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wrestler_az
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help me put my latest trip away
#4073447 - 04/19/05 04:28 PM (18 years, 11 months ago) |
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for those of you that dont know, i had quite the experience at this last gathering. i originaly posted this in the pub, but after thinking about i would really like some of you guys to give me some feedback on this. i am a wreck right now.
heres a link to the thread in question
http://www.shroomery.org/forums/showflat.php/Cat/0/Number/4067322/an/0/page/0
3 hits of acid, 1 and a half pills of E and some DMT made for a very interesting/disturbing trip with more questions than answers.
its kind of long, and i think i have gone through a bit of progress writing out all my thoughts....but i think i need some help. any feedback would be very much appreciated....
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Re: help me put my latest trip away [Re: wrestler_az]
#4074041 - 04/19/05 07:18 PM (18 years, 11 months ago) |
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why are you a wreck?
i mean, i read the report, sounds interesting. but how did this make you a wreck? sounds like it could be a misleading trip. i don't think you scared god in the face, to be honest. but why are you a wreck?
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Re: help me put my latest trip away [Re: wrestler_az]
#4074101 - 04/19/05 07:30 PM (18 years, 11 months ago) |
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Sounds like you had one hell of an experience with the demons. I'm sorry to hear about it, that scared the shit out of me to even read it. I think time is the only way to fix this one? It sounded like you learned a lot from it, so I'd say keep that and push away all the bad memories/ parts of it. Best of luck.
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Re: help me put my latest trip away [Re: wrestler_az]
#4074508 - 04/19/05 08:35 PM (18 years, 11 months ago) |
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What is there to process? You voluntarily disturbed normal brain processing, came up with some nonsenical images and sensations, and your animal body got very frightened. The End.
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Re: help me put my latest trip away [Re: wrestler_az]
#4074617 - 04/19/05 09:03 PM (18 years, 11 months ago) |
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No one can put your trip in context except you. It may take a while, but that's ok. Just take a break from psychedelics while you integrate the experience.
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Re: help me put my latest trip away [Re: Silversoul]
#4074630 - 04/19/05 09:06 PM (18 years, 11 months ago) |
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Just take a break from psychedelics while you integrate the experience.
Switch to cocaine and vodka martinis while you get it back together.
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wrestler_az
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Re: help me put my latest trip away [Re: entiformatie]
#4074892 - 04/19/05 10:10 PM (18 years, 11 months ago) |
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scared god in the face was a typo....i meant to put stared....but ya, im still not sure exactly what or who was doing the staring....perhaps it was only me, staring at myself. i am a wreck because i took too much drugs, saw some shit i wasnt ready to see, and i keep trying to force myself to make sence of the situation....
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wrestler_az
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Re: help me put my latest trip away [Re: Swami]
#4074895 - 04/19/05 10:11 PM (18 years, 11 months ago) |
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Quote:
Swami said: What is there to process? You voluntarily disturbed normal brain processing, came up with some nonsenical images and sensations, and your animal body got very frightened. The End.
well put.....i am putting way too much into this experience.
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Re: help me put my latest trip away [Re: wrestler_az]
#4074917 - 04/19/05 10:16 PM (18 years, 11 months ago) |
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Exactly. Trying to find meaning where there is none will only worsen your condition. Go for a nice long hike on a sunny day and bask on a rock by the river and you will feel much better.
And take two females in the morning...
Dr. Swami
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wrestler_az
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Re: help me put my latest trip away [Re: Swami]
#4075021 - 04/19/05 10:47 PM (18 years, 11 months ago) |
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i knew your smart ass remarks would come in handy in my time of need...
thanx dr swami
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Re: help me put my latest trip away [Re: wrestler_az]
#4075032 - 04/19/05 10:50 PM (18 years, 11 months ago) |
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It might be possible that there is something more to that experience, but nonetheless, you'd be wise to take Swami's advice anyway. If there is some greater meaning to it, you'll figure it out eventually, so there's no sense in worrying about it.
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wrestler_az
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Re: help me put my latest trip away [Re: Swami]
#4075042 - 04/19/05 10:52 PM (18 years, 11 months ago) |
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and two females sounds exactly like what i need....
oh ya
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Re: help me put my latest trip away [Re: wrestler_az]
#4075046 - 04/19/05 10:52 PM (18 years, 11 months ago) |
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