aight so its pretty simple i mean i disregard this site but i have to say that it isn't all bad
first off i think there should always be a market for regular folk in to drugs and such with out going through pablo however most people fuck it up and let other people in on their schemes because of time or utilities and shit gets fucked up royally that being stated if you do something you just have to do it by yourself and not leave a paper trail of what you do ever
secondly mushies arent inherintaly bad, i beleive that someone with a liking for things that are self destructive would see the light if they happened to eat some but if they do and they ignore it thats when it gets weird
for example i rolled once and told myself id never do it again
however i also thought i would stop smoking and i litterally held that in the whole time i was coming down
i took shrooms thought the same exact thing
whatever the point is while these drugs give me an idea i still didnt give a hoot and i got put in a really strange place so to say, if i could go back either i woulda dropped it all together or just have done it once a month, i didnt and things went for the worst in ways i cant even describe
that being said i dont advocate the usage of these substances
no one here is nearing death, has a disorder they simply grew into or needs to learn anything they already don't know, i just think this stuff is reckless and equivalent to russian roullete , you never win.
i think the idea of subjecting yourself to something to help society is bullshit because once you ingest one of these substances you really arent even part of society, your actually part of another demographic
obsessing over your flaws our surrounding yourself with schemes isnt going to help sometimes you literally just have to let go and leave it behind
case in point if you stumbled across a substance experienced something and came here it'd be one thing but things go through cycles and before you know it all those bad signs you just wrote off as hallucinations are kicking you in the ass you very well had imagined
things snowball quicker then you'd ever dream
thats all i have to say
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