devcatz said:

Lots of people love you, dont forget it.

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Ah Shit Dude, at 40, I can say that I cry every day over the most trivial and stupid shit, like the news, with all the killin, and the starvin of Calcutta, and almost everywhere else, except Switzerland, and like the WHOLE FUCKING MESS that's life, but most of all I can't forget what Buddha said about everything changing being the source of suffering.

I behold you all everyday and breath you like a flower.

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yeah, i do the same at 19.  many times because im so happy that my body dont know how to handle all the love, so its like it dont know wtf else to do but to weap in joy. but i do drop tears out of sympathy a lot. usualy with a mean mug on my face, very pissed and tears.  kind of a strange mix.
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wrestler...i honestly would have to say u expeienced something so great while asleep that upon wakening your body didnt know how to take it, and wept.  and you may have taken it as a bad thing, than made it out to be sad upon yourself.  who knows. i dont.

the last time i woke up crying it was over something shitty i did in a dream. there was some lunatic waving a gun around, i could tell he was scared, but out of his mind he was so fear consumed. it was me and a bunch of people i dont even know in person.  he aimed at me and i just stood there ready to take the shot, and i heard a click, so it automatically made me pissed off and i ran up to him and beat his ass to the ground, i just kept kicking and kicking, then i realized what i was doing, i saw the extra pain i was causing him(aww shit here comes the tears )

so i kneel down to touch the side of his face with my hand, but when i did that he flinched as if ready to take another blow, and i just fucking cried, made me feel like such an animal, and the other dudes were like, "what are you waiting for finish him off man!" and here i am crying out "i cant hurt my brother, i love my brother"  then i see this bald dude in a robe with a staff of some sort, and he is eagerly nodding in approval, like, see! see! this is how it should be!  learn from this mans actions... and then i woke up, tears still rolling down my cheeks.  i knew it was just a dream after that, but i rolled over and burried my face in my pillow and cried for a few extra minutes just to let it out.

i guess i was to set an example for some souls.(by brother, i meant all of you, we're all family. spiritually.)

wrestler_az said:

fucker, why you bump this shit? it needs to die.....

im as happy as a fluffy little bunny hopping around in the morning dew

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i'd rather cry, then be as happy as a fluffy little bunny hopping around in the morning dew !

crying cleanes the soul.