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Re: My "wife" of over 10 years is dying [Re: Anonymous #1]
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I'm starting to get really worried. I left a piece of wax-sealed parchment in our mailbox (the one in front of our home) since she is the one who always checks the mail.



:rimshot:

Nicely done. It's really your IRL wife. Masterful!



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...oh you meant your mailbox in the game.

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Re: My "wife" of over 10 years is dying [Re: Anonymous #7]
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Here's a glimpse of my other reality.


[Tishra and Anon#1's Home]
Walls of rough-hewn oak and a soft white sand floor covered by a tasseled cotton rug enclose this room. In one corner lies a large birch canopy bed, and near the bed sits a sturdy oak table.  Above a fanciful shell-lined fireplace hangs a portrait of two young lovers dancing in a field of grain. The room holds a mild scent of garden sweet pea and jasmine. Above an intricately fashioned fireplace sits a mantle covered with small framed paintings. You also see an antique rocking chair, a plush loveseat and a comfortable couch with a pile of books stacked on an end table.
Also here: Anon#1 friend.
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Anon#1's friend takes a silver-framed portrait from the mantle.
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Anon#1's friend offers you a silver-framed portrait.
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>You accept.
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>look portrait
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>A fashionably dressed young man stands perpetually grinning as he holds a beautiful bride in his arms. Her head is tilted backwards with an obvious laugh escaping her lips, as if never expecting the man to lift her off the ground. A gorgeous bouquet of flowers remains in her left hand as she reaches up with her right to tug at his bow tie. Glancing down at the portrait, you can almost hear the laughter of the newlyweds.
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>sniff
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You sniffle, wiping a stray tear from your eye.
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Anon#1's Friend says softly, "Anon#1, open the back."
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>open my port
You fiddle with the back of the portrait, turning knobs that hold the backing in place. The knobs are tough to turn, and as you almost give up, they give way and the back slowly comes off. There appears to be wording on the back of the canvas.
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>rea my port
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>In spectacularly written calligraphy are the words, "Anon#1, I will forever love you. You are my love, my world, my best friend and my soul mate. Forever yours, Tishra."
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Anon#1's friend reaches over and lightly touches your arm. He leans on the mantle with his head turned away and says apologetically, "I was going through some things. She said to have you open the portrait should she not show in the lands. Forgive me for reading it. I wanted to know..."
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Anon#1's friend pauses.
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Anon#1's friend says softly, "That it wouldn't hurt so bad if the worst happened."
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You hug Anon#1's Friend, the scent of battle arising from his rigid leather armor. The feel of his embrace is comforting. He draws you in closer and pats a solid hand against your back. Grabbing you by the shoulders, he looks at you and says, "It's going to be alright. Hang in there."
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Anon#1's Friend raises his hands, gesturing as sigils of sparkling golden lights begin to fill the room. The faint image of a beautiful young woman begins to take shape and illuminates the home. As the sigils and accompanying glittering dust fill the home, you suddenly notice that Anon#1's Friend is gone, leaving behind faintly glowing golden footprints on the floor.

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Re: My "wife" of over 10 years is dying [Re: Anonymous #1]
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:lolz0rz:

Anon#24 bursted out laughing and fell off his chair in the process. Then, Anon#24 kept laughing hysterically while rolling over the floor. :lmafo: :rofl2: 

I'm sorry, but these parts made me fell of my chair and laugh like crazy:

Anonymous #1 said:
[...]as she reaches up with her right to tug at his bow tie[...]

[...]Anon#1's Friend says softly, "Anon#1, open the back."
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>open my port[...]

[...]You fiddle with the back [...] turning knobs [...]The knobs are tough to turn[...]

[...]You hug Anon#1's Friend, the scent of battle arising from his rigid leather armor. [...]He draws you in closer and pats a solid hand against your back."[...]





But seriously now, you didn't answer my previous question. I will repeat myself again, for your sake:

Anonymous #24 said:
Couldn't you just contact the administrators of this game and explain the situation to them?

