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garbage

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Lonely lonely that is me.
#6428044 - 01/05/07 01:34 PM (17 years, 26 days ago) |
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"And because I don't want to start thinking again. Not like I have this week. I can't think again. Not ever again. I don't know if you've ever felt like that. That you wanted to sleep for a thousand years. Or just not exist. Or just not be aware that you do exist. Or something like that. I think wanting that is very morbid, but I want it when I get like this. That's why I'm trying not to think. I just want it all to stop spinning." -The Perks of Being a Wallflower
Edited by garbage (01/05/07 10:58 PM)
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Brainiac
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Re: Lonely lonely that is me. [Re: garbage]
#6428075 - 01/05/07 01:42 PM (17 years, 26 days ago) |
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Don't be in a rash,Theres a lid for evey pot.
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Fair is Fair
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Re: Lonely lonely that is me. [Re: garbage]
#6428115 - 01/05/07 01:53 PM (17 years, 26 days ago) |
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So...go get a guy? I don't know. I'm lonely too and I suck at fixing it completely. But the obvious solution is to go get whatever your sexual tastes lead you toward assuming it isn't minors.
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OneMoreRobot3021


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Re: Lonely lonely that is me. [Re: garbage]
#6428129 - 01/05/07 01:56 PM (17 years, 26 days ago) |
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garbage said: It's starting to take toll on me. I am getting terribly frustrated with feeling lonely all the time. I know many of you think, "Hey, go find a girlfriend" But it's a lot different when I don't like girls. It makes things a lot harder. The Internet is my only listener.
"And because I don't want to start thinking again. Not like I have this week. I can't think again. Not ever again. I don't know if you've ever felt like that. That you wanted to sleep for a thousand years. Or just not exist. Or just not be aware that you do exist. Or something like that. I think wanting that is very morbid, but I want it when I get like this. That's why I'm trying not to think. I just want it all to stop spinning." -The Perks of Being a Wallflower
Don't get too mired in your downtime.
I don't know how far you are in that book but remember -
"I feel infinite."
-------------------- Acid doesn't give you truths; it builds machines that push the envelope of perception. Whatever revelations came to me then have dissolved like skywriting. All I really know is that those few years saddled me with a faith in the redemptive potential of the imagination which, however flat, stale and unprofitable the world seems to me now, I cannot for the life of me shake. -Erik Davis
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garbage

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OneMoreRobot3021 said: Don't get too mired in your downtime.
I don't know how far you are in that book but remember -
"I feel infinite."
Thanks for that. I am actually re-reading it. I just made the mixtape that Charlie made for Patrick for Christmas.
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Re: Lonely lonely that is me. [Re: garbage]
#6428201 - 01/05/07 02:17 PM (17 years, 26 days ago) |
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Do you live in an area that makes it difficult to be openly gay (i.e. not a metropolis) even when not around your family?
-------------------- Acid doesn't give you truths; it builds machines that push the envelope of perception. Whatever revelations came to me then have dissolved like skywriting. All I really know is that those few years saddled me with a faith in the redemptive potential of the imagination which, however flat, stale and unprofitable the world seems to me now, I cannot for the life of me shake. -Erik Davis
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Re: Lonely lonely that is me. [Re: garbage]
#6428211 - 01/05/07 02:20 PM (17 years, 26 days ago) |
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once you begin to know/love yourself, you won't feel so lonely
-------------------- channel your inner Larry David
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garbage

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I got way too high last night and had what I think was an anxiety attack. The only thing I could do to stop thinking was go to sleep. But before I did I erased all my replies because they were part of my anxiety. God damnit.
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OneMoreRobot3021 said: Do you live in an area that makes it difficult to be openly gay (i.e. not a metropolis) even when not around your family?
The thing is I don't want to be openly gay. I mean like if I found a boyfriend I wouldn't mind going out in public, etc. But the whole idea of being completely open kinda bugs me. Being gay is so matter-of-fact to me. I feel it should be just left alone.
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