I constantly find myself in the following scenario:
Girls that I like don't dig me and girls that I have no interest in dig me. These girls throw themselves at me and I end up hanging out with them and having sex with them. Some of these girls have horrible flaws that make me realize they definately are not good relationship material and I quickly discard them.
But, this current one I kind of hang out with has no major flaws common amongst women. She's not demanding, slutty, psycho, immature, bitchy, etc.. She is actually a nice, decent, and mature person. But, I have absolutely no interest in her at all. I don't think about her when she's not around. I have to force myself to listen to her conversations. I have to force myself to get an erection when we fool around. I feel like an asshole because she is a really good person but she just doesn't do it for me. I don't even think I want her around as a fuck buddy.
So, your next question inevitably will be, "Why did you have sex with her then?". I dunno...boredom maybe? If I haven't gotten laid in a few weeks and some chick makes it blatantly clear that I could have her with minimal effort then I just say, "Fuck it...I don't have anything better to do".
So, now she thinks that there is something between us and that I have "boyfriend potential". Christ. She's texting me right now trying to get me to come over and I'm desperately concocting excuses not to. Should I just come out and tell her how I feel (or don't feel)?
I fucked her without a condom too. I PRAY TO GOD she isn't pregnant.
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