prolly gonna be a long one..Well I've been reading through a lot of the posts here lately and have been noticing that maybe it's not just me having strange feelings of change in me and in the world. The skeptics on the board will probably just taunt and criticize me in every way they can fathom to bring me and 'our' beliefs down. But until that time comes when they feel ultimately stupid, we will just have to ignore them. Deep down they know there's things happening in this world which they nor any other skeptic can come up with reasons for. But now I will share my experiences with you all, believe me or not. (could give two shits less) My first sighting came about when I was around 8 years old, I was outside playing and looked up above me to watch a plane fly by (live near an air-force base), when I noticed something else farther up in the clouds.. I couldnt make out any details but could definitly see something up there zooming around in circles with what seemed to be incredible speed and grace until finally it just dissapeared. As time progressed I led myself to believe it was just something my kid self thought I saw and that there is other life out there just not around the Earth. Over the many years I was the science, see it to believe it kind of thinker until my best friend started telling me he had a psychic ability and could read minds. At first I was like "bullshit"...until he told me what I thought about and gave me a very descriptive thought/vision I had. This is when I almost shit my pants. I couldn't believe it..I argued it over and over and over in my head that it can't be true. But the fact was there. He gave me proof he could do it, there was no denying it. This is the point in my life (now 16) where I think a lot differently. I started getting into meditation techniques and have even healed myself at times, but the UFO phenomenon still had yet to prove itself. There has been days I've waken up with VERY unusual marks on me. Like one time I had four red dots in a straight line perfectly spaced out on my leg...I thought then it was just a coincidental spider bite. My second sighting happened just a couple weeks ago, surprisingly it happened in the same place I was in when I was 8. This is a run down trailer park by the way.. can't be anything special to alien life. I was chillin on my friends porch and noticed four lights comin towards the park directly in front us but slightly to the left, there was two red ones on the outside and two dark yellow ones on the inside that blinked on and off. At first I was like "helicopter.." because of the way it moved. But I heard no noise whatsoever, so I kept lookin. When it reached the border of the park it turned sideways, this is where my whole thoughts changed, in an instant. I saw it so perectly the sight is burned into my memory. When it turned sideways, I could make out the stereotypical looking craft, a matellic disk with a half dome thing on top. before I figured if there was any alien spaceship they wouldn't look like the media influenced ones we think of. But boy was I wrong. After it was suspended in the air sideways for about 2 seconds it started going to the right, not going into the park. After it got a little further away it went up a little and half of it just dissapeared but I could still see the half dome thing (wtf is that shit anyways?) and the lights. After about 3 seconds of just sitting there the bottom reappeared and it started going further away, dipped down a little then dissapeared. In my head I was ecstatic. I couldn't stop thinking about it. Two nights after words I woke up in my bed.. there was a red glow all around me and I could feel so much energy in my body like it was coming from me or something, thats what I believed. After about 20 seconds of being in awe a heavy tiredness hit me..I just laid back down and went to sleep, now...who the hell would be able to sleep with that kind of shit going on? I thought I was gonna wake up with some awesome power though. But the next morning...nothing. I got myself to believe it was just a dream, but my dreams are VERY weird. They never follow a plot and things are always very blurry and I dont really see myself or parts of my dream 'body'..just whatever I'm seeing at the time. This experience was TOO real. and I remembered every second of it, my dreams always come back to me in little fragments, if that...thats the bulk of my experiences but theres been the loud VMM VMM VMM VMM noises outside my room at night and the ringing in my ears...plenty of times I wake up and my alarm clock has been restarted because of power going out and I have this very strong sense that somehow I'm special, chosen to do something great in some way... But these are just small details that don't have a very stable reasoning so I don't think much of them..but they still add to it all. So whats going on here? Am I being abducted? I believe so but I'm not quite sure I would like to hear from both the believers and the skeptics...haha I wonder what swami's opinion will be on the red glowing shit experience.. "you probably are not stable in the head and just need to lay off the drugs"..or somethin along those lines..I've only shroomed once by the way but am a daily user of the ganja!
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