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poke smot!
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when you can't get out of a shitty situation
#2069906 - 11/04/03 09:29 AM (20 years, 4 months ago) |
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ok, i had all my moods up and up, and I was out of my downward spiral. i've been doing ok for the past few weeks but shit starting to stress me out and i dont want to fall apart again.. i dont know if i can handle it, im beginning to understand crazy.
what the hell do you do when you're stuck in situations like these, where you have no cash, getting a job is difficult and doesn't pay off in a timely enough manner (ie WHEN YOU NEED IT)...
and being around parents that don't have the slightest fucking clue about me, they can pester and pressure me about these problems that I'M ALREADY FUCKING THINKING ABOUT, yet they feel they should remind me on a daily basis, and that reminding just feeds the problem
im trying to hard not to start going down. i don't want a downward spiral but i feel like things are getting out of control with them and if i don't get them off my back so i can figure shit out, im gonna snap.
and venting helps but i feel like im aimlessly typing to a computer right now. i only have two really good friends left, and one is focusing on his girl which means im no longer chillin with him, and my last friend seemed to develop some kinda attitude and can't give me a straight answer when I say "are we cool dude"? that shit breaks me down inside because now i got no one.
Edited by poke smot! (09/07/20 01:40 PM)
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Re: when you can't get out of a shitty situation [Re: poke smot!]
#2069922 - 11/04/03 09:40 AM (20 years, 4 months ago) |
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when you can't get out of a shitty situation... its time for another GATHERING fool. you might want to stop asking your "friend" that.... let it go, as much as it sucks. Venting does help sometimes, but im willing to bet hangin with some chill friends in the woods might help a bit more that prolly wont help with the job/money thing... but it certainly got my mind off of alot of stuff. Take a break bro... relax... go hike around NOW before winter is really upon is
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Re: when you can't get out of a shitty situation [Re: Suffer]
#2070240 - 11/04/03 03:55 PM (20 years, 4 months ago) |
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Ye lets go out side and take a lil walk. That always helps me clear out my head.
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#2071228 - 11/04/03 08:42 PM (20 years, 4 months ago) |
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Re: when you can't get out of a shitty situation [Re: poke smot!]
#2071590 - 11/04/03 10:22 PM (20 years, 4 months ago) |
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dude... lets hope that it NEVER ends... because what you feel helps make who you are.
Emotion is something ive ALWAYS had a hard time dealing with... so i turned it off for a long time. Im working on trying to flip that switch back now, and its hard. It feels like my truck when the engine is cold... it wants to turn over, but it just cant yet.
Just keep going dude... your chill as hell... i know this from experience. go outside and SCREAM YOUR FUCKING HEAD OFF!!!! then sit down, smoke a bowl, and think about why you feel what you do
then DO SOMETHING ABOUT IT its not gona be over night, but we all gota start somewhere
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Re: when you can't get out of a shitty situation [Re: Suffer]
#2072470 - 11/05/03 06:49 AM (20 years, 4 months ago) |
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Ahh yes screaming. I close my self in my car sometimes and let it rip It hurts my throat, but it sure makes me feel a bit better in other ways.
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Re: when you can't get out of a shitty situation [Re: poke smot!]
#2073181 - 11/05/03 12:31 PM (20 years, 4 months ago) |
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Nice, a new job always gives me a fresh look on things. I am always passing through your neck of the woods. So maybe I will stop by and say whats up. Jah know.
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