mush_monkey said:

So I think I suffered from information overload again. Boiled 2.8g of Syrian rue seeds for 30 min, then tried to crushnthe seeds boiled them again with fresh water for 30 min and then simmered it to evaporate . Got this



I'm keeping it in the fridge to do the  psilohuasca thing tomorrow. Prolly a dumb question, it will still be active, no?

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jgotti said:

Moclobemide gives me body load all on its own. I couldn't imagine throwing down a few grams of shrooms on top of it...at least for me, it would probably be very uncomfortable.

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Hi there,

I just want to share my recent experience with this combination which took place exactly one week ago.

Haven't taken a big dose of shrooms in 6 or 7 years.
I took 4g of very potent cubes along with 100mg of pure harmala extract taken 20min earlier.

It was very intense and profoundly deep.


I initially took only 3g of mushrooms, I grew them like 9 months ago and hadn't really tested them yet.
After one hour or so the floor started shifting just slightly, so I decided to take another gram ontop.
Oh boy I should have waited another 15min, the trip hadn't even started..

Some outrageous visuals that I remember:

As soon as I downed the redose, my wooden floor planks not only moved sideways,
they started flying and hovering and turned into what looked like a layer of swirling patterns, hovering like a fog cloud a foot above the ground.

My computerscreen looked so alien to me, I found myself checking if there were any updates installed that I missed, because the menu and stuff looked so unfamiliar to me, as if I had a new operating system or what.
Couldn't find the window with that particular info so I eventually went off of the computer.

I then realized I had to lay down. Laied down most of the time of the trip, as I couldn't do any more than that physically, especialy after the redose kicked in ontop.
CEVs were insanely detailed, not only mandala-styled patterns but superdetailed pointclouds and 3d-objects, shifting and morphing and doing all kind of nonsense I just cannot describe..


Opening the eyes was difficult, because too much was going on.
Ancient symbols like hyroglyphes or runes and organically winded strokes and tribals were carved into the ceiling and walls.

Objects duplicated themselves and flew and reached towards me,
the spirits of my plants were comming out enveloping me and filling the air around me, like some cosmic whirlwind of incomprehensible patterns. It was incredible.

There were times I was convinced I was telepathically bound to my 16months old daughter,
who was out with my wife at some kind of children's playground at that time, with colorful tunnel systems, long slides, mirror cabinets and all that stuff.
In my mind I WAS my child, doin ALL that in my CEVs, like reliving all that adventurous fun as if it was the first time.
So much fun but chaotic nonsense also. I felt and learned how difficult it is for a newborn to comprehend the world and living and all that.

The peak effects did last maybe 4 hours, with another 4 to 6 hours of slowly and gradually comming down.
Couldn't find musch sleep, even 10 hours after ingestion there were still colorful intense CEVs like ancient tribal patters flashing my sight.

Many more happend but I still cannot find words for it.

I now know what people that use ayahuasca or mushrooms mean when they say they "use it to speak to their ancestors and spirits".
Incredible combination. Like ayahuasca. Or even better, like ayahuasca combined with mushrooms.

Psilohuasca is absolutely astonishing.
Maybe more sinister, clinical, dark and "raw" compared to mushrooms alone.. yet much more therapeutic and seriously deep!
Also longer lasting, more intense and different. Like a different drug, just by adding a pinch of harmalas.





To sum it up here are some quotes from me, from the WCA thread last week:

Pandemoon said:

Hey guys what's up?

'm a father of a cute girl of 16 months.. Haven't taken a big dose of mushrooms since.,

Today the wife and child are away in some kind of adventure playground for kids...

And I thought I stay at home and take some mushrooms.
I took 4g of selfgrown superpotent amazonas cubensis with 100mg of selfextracted harmalas...

I thought I know mushrooms..  I was totally wrong.


What the fuck??

I mean the kid was away.. and I WAS my child for hours..

What the ACTUAL FUCK is HAPPENING??

It was so intense... I was laying on my couch, couldn't do more than that physically..
But in my mind I WAS my child, rocketing the adventure playground as ia 16 months old, for hours..

I mean 4 to 5 hours complete overstimulated chaos, paired with neverending resonances and shit.
Like a VR child simulator. paired with ayahuasca. What the FUUUUUCK??

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It's been 6 hours since dosing and I'M still sooo lit while I type. Glad it's fading now. So intense and exhausting. BAM.

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Pandemoon said:

What a great trip that was.. couldn't find much sleep last night, ancient germanic tribals and symbols flashed in and out.
"Slept" maybe an hour and a half at max, then had to leave for work. I was so tired I took a hit of acid in the first break to help me get through the day and sort my mind.

Well, yeah reflecting the experience gave me some insights.

I learned how difficult it is for a small child to grow up and get used to the world and living in general,
when litterally everything you experience makes no sense and seems impossibe to comprehend at first.
Good education and care is most rewarding love one can recieve.

I see what spiritual folks and native tribes that use ayahuasca or mushrooms mean when they say they "use it to speak to their ancestors and spirits".
During the trip there where times I was convinced that I'm telepathically bound to her, like live-piloting her actual mind.
Now I think it's just my subconciousness caring for her in a good way, yet it felt so damn real.

Mushrooms are so damn therapeutic, I completly forgot how amazing they are.
Been using acid mostly the last years, but mushrooms, especially with harmalas, are a totally different league.
This was my first deep-end mushroom trip in 6 or 7 years. I wonder where I have been all that time. Feels good to be back in tune!

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With the seeds, I really thought at times I may die or had been poisoned after that came this sort of, crazy euphoria, that was verging on unhinged but THOROUGHLY enjoyable in retrosepct. 

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My only experience with this combo sounds kind of similar, started off fine but devolved into thinking i was dying and then some hours of blackout, waking up to  the realization i was still alive (a good reason to be happy i guess :p ). Had a sore throat after.

Also, all that (and a lot more undisclosed) from just 2,5g libs and 1,5g rue seeds.I didn't put much effort into set and setting though Definitely taught me to respect the mushroom a bit more.

A random memory i have from the trip is realizing that i have free will, walking to the fridge and squeezing a shitload of mayo straight into my mouth