Anonymous #7 said: "Could you stop if you ever wanted to?"
Also, does it get in the way of your responsibilities. Do you suffer from not getting that sleep? Is this something you could see yourself doing for the rest of your life? Are there other things you'd rather be doing with your life, but make excuses for and keep spending time chatting? Is your time worth it?
Plus, do you feel guilty hiding it from your wife?
"Could you stop if you ever wanted to?" I dont really know. Its something that I only think about when I have access to the internet. I sometimes let my internet bill go, just to test myself. Also, does it get in the way of your responsibilities? No, I dont think so. Life is normal plain jane shit, until everyones asleep. Is this something you could see yourself doing for the rest of your life? No, I dont see myself doing it for the rest of my life. Do you suffer from not getting that sleep? Actually, yes. I have panic disorder, which attacks me in my sleep. The less sleep I get, the more attacks I have. Yet, I have a fear of sleep. Its a viscous cycle. Are there other things you'd rather be doing with your life, but make excuses for and keep spending time chatting? No. I have plenty of hobbies. Maybe too many. I sacrifice my sleep to allow for this. Is your time worth it? I think so. If I didnt, I wouldnt do it. Plus, do you feel guilty hiding it from your wife? No. This is my own personal world. My seperate life. I also dont feel guilty, because I would care less if she did the same.
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