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TTBVI 680mg freeze dried - Most amazing experience! Life changing :)
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So success at growing TTBVI with gordotek and info learned on here.  Thank you all so much for being here and contributing.

I had used mushrooms recreationally back in college and then took a break for 20 or so years then began exploring them for healing and spiritual growth.  Grew cubes and ochras because they were easy and had several meaningful experiences with doses ranging from 2-5 dried grams. 

These trips have always ended well, but with cubes, I always have a little bit or a lot of a rough spot during the come up.  Past actions and regrets come to the surface.  I get chastened for areas of my life where I need to improve.  This is not necessarily a bad thing.  It is often quite helpful, but often unpleasant.  Always have ended up with a good peak, comedown and afterglow from cubes. 

The cube trips have definitely helped me sort things out and make improvements in my life.  I've gotten my diet better, taking care of myself better, being more understanding and helpful to other people, more honest.  The biggest lie in my life was that I had not come clean with my wife about using psychedelics.  I was using them to heal, but did not want her to worry because I have a history of drug and alcohol abuse in the past and didn't want her to think that this was more of that......

My last few cube trips, I was pretty heavily chastened about that dishonesty and worked up the courage to come clean.  She was upset, but compassionate.  Thank God.

So with her permission and blessing I took .68 grams of TTBVI which was meant to be a test dose.. 

We sat on the couch and were watching TV.  Of all things, the series we were watching had an episode where people took microdoses of LSD at a microdosing retreat and one of the people ended up tripping from it.  Was insane to watch this while the pans were coming up. 

Come up was clean, smooth.  I had a little bit of anxiety (just fear of the unknown) as I'd never taken these before and wondering how my sober wife might react to my trip.  None of that was an issue.  Very clear headed, still able to talk for the first hour.  As we got ready for bed, I felt immensely stimulated, like just a surge of energy from within.  Very euphoric and energetic. 

As I lay in bed with lights out and my wife going to sleep, there was none of the condemnation or struggle that I get with cubes.  Just an amazing sense of pure love.  All was accepted, all was forgiven.  No intense visuals.  I could see some patterns with my eyes closed but nothing that impressive.  I did feel like by body was formless and kind of just melted into the rest of the world. Best feeling I have in my entire life.

Words cannot express how clear, powerful, authoritative, and loving this feeling was.  I really feel like this was a big answer for me.  Something I have been looking for all my life.  2 days later, I'm still in awe of the experience.  Everything is as it should be.  There is not a grain of sand out of place in the universe.....

For people that have had similar experiences, does this carry forward for the rest of your life?  I can't help but feel that there is a deep healing in this experience.  How can you have an experience like this and ever be the same again.

I know everybody's brain chemistry is different and people can have bad trips, but it would be a shame to go from the cradle to the grave and not have this experience.

For anyone planning trips, I would advise cleaning up your life as much as possible.  Anything you are doing that is not living your best life, clean it up.  Eat right, exercise, be loving, be kind, be honest.  Take care of yourself. Start low and go slow.  There is plenty of time.  Keep exploring.  The answer is out there.  For me, now, I found that answer in TTBVI.  Holy cow!


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I may not have stayed at a Holiday Inn Express, but I have taken 20 grams of fresh subtropicalis :smile:

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Re: TTBVI 680mg freeze dried - Most amazing experience! Life changing :) [Re: Hardhead]
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I think you found your sweet spot with dosing, and context preparation (set and setting)
change is normal, inevitable, expected, naturally, so the state of grace that you describe does pass.

thanks for sharing while still in it.

at the dosage, you can easily go once per week, a sabbath ritual if you like.

enjoy.


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Re: TTBVI 680mg freeze dried - Most amazing experience! Life changing :) [Re: redgreenvines]
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No feeling this purely euphoric ever stays with you forever, you always have to remind yourself through effort what the experience was like. Sometimes it requires revisiting the experience, sometimes by integration therapy.

In September 'rounds about i had a mushroom trip that eradicated overnight my crippling 40 year depression demon. I wondered if this was possibly sustainable: after all I tried virtually every anti-depressant med and none ever helped even a little. Genetic testing bore out that they will never help me. So I was feeling hopeless, trying to avoid electro shock therapy.

But to this date, I am still not depressed. My mother, whom I was super close to and was taking care of for these past three years, died November 20th. Still I did not revert back to depression, despite it being a fulfillment of my lifes biggest fear until that moment. Clearly mushrooms had changed things on a more lasting basis.

But I do think it's because I revisit the experience every 14 days. It has been something that I constantly look forward to. I'm glad you told your wife, without the support of my wife I'd be rootless. I will continue to revisit this world as often as my tolerance allows.


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