FreakQlibrium said:

Do you think it's possible for a positive person "not to give a rat's ass" about what others think of them, still conserve the vital NRG only instead of taking out this NRG on others using it constructively say like utilizing it to stay in good physical shape?

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Definitely! That would be me most of the time. You have been reading me. I am mostly positive , joyfilled and optimistic, yet I say a lot that shows, I can be ME not care how I am judged, and I prefer to construct rather then destroy.

I am not 100% removed from caring what others think. Depending on who, I can value others opinions and take them to heart.

I can be negative if that how I am feeling to and I do express it if I feel I must speak or act. Rare for me to hide it under a pretense, I would rather say nothing if I felt I had to hide it.

Ultimately, because you have seen me be both, I like to speak and act in resonance with what I truly feel and think in the moment. I change alot from moment to moment to.

If I am tired I notice sometimes I force myself to participate in life when I should be chillen and recharging. That runs me into major short term energy deficits and stress unduly.

Though I have talked a lot about constructing versus destroying, I do beleive in deconstructing for the purpouse of re-building better models. I don't like flat out "take aways" because they throw balance off. if I go to take away, I need to replace it with something else to keep balance.

I do fall into the negatives at times, mostly if I am not watching my surrounding influences cuz I leave myself open and am chameleon like. When I catch it or myself being destructive, I move to nip it in the bud through understanding and balance out again. I don't stay negative for long- it's not Natural for me to be.

Sorry for the babble, guess I just could've answered  "Yes, I think its possible for the most part"

By the Freak, you impress me as an example of it being possible! Lots of people here do!