If they would refuse to let you contact this person, they are real dickheads and you should quit playing the game all-together. Also, if there's the risk of being banned if you talk 'outside of your character' to contact this person, you should think about what's the most important to you: attempting to contact this dying person you've known online for decades and has changed your life to say goodbye and risking your account, or keep wondering IF you should contact this person while you keep playing the game at the same time until this person dies.

You should really ask yourself what means the most to you, the game or this person.



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Re: My "wife" of over 10 years is dying [Re: Anonymous #24]
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BATTLESCENT STRIKES!!!


:kingcrankey:

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Re: My "wife" of over 10 years is dying [Re: Anonymous #10]
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Glad you had a good time with it. The game is like a perpetual Wiki. You can change your demeanor in game if you want to see certain things or not. If you're [demeanor cold], you never see any of the things that are being changed or can be. Hardcore RP people never want to see any of it. If you're neutral you don't have to pick through the code to do editing, you can change the color of your shirt. Warm, you get to basically do anything within guidelines, like create a photo for someone.

Or you could cover someone's armor in big floppy donkey dicks.

Anytime someone hugs Friend, they get the smell too, lol. To each his own I guess. I'd love to edit that out since it sounds like he's constantly fighting and getting shit all over himself and never showering. Nicest guy in the world, tho.

Clasps would've been so better than knobs, but he put some work into that (photograph) to make it nice for me.


I missed your 2nd quote somewhere in the mix, #24. I'll contact the current administrator but she's a fucking cunt and about 150 people quit the game when she got her promotion to senior admin few years ago. I doubt she'd make it happen, but you don't ask, you don't get.

Going to write a pre-fab email and just ask her to send it along. That's not too hard for a human being to do FFS considering the circumstances.

I know I'm only one person, but them losing $2400 on top of event money has gotta mean something. (I run two accounts).


If anyone's genuinely interested in how these worlds can become realities, check out Second Skin. The disabled guy in the wheelchair at the end is heartbreaking. The meth head WoW guy reminds me of 99% of the people I used to raid with.


I really appreciate you guys providing an open forum for me to speak about this. I'd never be able to talk to anyone in real life without sounding absolutely nuts. At least here I can be considered marginally insane. It's helping me keep my mind off of this a lot.

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Re: My "wife" of over 10 years is dying [Re: Anonymous #1]
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You have a nice turn of phrase, OP. Is this game entirely text? or is there some visual component?

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Re: My "wife" of over 10 years is dying [Re: Anonymous #4]
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I can see how 10yrs of a game like this would really help your written communication skills.  It's still kind of wiered tho...

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Re: My "wife" of over 10 years is dying [Re: Anonymous #4]
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Entirely text.

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Re: My "wife" of over 10 years is dying [Re: Anonymous #1]
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Most people in modern America simply would not be able to tolerate a game that is entirely text. They would look at it for 1 secound, already be bored, and quit, end of story. How you played it for 10 years? Simply astonishing.

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Re: My "wife" of over 10 years is dying [Re: Anonymous #18]
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I've played it since beta, 20 years ago. I've been married to Tish for >10.

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Re: My "wife" of over 10 years is dying [Re: Anonymous #18]
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Double post? Thought this got fixed.

Edited by Dystopia (02/06/12 03:10 PM)

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Re: My "wife" of over 10 years is dying [Re: Anonymous #18]
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This is... I never knew this existed, not to this extent.

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Re: My "wife" of over 10 years is dying [Re: Anonymous #1]
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Anonymous #1 said:I missed your 2nd quote somewhere in the mix, #24. I'll contact the current administrator but she's a fucking cunt and about 150 people quit the game when she got her promotion to senior admin few years ago. I doubt she'd make it happen, but you don't ask, you don't get.

Going to write a pre-fab email and just ask her to send it along. That's not too hard for a human being to do FFS considering the circumstances.

I know I'm only one person, but them losing $2400 on top of event money has gotta mean something. (I run two accounts).



