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 SoundsOfWar
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 Re: Your First Love  [Re: Lyena]
#1501798 - 04/28/03 06:42 PM (21 years, 5 months ago) |
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hey, you put that really well. right on, i dig what you mean, it is like a dream thinking back. ah, the memories. cool 
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Bullfrog1
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Re: Your First Love [Re: CherryBom]
#1502076 - 04/28/03 08:07 PM (21 years, 5 months ago) |
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Engraved forever in your mind this image shall be.
My first girl was a "bad" girl. She got in trouble alot. That's why I loved her so much, in a sympathetic kinda way. I only saw her once about a year after I was seeing her. Still in trouble, still loved her!
I can still picture her, the both of us watching TV on my couch. 28 years ago.
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 CherryBom
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Registered: 12/26/98
Posts: 11,177
Loc: Ontario
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Re: Your First Love [Re: Bullfrog1]
#1507560 - 04/30/03 12:29 PM (21 years, 5 months ago) |
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I think if your 'First Love' was a psycopathic bitch...it wasn't really love.
If you hold resentment towards someone...it's wasn't really love.
Love is something good and pure. It's unconditional. Love doesn't die. It's grows and changes and sometimes people grow apart and away from each other...but real love just doesn't die or fade away into resentment.
Call me a hopeless romantic...
Lovin'...is what I got
So remeber that
Why I don't cry when my dog runs away
I don't get angry at the bills I have to pay
I don't get angry when my mom smokes pot
Hit the bottle and goes right to the rock
Fuck it, or fight it...it's all the same
Livin with louie dogs the only way to stay sane...
Let the lovin'...let the lovin come back to me.
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saucerflosecrets
subterraneanalien
Registered: 01/27/03
Posts: 42
Loc: Ohio
Last seen: 21 years, 4 months
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Re: Your First Love [Re: Lyena]
#1507601 - 04/30/03 12:40 PM (21 years, 5 months ago) |
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Quote:
It goes away for a moment, but it's never really gone. Though my first love is far gone into the past he still has and will always have a little slice of my soul. And I'n okay with it. Of course both grow and change, but theres a ton of tiny triggers to memories that just wash it all back. I almost killed myself that way, remembering how everything used to be and longing for it.. the innocence and all the demons that came with it. Then I let it go, and remembered that instead of looking back on what once was to just relax and remember that it's over, like a dream. There was a lot to be learned.. but theres more to be learned.
that's exactly how i feel about my first love... i still think about him all the time, and he taught me so many things about life and myself... i wouldn't relinquish the memories of those years for anything, but you're right, there is more to be learned in life...
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Thor
Anti-Theist OVERLORD
Registered: 08/12/98
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Loc: Iceland
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Quote:
thor, never go down the same road twice.
This was a hard lesson learned for me when I was 19, went back the second time and it was good at first.. But the same shit happened again and I ditched her on New Years Eve cause I was so pissed at her.
I will never make that mistake again.
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Sombie
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Re: Your First Love [Re: CherryBom]
#1508340 - 04/30/03 04:07 PM (21 years, 5 months ago) |
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I first "fell in love" with this girl in like 5th grade...
I liked her all thru Jr. High, then she moved to Hawaii (after going out with my best friend to) and then, in 9th grade she came back, and then in the summmer between 9th and 10th grade we hoooked up, and we are still going out now (been like 9 months almost)
I finnally got with her, and it only took me 4 and a half grades!
(haha, not saying I waited for her or anything tho, I had girlfriends before her, of course.)
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Bullfrog1
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Re: Your First Love [Re: CherryBom]
#1512330 - 05/01/03 06:17 PM (21 years, 5 months ago) |
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Where'd that come from. If that's your response to me, your mistaken. What does 'her' mental state have to do with it?
I'm a psychotic asshole, but my woman loves me just the same.
Too much normalcy in a relationship isn't healthy either. 
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felix
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Re: Your First Love [Re: Bullfrog1]
#1512635 - 05/01/03 07:32 PM (21 years, 5 months ago) |
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bottom line, you never unlove the true first love.
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Shroomism
Space Travellin
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 Re: Your First Love [Re: CherryBom]
#1512942 - 05/01/03 08:39 PM (21 years, 5 months ago) |
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Spiffy
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Spiffy
Defender of theGnomes
Registered: 07/04/02
Posts: 1,693
Loc: Next to your mom
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Re: Your First Love [Re: Shroomism]
#1513115 - 05/01/03 09:19 PM (21 years, 5 months ago) |
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my one and only Shroomism
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Captain Jack
i [heart] you
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Re: Your First Love [Re: Spiffy]
#1513215 - 05/01/03 09:53 PM (21 years, 5 months ago) |
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angel
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CherryBom
Yoga Gypsy
Registered: 12/26/98
Posts: 11,177
Loc: Ontario
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Bullfrog, that wasn't directed at you personally. It was just a general statement.
If you don't even like someone...it's a far cry from 'love'.
Love lasts.
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Re: Your First Love [Re: CherryBom]
#1514657 - 05/02/03 11:29 AM (21 years, 5 months ago) |
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man.. the summer reminds me of my firrst love...
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FreakQlibrium
Son of Uncle Meat
Registered: 06/06/02
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Re: Your First Love [Re: ]
#1514687 - 05/02/03 11:41 AM (21 years, 5 months ago) |
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Mine too.........
Drinking beer 
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the malt makes your weiner sticky 
Edited by LoOnEr (05/02/03 12:14 PM)
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Thor
Anti-Theist OVERLORD
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Loc: Iceland
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Quote:
angel
she's mine!
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FreakQlibrium
Son of Uncle Meat
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Re: Your First Love [Re: ]
#1514746 - 05/02/03 12:16 PM (21 years, 5 months ago) |
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Sticky like a post operative Aunt Jemima maple syrup hand job?
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kangoo
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I will never forget my first love, but thats a long time ago now. We were only kids back then.
I've had a crush on many girls since.
My last gf and I had a great time, the butterflies in the air and all =)
But most things end =/
I guess i never really have experienced real love to a girl in "that" way.
Recently I've experienced true love towards creation, the life, universe, and everything, a feeling of true bliss.
It just comes to me now and then, if I experience something just mildly positive.
Like fluffy white clouds, pretty girls, flowers, good movie, food, friendship, anything this ecxistance has to offer!
Peace, Love, Unity and Respect to everyone who wants it ! ! !
U
Oh and Cherry Bomb you hopeless romantic!
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Edited by kangoo (05/03/03 04:30 AM)
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FreakQlibrium
Son of Uncle Meat
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 Re: Your First Love [Re: kangoo]
#1517056 - 05/03/03 05:39 AM (21 years, 5 months ago) |
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Recently I've experienced true love towards creation, the life, universe, and everything, a feeling of true bliss.
It just comes to me now and then, if I experience something just mildly positive.
Like fluffy white clouds, pretty girls, flowers, good movie, food, friendship, anything this ecxistance has to offer!"
That's the "Love" to which i aspire....i've experienced that universal glow a few times in varing degrees of intensity as well as temporal duratuion.....it seems to be fathomless and only limited by how much each individual is able to let in at any given moment(often at the suppression/transcendence of personal ego) Gr8 post man
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tastyshroom
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Registered: 03/15/03
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....love...
Brings back good ol memeries
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