03 12:39 PM (20 years, 6 months ago)

I met my 1st love when I was 11 y/o. We didnt ever really talk that much till I was about 12 though...and even then we were just friends.
I went to a Holloween party at his house one night though (I was 14). I spent the night there cuz me and his sister were friends. He kissed me that night and we became best friends for a while. He was to old for me though and we both knew it. So we never told anyone that we liked each other...and I never even told him that I loved him. Around Chirstmas time he got into a car accident and died. It was hell after that for a long time.

Then I found 3D..I love him more then anything!!! Hes everything to me. Hes my best friend and always there when I need him :smile:  Hes gotten me to try new things that I was scared to do before, and has showen me that just cuz I'm dating a guy it doesnt mean that he has to be an ass to me. 3D is never mean or anything...even when I get all bitchy and shit about something. He just stays cool and waits till I'm over it and then just talks about it. I dont think me and him have ever gotten into a fight or antyhing. We dont always agree...but he has never yelled at me :smile: He never puts me down or anything. Its GREAT :smile:))

I LOVE YOU 3D!!!!!!! :smile:))


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Re: Your first true love [Re: Sammi]
    #1937967 - 09/21/03 01:20 PM (20 years, 6 months ago)

never been in love. :frown: i've been in loads of relationships though just never got that attached to anyone.

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Re: Your first true love [Re: Lazerouth]
    #1937973 - 09/21/03 01:22 PM (20 years, 6 months ago)

I'll second that.

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Re: Your first true love [Re: Diploid]
    #1938064 - 09/21/03 02:04 PM (20 years, 6 months ago)

I've been in love with two people, and neither of them were in love with me.

I've had two people fall in love with me who I did not love.

So far, it's a tie.


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Re: Your first true love [Re: Phluck]
    #1938262 - 09/21/03 03:44 PM (20 years, 6 months ago)

ya phluck thats a bitch....
ive experienced someone loving me before i first fell in love with someone... and lemme tell u, i feel like such an asshole when i had to break it to her...

and theres nothing worse than someone u love doesnt love you.

this is a good thread, but breaks my heart everytime something like this gets brought up  :frown:

...and to everyone that hasnt been in love, heh, well you guys are pretty much lucky


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Re: Your first true love [Re: flanders53]
    #1938341 - 09/21/03 04:17 PM (20 years, 6 months ago)

bro, you have to pull some crazy shit. drive down to her school and suprise her and be like 'yo, ever since we broke up all i think about is you and its killing me' shell be like 'oooh take me now'

you will then live happily ever after


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Re: Your first true love [Re: DellComputers]
    #1938450 - 09/21/03 05:39 PM (20 years, 6 months ago)

Quote:

DELLCOMPUTERS Said:
Real life = American pie Movies





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Re: Your first true love [Re: DoctorJ]
    #1938515 - 09/21/03 06:10 PM (20 years, 6 months ago)

" the shroomery and video games"

... if only i got to you first :tongue:

Edited by domite (09/21/03 06:11 PM)

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Re: Your first true love [Re: DoctorJ]
    #1938526 - 09/21/03 06:15 PM (20 years, 6 months ago)

Quote:

DoctorJ said:
I am bitter about my life.





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Re: Your first true love [Re: DellComputers]
    #1938567 - 09/21/03 06:30 PM (20 years, 6 months ago)

i guess i'm involved in my first true love right now. Its pretty awesome, and it seems like everything is perfect.


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Re: Your first true love [Re: neophyteshroomer]
    #1939130 - 09/21/03 10:24 PM (20 years, 6 months ago)


Edited by Xibalba (09/29/05 11:38 PM)

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Re: Your first true love [Re: Xibalba]
    #1940667 - 09/22/03 12:37 PM (20 years, 6 months ago)

if this post brought up sadness or bitter memories I'm truly sorry as that was not my intention.



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Re: Your first true love [Re: Ripple]
    #1940722 - 09/22/03 12:58 PM (20 years, 6 months ago)

You're the Devil.

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Re: Your first true love [Re: ]
    #1941668 - 09/22/03 05:03 PM (20 years, 6 months ago)

Little Shroom - For one thing, her college is 3 hours from here. Another thing, after loving her so much and being with her so much in the loving state of mind and holding her and all that, I couldn't POSSIBLY stand being around her when things are different. All the little things she does would drive me WILD. I'd probably be miserable, really really sad around her and just burst into tears if I were to just "hang out" with her.

I have to give it time. Maybe then I can hang out with her, but I have a feeling that the first sight of her will bring it all flooding back to me and I'll be completely overwhelmed. :frown: I'm devastated right now. 


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