I'm sorry that I laughed so hard in my previous post, but it was like an hour and a half after ingesting 1 OxyContin 80 mg orally and a lot of Lorazepam sublingually (I've taken 25 mg - 10 tabs) of Lorazepam sublingually so far today - they just taste extremely wonderful. They should make candy that tastes like Lorazepam! It's generic Lorazepam (2.5 mg each) but they are a lot better than the Ativan I once used to have, as well as other Brand name Lorazepam. I bought this box of 50 Lorazepam 2.5 mg tablets today along with a box of 30 OxyContin 80 mg tablets. I have a hunch that this box of Lorazepam will last me a week or so... But hey, I have another prescription so fuck it! And they help me with my back pains as well (the analgesia of the OxyContin and the muscle relaxation and anti-anxiolytic effect of the Lorazepam just seem to melt together into moments of pain free happiness! I do have a rather high tolerance for benzos (and Oxycodone as well though)... But I'm going waaaaay off-topic. I'm sorry for that.

Back on topic:
You have my complete support, and I sincerely hope that the bitch shows some kind of empathy.
If not, at least you tried, and I would tell about the bitch to everyone you that plays this game as well. Fucking cunt. I don't understand the taboos that are clearly common in those games.

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Anonymous #1 said:Hardcore RP If anyone's genuinely interested in how these worlds can become realities, check out Second Skin. The disabled guy in the wheelchair at the end is heartbreaking. The meth head WoW guy reminds me of 99% of the people I used to raid with.


I really appreciate you guys providing an open forum for me to speak about this. I'd never be able to talk to anyone in real life without sounding absolutely nuts. At least here I can be considered marginally insane. It's helping me keep my mind off of this a lot.



If Johnny Depp plays in this movie, I'll definitely check it out.

My guess is that you'll like this movie as well: http://www.imdb.com/title/tt0953318/. I personally think the movie sucks, but tastes tend to differ. Also, I was pretty much gone on Xanax when I saw this movie. You should definitely check it out, man!

Have you heard anything from your 'wife' lately? Keep us posted, and I'm glad you're taking my advise in consideration. Maybe you should have the bitch read this thread, just so she actually knows she's a dirty cock sucking cunt whose vagina smells like rotten sperm whale. Fuck you, cunt!

I wish you the best. You should snap back into reality and understand that the biggest 'quest' at this time, for you, is to contact your online spouse and possibly even meet her (or him) in real life - if that's what she wants. Consider it an offline quest!

Godspeed!!!

P.S.: Keep us informed! Also, I think I should lay off the benzos, but hey... A man loves his pills, nay? :pills:

EDIT: Fuck this shit.

Edited by Anonymous (02/08/12 02:22 PM)

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Re: My "wife" of over 10 years is dying [Re: Anonymous #24]
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People keep saying that you should message her at the expense of getting banned,
so you can meet in person dramatically after oh-so many years of only seeing each others PRing characters,
but i mean you've been playing this game for 20 years and you haven't met her in person yet, so there might not even be a point,
if she really wanted to meet you i'm sure she could OOC whisper to you her facebook/address/email,
since she is going to die anyway.
I do hope you meet her in person personally but maybe she doesn't want to maybe it would be better if you didn't.
As someone already said, you've haven't needed to communicate to her outside the game yet, why start now.
I think that's what some people don't get.

Just mu opinion and
good luck whatever you do.

P.s. if you don't really play the game much anymore i would take the risk.

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Re: My "wife" of over 10 years is dying [Re: Anonymous #18]
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Anonymous #18 said:
Most people in modern America simply would not be able to tolerate a game that is entirely text. They would look at it for 1 secound, already be bored, and quit, end of story. How you played it for 10 years? Simply astonishing.



Most people in 'modern', 'civilized' America are suffering from morbidly obesity, surviving on fast food from McDonald's whilst sitting on their couches watching stupid comedy movies like 'American Pie'. Also, America's legal system is just fucked up, and so are their politics.

Boy, am I glad I live in Europe. Although McDonald's-chains are popping up like mushrooms in our once proud Europe too. Coca-Cola is sold in every single store, not even to mention America's stupid television shows that are replacing our own films and fucked up shit like that! Stay away from us and just keep fucking those morbidly obese fatties you've bred. Fuck!

