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Lessons From Teonanacatl
    #5561964 - 04/27/06 08:38 AM (17 years, 9 months ago)

I just thought i would reflect on a trip i had a few weeks ago... So here is my loose collection of thoughts an ideas that i derived from it all...

Teonanacatl said to me himself... "stick with me... i get business takin care of"... Business meaning more a general meaning :wink:Under the mushroom state of mind i have Teonanacatl telling me everything i need to do differently with everything in my life (if it need to be different) to "get business taken care off"... much more pronounced with the golden teachers.. I had a very very long conversation with Teonanacatl, he was proud of who he was so i know it wasnt someone else. He really helped me see the bigger picture. Having dont the DMT, then going back to mushrooms, made it much eassier to communitcate.

I concluded one of two things.... Teonanacatl is THE God...  Or at least a more accuarte incarnation of God. trust me, he gets business taken care of.. "yea for his niggaz, wheelers and dealers, he dont give a shit about me" but its waaaay beyond mushrooms though... not that kinda business... personal business, as in, things that need tdo get done. Its like he shows you the grand picutre and your place in life and makes clear to you your path to make it eassier to follow. He is everything that everyone describes as God... which is why i think it all connects you to the collective concious, aka God... but God + Mushrooms + Human = Teonanacatl

His voice tells you how to achieve self-actualiztion, and not only that but in a way thats most beneficial to mankind, not just yourself.. he gets business taken care of, you see? Its about being connected to God, in a hell-doesnt-exist-unless-we-create-it-ourselves not-nesc-christian way. Not begging for forgiveness from an angry father, but partying with Teonanacatl who will show you a great time but change your life in the process.

One thing i can say about spirits, and epseically Him... is that they get "aggrivated" when you dont realize that its like they are a friend in the room sitting next to you, not some magnificent unbearable force. The later keeps you detached by intimidation. So whats all this about "HIM"? Well under mushrooms, it is definately a more masculine presence, i wouldnt use Him inappropiately! I aint no bitch ass christiann boi (i mean i was, but, damn it, screw you!)!

I choose Him over Her... i dedicated myself 3 weeks ago... he made me realize i was under her spell. This whole time things were in chaos b/c i was caught up and being distracted by the idea of a female goddess. "Fuck the bitches" he said.. and yea, seriously, word for word... which is why its funny. His sense of humour is great! He will talk + act like you do but in such a constantly hillarious way! His jokes make you want to laught nonstop! Thats one reason hes so great... he is like your best friend... will say things like you want to hear them... aka "fuck the bitches" instead of "dont pay attention to those female entities, they will distract you"

We were talking about how ironic it was i never was aware of him like this before, and how it shoulda been so simple the whole time to see my path like this... but he started telling me ive been blinded... caught up by craving for desire... perpetuated by inviting the female goddess to communicate with me (actively seeking her out during meditaion), thus increasing my connection to pleasure by constantly asking for her presence b/c of the female attachment w/ sexuality + lust. He said "fuck the bitches... stick with me, i get business taken care of" in constrast to the "bitches" who only distract you from fufilling your goals\purpose.

I have some san pedro ive been holding onto, never tried it or its friends. He was laughing and saying "you have no idea what I have in store for you... just wait till you meet *****" *** being an un-reproduceable sense of the Mescaline spirit. He was telling me his plan for me + my shrooms and growing... showed me the beginng + end of it all... and how it all ties in to what im going to be doing the rest of my life. Basicly his plan for me if i stick with him, comforting me in the fact that no matter how confused or lost i may be, as long as i "stick with him, we'll get business taken care of"... and more then just a "take mushrooms" way... he meant more on a constantly-connected way.

He showed me his ultimate paradox, but was almost bragging about the magnificence of this system... That system being matter and the physical world. I was talking to him about his direct divine supernatural influence in moving matter in a non-explainable way and he showed me how matter is setup like a dominio effect... how he doesnt interfere with it, because he doesnt need to... he created it in a way that once the motion is started, its perpetual, and he can watch it happen. He controls matter by controling us, and he controls us by giving us ideas (not by directly overriding our free will). The lesson he showed me was how he used things that already happened in sequence over time along with his own influence into my ideas to inact his will which really opened up my eyes to the 2 ways to live... which people have been saying all along but it never made sense till now... and that is living for yourself or living with god flowing through you.

He kept laughing at my inferiority to him, it felt like i was a game to him and he litterly laughed at how easy he could make me do things, and how easy he could control my emotions. He took me through an interesting whirlpool of circumstance to prove his point too. Then laughed at me further. He constantly laughs AT you to get you to laugh with him... like every time something happens or a thought came in that was stupid or silly, or id feel flustered at how ALOMST condescending his laugher was to me, he would be like, "aww. poor baby, HAHAHAHAHAA" and start laughing.. and because of who i knew he was i started feeling more and more ashamed of it all, until i started laughing at how silly it really was, then the laughter took over, and i realized thats what he was trying to do from the beginning, was to show me nothing in life ie beyond rediculous laughter. All these things i thought were so serious or important in my life that were getting "fucked" he just kept laughing at me about it, about how he he was the one fucking them, and its hillarious how mad i get whenever he does it, cause i dont see the big picutre and my infentile emtotions are a joke when in his presence. Then as soon as i started laughing too and gave up the tension it was like ecstacy! Detachment from suffereing, i donno, hard to describe but a VERY buddhist serentiy for sure.

