feevers said: Our consciousness is (arguably) just the neurotransmitter and brain transmissions that make thought possible. Dopamine is a neurotransmitter, opiates hijack the very system that guides conscious thought in real and meaningful ways.
I work as an addiction counselor, and can say that many people have your exact opinion, use for decades without any issues, then one in change in their life or sometimes even nothing at all leads them to take the drug a little more often then usual for one brief period. There are a lot of factors that go into the slide, and good luck identifying them as they happen.
No one sees it coming, many people start out saying and doing exactly what you're saying and doing.
Not saying you're destined for addiction, just saying that your words show you may not fully understand how the grasp of addiction arises and keeps its hold. There's a genetic component for sure, but the fact that you enjoy opiates (many without the predisposition say that opiates make them dizzy or nauseous and little else) means you may wise to be very, very careful. Could try to say a lot more but will hold off, sorry if I'm sounding like a lecture.
The fact that you'll never see it coming is something you just don't understand until you go through it.
Dabbling with opiates is like being in a room with a slow carbon monoxide leak. Maybe you'll be one of the lucky ones that leaves the room by chance, maybe not.
If people don't see it coming they're blind & oblivious and/or ignorant about the drug they're taking. If anyone has some basic knowledge of the drug they're dabbling with it should be quite obvious how easily and quickly addiction can set in if they choose to keep dabbling with it. But I know lots of people are clueless about the drug and don't realize or have much knowledge of the drug they're dabbling with.
But otherwise...people should see it coming. I know if I use an opioid frequently enough I'll end up addicted & build up a physical dependence.
The longest I've gone with "regular" use was about 6 years ago...For about 6 weeks I was taking around 5mg to 10mg of OC up my nose almost daily, never increased the dosage because those amounts worked just fine for me (I never try to get loaded/nod, just a nice buzz)...I was totally aware of what I was taking, after dabbling almost daily for 6+ weeks I saw what was happening, I chose to stop.....I know that isn't very long at all compared to some folks who are deep in addiction, but it was enough to get somewhat of an idea of "how it goes" .
When I stopped taking the stuff I certainly craved it the following days/weeks and went through some mild withdrawal initially ...but I chose not to buy more and keep taking it as frequently as I was because I didn't want to dig myself into that hole.
I'm familiar with the very basics of neurotransmitters/neurochem...I'm aware of how that ties into addiction..I still feel it's a choice though. Maybe not an easy choice for some, but certainly still a choice.
I actually feel that something is kinda screwy/unique with my dopamine system...I have aspergers, don't know if that has anything to do with it...but I feel like I have a rather low dopaminergic "drive", I don't have the "drive" in life that most people have, which some would think would make me seek out drugs that give me a dopamine boost (and I kinda do, but I only do so when I need them for specific situations)...it's almost like I don't even have "enough" dopamine or a "robust" dopaminergic system to even get addicted lol (not saying that in a serious manner, but kinda, I'm def not the norm/average lol) .
Sure it's possible something in my life happens or gets worse than it is right now (I'm at one of the lowest & most difficult points I've ever been in life right now for the past 2 years), and I end up getting "addicted"...But even then, I would not blame the drug, I'd blame my choices.
Besides kratom, the last time I touched an opioid/opiate was some pod tea in late May/June, I had 4 doses of the tea over the course of 5 weeks or so....Before that was 2 years ago (oxycodone over 4 days)...before that was almost a year before....I don't dabble often, but I do like to dabble from time to time....And when I have stuff on hand, I am very good at keeping things in moderation. I have a very methodical approach to my use and intake of drugs (also probably because of "aspergers" lol).
feevers said: It shouldn't be difficult for people who use hallucinogens to understand the effect a chemical can have in altering your reality.
Opiates alter your reality to see the chemical as nearly as important as air and food. Our life is guided by the pursuit of fitness payoffs, and powerful opiates are the ultimate trojan horse of a fitness payoff.
"Choice" really isn't applicable when it comes to discussions on addiction, in most cases where it's used. Unfortunately there is no word that accurately describes a hijacked neurophysiological system's process of making decisions. Calling it a choice is often analogous to calling getting shoved forward "walking", sure there technically is some walking that happened... but there are clear other forces at play.
I'm not saying it's an easy choice once one is in the depths of addiction, I know there are other "forces" at play when one is within the grips of addiction. I still feel it is a choice though. Addiction doesn't necessarily make one completely mindless. When people break free of their addiction that is also a choice. If one is able to finally make that choice to stop and break their addiction, then that choice was there all along (though no doubt difficult to make and put into action).
I can barely imagine how tough it'd be for one that is deep into addiction with a long period of use and large doses...just from the super short period I've experience of "regular use" of relatively low doses. I have no doubt it's tough to get out of that rut once one has dug themselves deep into it...I've seen friends & family go through it.
It all certainly begins with a choice though...and another, and another, and another, and so on. From the beginning, if the person know's what they're dabbling with, if they have some basic knowledge of the drug they know what they can potentially get themselves into.
I can understand if someone is totally ignorant and clueless about the drug they're using, not knowing what it takes to get hooked and basically not having any knowledge of the drug besides knowing it gets one high, and then they use frequently for a certain period of time and don't realize they're actually addicted until they go a day with out using.........
....they weren't aware what the results of their choices would be, they weren't aware of the hole they were digging themselves into because they had no knowledge of the drug and potential for addiction.
But anyone that is aware of the drug they're dabbling with should be fully aware of what can happen if they choose to take the stuff frequently enough/dosed high enough.
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Edited by openmind (08/30/19 06:23 PM)
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