its fucked up. i don't go to bars and clubs to look for women specifically to avoid the loud, dumb, drunken slut types. yet somehow i attract them to me like a fucking magnet! what the fuck?
so my cousin introduced me to her friend 'M' who was pretty good looking, about a 7 or an 8 in the right lighting. i didn't really think much of it since she is younger (19) and usually my cousins friends aren't exactly the most intelligent of people. So a week later, my cousin tells me how much her friend really likes me and she thinks we have so much in common yadda yadda. Shes supposedly so different, and quiet and hard working ect. So i'm like whatever. Her friend M comes over and they are about to go out and M asks me to come with them so i oblige. we go to one of the shittiest mainstream top 40/hip hop bars in town, since they both have fake ID's and can't get in anywhere else. Im talking to M and i think gee, maybe there is something more to this chick than a nice ass and a cute face. we have really good conversation and we are being all affectionate and shit and exchange numbers. about 9 drinks later, the bitch is falling over drunk at the bar, and when we leave she attempts to drive her car nearly killing us all. I took the wheel and took her home safe. We made out in front of her house and i figure this is the last i see of this chick.
the next day she calls me apologizing so much and swearing that she doesn't usually do that and she has no memory of what happened. She insists that she feels some connection, and would like to go out again after work and not get super fucked up wasted. i say thats fine. i go to take my cousin to where 'm' works so she can go to her house and they can get ready. M immediately starts talking about some dude who just asked her out and how sexy this guy was yadda yadda. she blows us off to go on a date with this dude. i figure too bad, her loss.
Sunday. She calls me Again and asks me what i'm doing. I told her not shit, and she asked me if i would like to go out. i don't jump at the chance, but reluctantly i say fine. i get to the same shitty bar with shitty music. Im there chillin having a couple drinks and i look around and don't see her. Then i looked towards the back and she is obscured by the view of this big ass nigga with a gold grill and a chain that she is all over kissing in the VIP section. I immediately ignored her and just started at that point to talk to other women and socialize a bit. I was getting looks from some of the hottest girls in there. I could have gotten some of these girls numbers but i was too locked in on this one girl, 'M'. i couldn't deny the connection was there and i wanted to explore it. this is where i fucked up. never put the pussy on a pedestal. i missed other opportunities with other women that night because of it.
she finally invites me to sit down at their table and i talk to this dude. the guy is a fucking plumber, slightly overweight, and has a gold grill (fucking ugly!). he gets up to go piss and i keep talking to her like normal. Then She starts to tell me how cute i look and blah blah but this dude has money ect. She sits there comparing the two of us to my face. He comes back and tries to sell me brick dro for 20 a gram. at this point i feel kind of disgusted that i am this girls 'type' because it puts me in the same league with this troglodyte motherfucker. while he is talking to her she is looking at me licking her lips and shit. I watch her leave with him, then i go home pissed.
i swear these women are a million strong. WHERE ARE THE FUCKING NICE GIRLS AT!?
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