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) to darker colors and finally all black by the time I hit highschool. Being over six foot by this time as well as "the fat kid" (though that went away in the following years anyway) I made quite an imposing sight. There the situation changed, but only slightly, there at least I wasn't alone in my fears. I continued on this way for all of highschool, instilling, even inflicting fear on people so I wouldn't have to feel it myself. I'm not sure what triggered it (I would guess either the martial arts training I've done and/or my use of mushrooms, but it more just faded in than hit me), but sometime after highschool, I realized what I was doing wasn't facing fear, it was simply hiding behind it. I go out of my way these days to avoid wearing all black, it really disturbs me, I feel like I'm throwing up a flag that screams "I'M AFRAID", though people generally don't read it that way. Besides creating fear all around you is hell on a person socially. Now days, I feel I work better in anything I do when the adrenaline is flowing or I'm just plain unsure of the outcome of an action. I revel in it at times even.




