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uriahchase
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sorrow,melancholy,sadness...do you feel this?
#3587771 - 01/06/05 04:45 AM (19 years, 2 months ago) |
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ever sit and feel sooooooooo alone, even though you're not all by yourself?
i do. and i feel sorrow. i can feel like im no one, and the only one at the same time and i feel sorrow
crowds sufficate me. people are not real people...just knick-knacks that collect dust and clutter space. my space. they dont care...and it makes me feel alone.
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Re: sorrow,melancholy,sadness...do you feel this? [Re: uriahchase]
#3588435 - 01/06/05 10:15 AM (19 years, 2 months ago) |
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Ya... They call it the dark night of the soul. Just have to keep your head up and know that it will pass, as everything does.
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Re: sorrow,melancholy,sadness...do you feel this? [Re: uriahchase]
#3588459 - 01/06/05 10:23 AM (19 years, 2 months ago) |
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We are born alone and we die alone. What's so bad about living alone? Don't feel bad about being alone in the middle times.
If you are lonely, get a cat or a dog. They don't judge, won't leave you (usually) and will give you as much love as you give them. No questions asked.
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uriahchase
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Re: sorrow,melancholy,sadness...do you feel this? [Re: LunarEclipse]
#3588508 - 01/06/05 10:41 AM (19 years, 2 months ago) |
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im just saying that at times......i feel both. like in public...the noise..of all these people going on about their business..talking-without saying anything that has meaning or foundation....their chatter sometimes seems like it will break my ear-drums if they don't just STOP and be. At these times i feel so crowded and overwhelmed by all the hypocrisy and plastic people.....even though i am not by myself i feel all alone and wish,and hope,and plead with god for someone anyone to be here,now..with me. not always, but sometimes i feel this.
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Wanting to be someone else is a waste of the person you are -Kurt Cobain Hotter than the left sink handle.
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Re: sorrow,melancholy,sadness...do you feel this? [Re: uriahchase]
#3588605 - 01/06/05 11:18 AM (19 years, 2 months ago) |
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"true sorrow, is but true happiness in disguise" -Period :P
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uriahchase
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Re: sorrow,melancholy,sadness...do you feel this? [Re: Gomp]
#3588704 - 01/06/05 11:43 AM (19 years, 2 months ago) |
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check this out. "..but the great man is he who in the midst of the crowd keeps with perfect sweetness the independence of solitude."-ralph waldo emerson should i then embrace solitude-even when im not by myself?
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Re: sorrow,melancholy,sadness...do you feel this? [Re: uriahchase]
#3588776 - 01/06/05 11:59 AM (19 years, 2 months ago) |
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"overwhelmed by all the hypocrisy and plastic people" "even though i am not by myself i feel all alone, and wish, and hope, and plead with god for someone, anyone to be here, now..with me."
You can be on the busiest street and be alone if you feel no connection to those around you. If you view others as hypocrits and plastic, they will sense your negativity, and view you with negativity and distance themselves from you. If you look for the good in people, or at least view them with some kind of compassion and not disdain, they will sense that as well, and they will be drawn to you and perhaps want to be with you.
Being alone doesn't have to be lonely. If you aren't happy alone, and lonely, then change in attitude is in order. It's not them, it's your version of them that makes you alone.
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uriahchase
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Re: sorrow,melancholy,sadness...do you feel this? [Re: LunarEclipse]
#3588860 - 01/06/05 12:21 PM (19 years, 2 months ago) |
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it's not "them" per-se. it's all people in general, and maybe i shouldn't group my feeling alone (in places where im not the only person), with my general dispiritedness i feel when i watch and see people...and want nothing more than for them to stop. the two are different things and feelings i think. one is sorrow the other compassion (which i interpit as disgust)
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Re: sorrow,melancholy,sadness...do you feel this? [Re: uriahchase]
#3589885 - 01/06/05 05:14 PM (19 years, 2 months ago) |
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I just laugh at them, really. Theres nothing i can do about it, and its their own choice. Someday maybe they will grow out of it, maybe not! Really though i like being alone. It's feels very free to me. When im with people im nervous, because i never know what to expect. I suppose maybe i have not found the right people. However from being alone alot i have learned that its me who chooses how to feel, and that the cultural beliefs of what is good and bad (feeling wise) is something taught. So i choose to feel both happy and sad equally. I look at sadness as an experience, as something unique and special and never duplicated. its a unique expression of the combination of my life circumstances, and uniquely mine alone. Like a gift. Basically im saying its your choice how you feel about the plastic people, and really its just a mask, because i dont think many peole are *really* like that. its just something that is unquestionably acceptible. Its much easier to stick to a ready-made personality than create a unique one and have to fight off the tide of peer pressure, and arrogance. anyways, just my 2 cents. sm
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uriahchase
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Re: sorrow,melancholy,sadness...do you feel this? [Re: secretmachine]
#3590184 - 01/06/05 06:15 PM (19 years, 2 months ago) |
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"i take pieces of other peoples personality to form my own" Kurt Cobain.
then i think for a sechey im a "people" too and others might think this way about me......? fuck 'em what do "they" know anyway!! j/k have fun!
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