I was dumbfounded with how utterly inferior i felt in his presence. I felt like he had FULL control over me, my thoughts, my emotions, everything... and he did... and he made a point about it. He wanted me to know he was in control. He made me put out my weed... a half smoked blunt of chronic... in the most rediculous ways of circumstance... if you know me youd you know thats an act of god. The whole putting out of the weed made me realllly pissed, and he laughed at me for being pisesd, then i realized his lesson... Then it went to a long heart-to-heart conversation of him telling me about how i am too much of a pothead. Brilliant double-duo though... the putting out of the weed ended + fucking MADE AND SEALED the whole "how i make things happen in the world of matter w/o directly effecting the matter" thing, which led into whole "I just made you put out your weed, and look how pissed you got... its just weed" which led to his whole enlightenment of how exactly i need to change my ways.

And fuck the bitches, indeed, i havnt had any female spirits distracting me since :wink: Mainly cause i dont "summon" them... because i havnt had that void that needs to be filled... because he filled it with peace, instead of constant desire for more fulfillment.

He will turn his back on you SO fast if you deny him, but he will come back if you come back. It was getting worse and worse, every time i would meditate whether i focused in or not i would feel a female presence pop outta nowhere and i would get all tingley and start feeling nervous and kept trying to connect to her cause i could feel her but wasnt quite connected enough... had to keepgoing that extra yard... Its like she wants you to keep striving for her w/o ever having her. Could never reach that level of connection like with Teonanacatl... Was REALLY REALLY distracting me from my meditaions, which was her goal, so he says, to distract you w/ pleasure, or the allure of pleasure, anyway.

The things he shows you are waaay cooler then the things he tells you. He only "tells" you the super important stuff, cause you process it better to "hear" it "verbally". The other stuff he shows you, with vivid mental imagery. I saw how men + women are equal, but why men are the dirving force and why they have to remain the driving force of the world... its a balance... men should always have more power because there are women behind every man that are really making the choice. However woman's place is to be making all the good ideas, then being brought back down to earth and buffered by the man's logic when the ideas get too extreme. The logic + science side of man is usefull for ruleing the earth, and the creative + intuitive side of woman is good for ruling man :wink: Basicly girls run things better but are too volitile to be in full control. The things that make them better at running things is what makes them that way though which is why it has to be that way, which is exactly why men are "in power" so the women dont go all crazy, but yet they can utilize our manliness to get the smart things they think of done :wink:

Im done remembering. To those that actually read it all, thanks for your time! I hope you pulled something from it... Ive was starying to stray from my buddhism\gaianism\taoism and was starting to get into paganism + goddess worship... and it was extremely distracting... Teonanacatl had to slap me in line so... together... we can "get business taken care of."

-SDP  :stoned:


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Teonanacatl, open up my eyes
This sacrament, this prayer, beyond the world of lies
Guide me clearly through that which I dont understand
Give me strength to find the path
Help me fight any demons as you flow through me wholely
This is my prayer, that you protect me from evil, and bring me closer to peace
And open up my eyes, so i can see things as you do
Amen


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Re: Lessons From Teonanacatl [Re: SDP]
    #5562916 - 04/27/06 01:50 PM (17 years, 9 months ago)

Teo he be you and you be him and fuck da bitches.


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Re: Lessons From Teonanacatl [Re: SDP]
    #5564448 - 04/27/06 08:29 PM (17 years, 9 months ago)

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One thing i can say about spirits, and epseically Him... is that they get "aggrivated" when you dont realize that its like they are a friend in the room sitting next to you, not some magnificent unbearable force.




when i talk to the 'spirits' they are much more understanding and compassionate. just like his neverending love, he has neverending patience. he knows whats up, and isn't going to get pissed if you dont listen to him for awhile. he'll just be waiting for you to come back....with a smile.

and as far as others holding him up as some god in the clouds, i felt that he was saddened by this, not frustrated. it was like it took a huge toll on his heart for people to see him in this regard, instead of as a friend. right after that is where i got the urge to spread the word and let people know that they are doin it all wrong. it also made me incredibly sad as well to know that he was out there like this, and people were missing the point so completely.

its been awhile since ive talked to the spirits though...luckily i have a mescaline trip commin up shortly  :grin:

good post, sounds alot like the times ive had with my spirit, and reminds me of the good advice he has given me  :thumbup:


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"Outside of a dog a book is a man's friend. Inside of a dog it's too dark to read"
-Groucho Marx


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