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InvisibleCherryBomM
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Your First Love
    #1495566 - 04/26/03 12:18 PM (14 years, 3 days ago)

Does it ever go away? Do you just keep on loving them forever in all of thier perfect imperfection? Do you just keep feeling like a million translucent butterflies in the pit of your stomach every time he laughs?

Dark nite, so clear up high
Stars were beacons in the sky
Body tingles
Knees are weak
Static burning
In her cheeks....

But that was long ago...? I'm not so sure that it's even real anymore. I'm all grown up and away... Or am I?

Is he?

I just don't know....


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Re: Your First Love [Re: CherryBom]
    #1495634 - 04/26/03 12:54 PM (14 years, 2 days ago)

I don't think your first love really ever does go away...


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Re: Your First Love [Re: LeViTY]
    #1495651 - 04/26/03 01:06 PM (14 years, 2 days ago)

Neither do the following ones, i hope


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Re: Your First Love [Re: CherryBom]
    #1495953 - 04/26/03 03:20 PM (14 years, 2 days ago)

I remember each of my loves not as i once loved them but as a warm memory and a highlight on my life


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Re: Your First Love [Re: CherryBom]
    #1496309 - 04/26/03 06:30 PM (14 years, 2 days ago)

Quote:

Does it ever go away



i agree with levity..it never does.


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Re: Your First Love [Re: felix]
    #1496825 - 04/26/03 11:01 PM (14 years, 2 days ago)

it defiantly doesn't go away, I agree..it's funny you say this because my true love just came back into my life, asking me to move away with her....it's hard to know what to do, love make's you not think straight


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Re: Your First Love [Re: CherryBom]
    #1496838 - 04/26/03 11:06 PM (14 years, 2 days ago)

it doesnt, but that poem..
thank you for reminding me of that use of the word static
( seriously!  :grin: )
thank you thank you


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Re: Your First Love [Re: CherryBom]
    #1496914 - 04/26/03 11:57 PM (14 years, 2 days ago)

My first love was when I was 16 and I am now 30. He is married with a kid. I don't love him anymore. I was a totally different person then and he is not the sort of guy I would be attracted to anymore. I met him when I was working on the reception at a gym. He was blonde and beautiful. That was the main initial attraction! (Hey, I was a teenager.) We did get on well and I did love him. Though he is real materialistic and I am increasingly disgusted by materialism. He is a big corporate mover, and very conservative. That stuff didn't matter to me then but it does now. So anyways, given the time passed and the changes I doubt I would feel anything if I saw him again. Sorry to be unromantic. There is a man I have met since then (at 21) who I saw on and off for 6 years and still pulls my heart strings, but was bad for me. We were friends. But I am in a great relationship now, and so I just can't see him.


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Re: Your First Love [Re: CherryBom]
    #1496940 - 04/27/03 12:08 AM (14 years, 2 days ago)

I dunno. There's been lots of times where I thought I was in love, but really wasn't. There was a girl in High School who I thought I loved, but it was really just a crush. And I thought I loved my first girlfriend, but I was really just pussy-whipped. Now there's a girl I'm trying to get over, and I've always felt that I've loved her, but I may well discover that it was something else all along. It's hard to tell until you stop feeling that way.


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Re: Your First Love [Re: CherryBom]
    #1496985 - 04/27/03 12:45 AM (14 years, 2 days ago)

yup love is geh


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Re: Your First Love [Re: ]
    #1497038 - 04/27/03 01:08 AM (14 years, 2 days ago)

So bitter you all are!


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Re: Your First Love [Re: CherryBom]
    #1497061 - 04/27/03 01:16 AM (14 years, 2 days ago)

I have never loved anyone.


