I took shrooms for the first time the other night, 2.5g dry (small mushies, thin stems, and like 5 aborts) and 3 3" freshies. I also took 3g syrian rue 30 minutes prior, and prepared a bowl of 5-meo-dmt for my g/f cause i didnt have enough mushies for her that night. I took the 2nd hit of 5meodmt 15 minutes after eating the mushrooms. I thought it wouldnt be a big hit but my g/f didnt use the vaporizer right and i got about 20mg im guessing. I instantly starting seeing visuals, her facial features were shrinking and stretching, and her forehead appeared to stick out an extra 3". I looked down at my carpet and there were faces in it everywhere. After the mushrooms kicked in i couldn't stop laughing, everytime exhaled a slurry of laughs would come out also. My room looked so much bigger than normal, twice as long and twice as wide. The lighting seemed much more beautiful, and my g/f was wearing her jacket with the furry liner and looked better than any model i could imagine. I told her that i never wanted to come down, that this was too beautiful for words. I would have like to stay at this level but i just kept on climbing up to the peak. around 4 hours later i had to shut off the lights and tv because i just wanted quiet. I layed down, and my wall was covered in intricate circuits with energy flowing through them. I started thinking about things like family, and why is it so important. I realized that family isnt really any more important, you just have had a much longer time to form strong bonds with these people. I saw an image of my dad, he looked very sick, he's addicted to pain killers and i don't know how much longer he has left. My mind was just flying through memories, and i saw myself growing up. Then i thought about the evolution of humans, and life started to seem so pointless. I thought about death, and i thought after i died it would be similar to this, where i had no control of my body, can't interact, just think. Thats not my real thoughts on death, but it made sense at the time. It seemed like i could count to 100 in between my breaths. After i started coming down (very slowly) i heard voices whispering Puke and Wretch, and it would echo for long periods of time. I felt like i was submerged in a viscous liquid. I almost thought that i urinated myself cause of this warm wet feeling but my clothes were completely dry. Im pretty sure i could just feel the blood flowing through my veins. It was very cold outside and as the freezing wind blew against my window it made a horrible shattering ice sound. I started explaining what i saw to my g/f, and my mouth was so dry i knew i needed some water. I tried drinking water, but as i would i immediately felt sick, and didnt feel sick until then, and would only feel sick right after i drank water. But i knew that i didn't drink anything in nearly 5 hours and i was worried i would dehydrate. I started thinking about the present, and realized that i was neglecting some things that were very important to me. I have been spending a lot of time working with my fungi and wasn't giving my g/f the attention she deserves. I told her how sorry i was and she quickly forgave me, and i layed there the rest of the night until 6am when i had to wake up for school. (i took them 5pm the day before)
It was an excellent experience, a little intense because of how long it lasted because of the syrian rue, but it still taught me a lot. Next time i will try shrooms solo and see what its like.
Edited by geokills (02/13/03 09:48 AM)
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