Bound For Glory (a band from -yes- Minnesota, U.S.):


Quote:
From the album : Hate Train rolling

Lyrics:
Come visit our great society
McDonalds, Coca-Cola and MTV
Fat asses all over the place
Higher genetics of the American race
Come explore our cultural mecca
You name it, we've got it to show
We're gonna pollute the whole wide world
And we just want you to know


Chorus:
We're ugly Americans, ugly Americans
We've come to pollute your grounds
Don't you just love us?
We're ugly Americans, ugly Americans
Spreading our monopolies all around
Don't you just love us?


Come see our true nature
We'll bring you our TV shows
We'll disease you with filth and lies
As big as Jerrys' nose
We're the higher American culture
We're coming to your town
And we've got NATO behind us
Even if our presidents' pants are down


(Repeat Chorus)


No more culture for Europe
Our troops will enforce in goodwill
But dare raise your finger at us
We'll bomb you till you're killed
Women and children we don't care
We will bomb you too
We are the great defenders of democracy
We're the red, the white, and the blue


(Repeat Chorus) x2



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Re: My "wife" of over 10 years is dying [Re: Anonymous #17]
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Anonymous #17 said:
People keep saying that you should message her at the expense of getting banned,
so you can meet in person dramatically after oh-so many years of only seeing each others PRing characters,
but i mean you've been playing this game for 20 years and you haven't met her in person yet, so there might not even be a point,
if she really wanted to meet you i'm sure she could OOC whisper to you her facebook/address/email,
since she is going to die anyway.
I do hope you meet her in person personally but maybe she doesn't want to maybe it would be better if you didn't.
As someone already said, you've haven't needed to communicate to her outside the game yet, why start now.
I think that's what some people don't get.

Just mu opinion and
good luck whatever you do.

P.s. if you don't really play the game much anymore i would take the risk.



Come on, this would be a perfect script for yet another stupid American romcom that WILL be broad-casted in every cinema in Europe. And after that, it will be broad casted on every television station in Europe... Over and over.

I wouldn't want to miss that for the world! Maybe we can see the movie after the annual Halloween party where we drink lots of Coca-Cola and order some McDonald' and cocoon with the kids! And we can sing 'Kumbaya' all night long, with the family and the kids! "Kumbaya my Lord, Kumbayaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaarrrrgggghhhh"!!! Fuck that shit!

:crankcid:

Ugly Americans!

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Re: My "wife" of over 10 years is dying [Re: Anonymous #17]
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Anonymous #17 said:
since she is going to die anyway.



I really hope not. I do wish she is a candidate for a transplant and it all goes well. It's situations like this that make me proud to be a donor and be STD free. If my death meant saving one person's life or prolonging another person's for just one more day to say goodbye to everyone... I think that would be true sublimity. A conscious decision I made left an imprint on the world behind me.

If she ends up in the hospital waiting for a transplant that will never come, and wants to die at keyboard as our characters hold each other for the final time... I think it'd be beautiful. If she ends up in the hospital I hope they can supply her with one or she can use her own.

World messaging (every player) would see something similar to this. Messaging changes depending upon which god you worship, or if you don't, etc.  This is the general messaging for people who haven't chosen a patron deity.

> * A brilliant shooting star crosses the night sky. You sense that the soul of Tishra has left this earth, leaving behind memories of a brave and bold adventurer.
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> * A brilliant shooting star crosses the night sky. You sense that the soul of Anon#1 has left this earth, leaving behind memories of a brave and bold adventurer.


You can <verb die> and have your character go for good like this, or you can <verb kill> and kill yourself. I'd change the messaging to grab at my chest, kiss her on the forehead one last time and just let my character go.

Hundreds of people would know we'd be together forever.


Fuck I'm crying again.

The worst thing would be to never see her again in any form.


<verb kill>

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Re: My "wife" of over 10 years is dying [Re: Anonymous #1]
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Anonymous #1 said:
Anonymous #17 said:
since she is going to die anyway.



