Poid said:
skatardude10 said:
Im sure were going to hit something up ahead. :-)
Can you elaborate on this?
skatardude10 said:
I take the spying stuff to be fun. It's great fun talking with those people sometimes... Its strange to masturbate knowing that so long as you think about it, there may as well be someone watching you. I'm looking to close the gap between me and everything... face up. Sooner than later.
What spying stuff, and what people are you talking about that are fun to talk to sometimes? 
Id try to elaborate... Help me out if you can. im trying to under stand the quantum reality. that is the realm of the super small. and you get to infinitely small and it suddenly is a cross reference of everything out there... It makes sense. Near death experiences people see a light at the end of the tunnel. Something happens that shuts off their bodies, hence sensory input going blank, black... The light at the end who can say what it is... But Im seeing in a way that our world is blown up from this one point... that all points are the point really and that we all have this at the center of our being, The One, all, eternity, God, Brahman, the cross reference with the existence of eternity from a single point that expands outwards for eternity but is brightest around the point.
Its almost like the center contains everything, and what is illuminated around that point is you, and your life... and you can only see so far outwardly, and what you see outwardly is a reflection of the everything that is you at the center and at the center of everything out there as when you look inward you see the cross reference of everything out there.
On DMT it was clear to me in a strange way this bright point that was as bright as eternity but infinitely small surrounded by the world that was JUST as bright as the center point, but diffused outwardly... so it obviously had contrast but it was an indistinguishable contrast because they flow so seamlessly together, the one and the all. so Maybe were all heading into a bulls-eye of ourlife coming together seamlessly with all else that is. That's the best I can do to describe that. In a dream the other night a woman held me in her arms and told me to be my own jesus, if that carries any relevance. Jesus died, went into the center of himself and disappeared.
Reminds me of Avatar, you must go through the eye of Aywah... and return to stay here otherwise I think were all going into the eye of eternity and wether we come back to our bodies after that... Who knows... I might want to take a LOOOONG vacation from my body after this one. lol
As for the spying stuff, its obvious that not just our government is using some advanced technology to spy on us... Who knows... Governments, aliens, mother nature, All of eternity, your parents, our ancestors... Whatever is relevant in the moment almost like tuning into a radio station, resonance of your mind and the interference it creates with that center that instantly unites all being is like sending out specific signals that the world around you, and the world inside of you both respond to seamlessly... Wether you see the world as two sides of a pole or a perfect circle wwith infinitely many sides, whatever your configuration the world you are and the world we live in seems to suit us evenly. Where that leaves us in the end who knows but I have had people talk to me in my head literally hearing a click in my head and *testing* is this working? ... Id say yeah and start having a conversation with some part of myself that is completely uncalled for and unexpected and what I make of it ultimately I could give it all up imo... Because hearing voices in your head and calling it telepathy is no great achievement. Were all telepathic imo, it's built into the nature of reality, we just get cought up spinning our brains off on tangents, forgetting where we started in this body... wasting energy... I don't know. But it's fun to talk to people! Its fun to talk to anything that's willing to communicate imo. So even if they are nazi scientists, or just some goofballs in asia, or some hyperdimensional intelligence complex...
It all seems like the same thing when you get down to the bottom of it. Like its one being that has infinitely many ways to express itself. in bodies that surround you, voices of various friends, family, ideas, processes, Everything as everything else. Literally people as earth, earth as time, time as space, space as your computer, your computer as your own hearts intent, your own hearts intent as the destiny of you, your family, earth, and everything in eternity... One as all and all as one. Its funny, because on DMT I started to realize time... and it began to spin apart, come to peices and the peices re-arranged themself like a person, who was standing in front of me with a weird grin or something... red hair... Time, Incarnated as a human being, standing next to his brother space who was wearing more grey compared to the orangeish red... Joking with time was fun at first but quickly got serious almost like a gang member puts on a face and how it suddenly drops off without warning... Time, the person, seemed to be nice, but have an unexpected aggressive side, and was unpredicable... thats all I can say about that irrelevancy in particular from the 3 or 4 seconds I could stand to linger around the incarnate time. (could have been a dream)
Now that we have gone to the bottom of the universe in the quantum realm, and find that it extends anywhere, lets figure out a way to wrap this back to ourselves, and have no need for burning gas to get from place to place, we realize where we came from and the illusion of time and we realize where we left is where we still are... that we may be living 100 lives simultaneously or something... Is it necessary to march in unison? I have too many questions. Im going to see if I can't just let everything go and forget about it.
Edited by JohnP (03/21/10 01:32 AM)
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