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ohmatic
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Registered: 02/28/04
Posts: 6,742
Loc: europe

depressive thoughts striking once again :(

#3886925 - 03/08/05 11:02 AM (21 years, 6 months ago)

so here im at, on my bed, having morcheeba playing on the stereo and finishing
off a bottle of red wine, feeling completely like shit.

being without somebody to love for 4 years, having hardly any friends,
hiding myself infront of the computer nonstop and growing mushrooms as a sole hobby,
to make it short, the classical soziophobic young adult who has his first identity crisis?

can you put it this way, i dont know, the only thing i know is that quitting pot probably was one of the most stupid things i ever did
as it braught me severe insomnia fucking up my university work and
making me even more of a pest to other people than i already am.

given a busride, i listen to other people conversation and cannot realise why
certain people do no SHUT THE FUCK UP as for all the incredible bullshit
they are babbling would be enuf for 500 mentally retarded people to have a nice conversation.

hell its a bitch, talking women, i tell ya - 4 years of sexual abstinence
and thinking of not being able to love ever again is fucking me up so hard
you wouldnt even be close to understanding how i feel.

now theres a new roomie, moved in the other day, nice guy, has PERMANENT visit
by girls even though he just lives here for a week - wtf?
like im not ugly or whatnot, im even quite nice looking but well,
im just too much hidden inside myself to ever break out or whatever ..

fucking loser ..

had to write that down, sorry for the spam or whatever,
have a glass of red wine, it tastes nice and helps .. battling certain thoughts.
peace ohm :mushroom2:

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bong4chong
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Registered: 01/22/05
Posts: 45
Last seen: 20 years, 10 months

Re: depressive thoughts striking once again :(

[Re: ohmatic]
#3886944 - 03/08/05 11:08 AM (21 years, 6 months ago)

haha sounds like a mid life crisis dont worry at least you got your cubensis :laugh:

have a good one bro

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Moxemerald
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Registered: 08/22/04
Posts: 390
Loc: NJ
Last seen: 16 years, 7 months

Re: depressive thoughts striking once again :(

[Re: bong4chong]
#3887853 - 03/08/05 02:53 PM (21 years, 6 months ago)

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