I really hope not. I do wish she is a candidate for a transplant and it all goes well. It's situations like this that make me proud to be a donor and be STD free. If my death meant saving one person's life or prolonging another person's for just one more day to say goodbye to everyone... I think that would be true sublimity. A conscious decision I made left an imprint on the world behind me.

If she ends up in the hospital waiting for a transplant that will never come, and wants to die at keyboard as our characters hold each other for the final time... I think it'd be beautiful. If she ends up in the hospital I hope they can supply her with one or she can use her own.

World messaging (every player) would see something similar to this. Messaging changes depending upon which god you worship, or if you don't, etc.  This is the general messaging for people who haven't chosen a patron deity.

> * A brilliant shooting star crosses the night sky. You sense that the soul of Tishra has left this earth, leaving behind memories of a brave and bold adventurer.
>
> * A brilliant shooting star crosses the night sky. You sense that the soul of Anon#1 has left this earth, leaving behind memories of a brave and bold adventurer.


You can <verb die> and have your character go for good like this, or you can <verb kill> and kill yourself. I'd change the messaging to grab at my chest, kiss her on the forehead one last time and just let my character go.

Hundreds of people would know we'd be together forever.


Fuck I'm crying again.

The worst thing would be to never see her again in any form.


<verb kill>



Man, pull yourself together and step away from the keyboard.

You've read my advise and said you were going to act upon it. I suggest you to do it as we speak, or regret it later. I'm getting a bit irritated about your semi-emotional bullshit.

If it affects you this much, step up and DO something before it's too late. Writing emo-crap in a very disturbing way (I guess that's how you people communicate in-game) on a message board full of drug users will NOT help you with your problem. You want to make contact so bad with this person, well then: act upon it!

Actually doing something about your problem will yield more results than crying on a public board. For fuck's sake! Have you even mailed the administrator bitch yet? Have you even already begun started typing the mail?

Or are you gonna continue to sob, cry and whine about "the fact that I'm probably not going to see the woman that I was married to for over a decade ever again... And we can't make contact because it's forbidden by the game!", etc. Fuck the game! Fuck the administrator bitch! Just send a friendly mail to that woman and explain the situation.

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Re: My "wife" of over 10 years is dying [Re: Anonymous #24]
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Person #24 seems to be hella bitter towards the USA it seems.

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Re: My "wife" of over 10 years is dying [Re: Anonymous #18]
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Anonymous #18 said:
Person #24 seems to be hella bitter towards the USA it seems.



I don't have any problems with Americans that use common sense, but I do think that America's culture, politics, legal system, "war on terrorism", etc. are just fucked up.

The regular European citizen looks at America and sees a capitalist tumor that's spreading across the globe. There is little room for local entrepreneurs in Europe, because of the fact that America's large corporations are pushing themselves into the market and leave little to no room for local traditions and culture.

We, Europeans, refuse to accept this crap if where it for granted. America can stick its ignorant multicultural mentality up in a place where the sun never tends to shine. We will always HAIL our beloved Heimat! Singularity and conformity, blood and soil, our Aryan children and families, kraft und ambacht, history and knowledge, healthness and defense, order and despotism,... Those are the things that Europe represents!

We also don't get all those fundamentalistic christians (like for instance Sarah Palin, to give a really bad example - but christian fundamentalism seems to be a real cancer in America). In Europe, the churches are mostly empty (at least in my country and the ones that surround us. Most people don't go to church here (some of us prefer to burn them down, so our "pagan" identity and our "pagan" past, once mighty, will not be forgotten. The flame of our Pagan ancestors will burn forever in Europe! Don't forget that most of you (the native inhabitants not taken into consideration) have either European roots, African roots or a mixture of the two. When we were building castles and fighting epic wars with knights in shining armor, America was inhabited by native-Americans only.

Don't forget your roots. For most of you, your roots lies here, in Europe.

Also, your woman are (mostly) fat. And fake... And fucking ugly.

Edited by Anonymous (02/06/12 11:29 PM)

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