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yageman said:
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Re: Your First Love [Re: ]
    #1497069 - 04/27/03 01:19 AM (14 years, 2 days ago)

yup love is geh

There are times I agree with this.  :blush:


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What if everything around you
Isn't quite as it seems?
What if all the world you think you know,
Is an elaborate dream?
And if you look at your reflection,
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Re: Your First Love [Re: CherryBom]
    #1497118 - 04/27/03 01:53 AM (14 years, 2 days ago)

I met her 8 months ago.. and sitll going on..

she means so much to me.. i'd do anything for her. I love everything about her, i get butterflies still whenever we talk.. its weird..

I respect her and her feelings.. and actually am thinking of proposing if things are still working out fine after summer... and i never think like that.

*sighs and feels all floaty* I love the feeling she gives


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Re: Your First Love [Re: CherryBom]
    #1497159 - 04/27/03 02:26 AM (14 years, 2 days ago)

I despise my first "love".

Underneath It All - NIN

all i do
i can still feel you
all i do
i can still feel you
all i do
i can still feel you
all i do
i can still feel you
all i do
i can still feel you
numb all through
i can still feel you
hear your call
underneath it all
kill my brain
yet you still remain

crucified
after all i've died
after all i've tried
you are still inside

all i do
i can still feel you
all i do
i can still feel you
all i do
i can still feel you
all i do
i can still feel you

all i do
i can still feel you
all i do (you remain)
i can still feel you (i am stained)


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Re: Your First Love [Re: CherryBom]
    #1497365 - 04/27/03 05:39 AM (14 years, 2 days ago)

i'm still with my first love, for two and a half years


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Re: Your First Love [Re: enotake2]
    #1497366 - 04/27/03 05:40 AM (14 years, 2 days ago)

enotake, you say you just can't see him because why? are you afraid you may start to sway and fall out of love with your current?

i was with this chick for 2+ years...but one day i had to move away. we were still going full force on terms of relationship and neither of us wanted anyone else (i think..). walking away from her to catch my plane was very hard. i was the last one on...i think they were waiting for me, cause they slammed the door shut as soon as i got on board. then, her and her friend stood out by the tarmac and waved.


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Re: Your First Love [Re: felix]
    #1497403 - 04/27/03 07:16 AM (14 years, 2 days ago)

Yeah there is just a lingering feeling there. He is kind of manipulative and knows how to push my buttons and will try. So I just think it is better to stay away. Also, my boyfriend is a bit jealous of him, and talking to him I feel a bit guilty even though I haven't done anything wrong. I dunno. He lives in another state anyway, so its not that hard to just cut him off. As friends we only used to call and see each other every so often anyway. I am very happy in my current relationship and I don't want to do anything to jeopardise it.


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"My motto from here on out is: If someone or something (including me) in my life is conducting themselves in such a way that they can be seen on Jerry Springer, it's time to take out the garbage!!! When you stop taking their behaviour personally and see their antics as a true reflection on their character, it becomes absolutely nauseating." Anon. on abusive relationships.


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Re: Your First Love [Re: CherryBom]
    #1497504 - 04/27/03 10:47 AM (14 years, 2 days ago)

Welcome to the
Hypnotize zone
Today you'll hear the story
Of Russell Resthaven
And the day he tried
To save his girlfriend
Here's the story
Man you won't believe
What done happened
To me now man

What?

How did this nigga
Come round my way
Then fuck my bitch
But I'm gone kill him
When he get off
Work tonight though

Man fuck dat hoe man
You can't be tryin'
To save that bitch
Man my nigga den
Housed a hoe to
Brown Freesia

Man I spent cheese
On her and everything
And I bought rangs
And mo shit man
I'mma kill that nigga
Dat I'm goin' marry

You can't turn a hoe
Into a house wife man

I love her man
I love her man
It's mine man
I love her man
I gotta marry her man
I'mma marry her



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Re: Your First Love [Re: CherryBom]
    #1497517 - 04/27/03 10:59 AM (14 years, 2 days ago)

i really don't wanna come accross as being cynical, i can only speak from my own experience. i occasionally find myself HIDING in store front windows to avoid meeting some girl i "thought" i used to love.....for me love just turned out to be a sick obsession....not that it isn't an amazing high thinking you've met "the one" lol :smile: 


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