No ones life works out exactly like they thought it would. Smoking weed is a personal choice or preference, if you wanna do it then so be it. Don't let it hold you back, though. this day and age weed is mostly a trap, it's almost completely harmless, although if you lack motivational skills then it can amplify that. It also puts you in unneeded danger of losing your natural rights as a person, ie. jail and community service and probation, or even being killed by a botched drug deal or some asshole using chemicals to increase potency. A hobby would also be good, i get high and work on mushroom cultivation, but seeing as how you live at home, this may not be your best hobby idea. Just do like all those motivational speakers say and follow the path of happiness, think about the bigger picture, and truly understand what it is that provides you with happiness and do it. So, let's just say you enjoy masturbating, think about what it is that you actually enjoy about it. I'm sure it's not sitting around fucking yourself that you're actually deriving your pleasure from. More than likely you are just relieving tension, or maybe you just enjoy fantasizing. Who knows, the point is your not getting anywhere by just complaining and stating your problems. You have to look at each of your problems individually and determine a solution that fits. Usually when i do this I'll find that the majority of my problems come from a common source
|