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Rhizohunter
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I call it the Root of David
#23799200 - 11/03/16 09:48 PM (7 years, 2 months ago) |
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I have been going through a lot the past few years. In a sense, it was transcendence, but few will actually understand what that means. I wrote a book and would like to share it with you all. I didn't publish it, but figured, wtf. I just want the world to hear the story I have.
I call myself OF Christ, because that is what I am. I can talk about how I am within all religion, but that would be hard to put into words. It is so long and hard... pun intended.
I have found that throughout living as Christ, I was going to have a lot of work. Self sacrifice is not new to me, I wish my mission this time around was as easy as dying on a cross. I have ideas, but that is all they are right now.
This is my story of how I came to be, there is much much more though. I write a lot in the pub as some of you may know, but figured I would post this here as well.
The spirituality within me is very strong, and and I live my day to day life throughout my belief in my higher power. It is more or less a higher calling, lets call it a crazy ass sense of intuition with every turn.
Not sure how many of you know about Kundalini or the steps to it, but I am serious when I say I have reached the last level. They say that once you reach this level you die in 21 days unless you are messiah, well, if I am still here in a couple weeks I will know for sure. It is not just a state of consciousness, it is as if the world works around you to your whim.
Very hard to get here, been a long road, but if you are curious about how I attained this state of mind, I have no problem trying to explain it to you. I'll be on here all night.
Here is my book
https://www.scribd.com/document/329936336/The-Root-of-David
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Re: I call it the Root of David [Re: Rhizohunter]
#23799214 - 11/03/16 09:54 PM (7 years, 2 months ago) |
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I've been reading your book and it's really interesting, since I myself also suffered a schizophrenic breakdown and had some messianic experiences after taking 2.6mg of LSD.
Your book is really long though so I'm going to have to refrain from commenting further on the contents until I've had more time to read it. Interesting stuff, man.
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It's a pretty good read, a lot of interesting stuff in there. I kinda wrote it in hopes that the schizophrenic would identify a lot with it. Hopefully it will help them see that they are a little less mentally ill than they once thought.
I mean, if my experiences are like this, than others must be similar.
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Re: I call it the Root of David [Re: Rhizohunter]
#23799337 - 11/03/16 10:36 PM (7 years, 2 months ago) |
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I've read a little about how you describe your voices, and it reminds me of my voices. My voices were usually very nice and helpful, and came in the form of quietly chattering geometric, colorful shapes. They went away after the doctors shot me with chemicals, but I wish they'd come back. The most magical time of my life was when I had the voices and felt the Messianic power at my fingertips.
I wish I could get my voices back. Maybe you know how to help me?
I need to extract more DMT. I've done large doses of LSD again up to ~1mg but with no resurgence in my previous psychic experiences, (telepathy, metaphysical healing, etc.)
Maybe like you theorize, DMT is a gateway to a messianic state.
I'd be very interested to talk with you one on one. Shoot me a message when you get a chance.
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Those chemicals they put into your body will definitely have an impact. My personal theory about what they do is that they disconnect your thoughts from your feelings. Like, you have a thought, and then you feel nothing for that thought, because of the imbalance in consciousness that they caused.
One trick I can give you is to start talking, more regularly, within your mind. Push the talking in your mind farther and farther so that you begin connecting your thoughts to that moving state of consciousness which is happening within your frontal lobe when you talk. Push yourself a little more and see if you can get your "thoughts" to "merge" in a sense with that part of your consciousness.
It is not just about voices man, it is a very delicate process in which you are trying to alter your consciousness back to a state that you were happy with. Drugs have a little to do with it, but I have tried the route of using copious amounts of drugs to get back to that state of consciousness, but that didn't work.
What actually happened to you was that you were on your way to a higher state of consciousness, but those fuckers who forced you on anti-psychotics hindered your process.
You want an easier solution than tuning your mind to work like that, I recommend some DXM. Not sure how familiar you are with the drug, but it works miracles for this. I have a lot more advice, I know more about consciousness than the average fella.
Practice talking in your mind, but incorporate images with certain thoughts or words you say (like imagination), then incorporate music around you while doing this, and if you want, you can even have a book in front of you to randomly glance down at through this process.
Eventually I would like to show you all divination, for real for real.
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Re: I call it the Root of David [Re: Rhizohunter]
#23799662 - 11/04/16 02:32 AM (7 years, 2 months ago) |
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Rhizohunter said: Those chemicals they put into your body will definitely have an impact. My personal theory about what they do is that they disconnect your thoughts from your feelings. Like, you have a thought, and then you feel nothing for that thought, because of the imbalance in consciousness that they caused.
One trick I can give you is to start talking, more regularly, within your mind. Push the talking in your mind farther and farther so that you begin connecting your thoughts to that moving state of consciousness which is happening within your frontal lobe when you talk. Push yourself a little more and see if you can get your "thoughts" to "merge" in a sense with that part of your consciousness.
It is not just about voices man, it is a very delicate process in which you are trying to alter your consciousness back to a state that you were happy with. Drugs have a little to do with it, but I have tried the route of using copious amounts of drugs to get back to that state of consciousness, but that didn't work.
What actually happened to you was that you were on your way to a higher state of consciousness, but those fuckers who forced you on anti-psychotics hindered your process.
You want an easier solution than tuning your mind to work like that, I recommend some DXM. Not sure how familiar you are with the drug, but it works miracles for this. I have a lot more advice, I know more about consciousness than the average fella.
Practice talking in your mind, but incorporate images with certain thoughts or words you say (like imagination), then incorporate music around you while doing this, and if you want, you can even have a book in front of you to randomly glance down at through this process.
Eventually I would like to show you all divination, for real for real.
I have a pretty vivid brainscape, supplementing with microdoses of LSD whenever I get a chance. I've only ever taken DXM when I have a cold, disassociate se don't agree with me, I don't like ketamine either.
What sorts of things can you do with divination? I'm really curious if we tapped into the same stream of God-consciousness, just at different times.
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Many have tapped into it, that is a very common thing, the difficult thing is to fully get there and stay there. While in this state of consciousness you experience the truth of what all things are, but it is hard to obtain a full understanding of it until you reach the highest point.
It is as if you are always chasing the dragon, but never fully get the taste. There are many ways to use divination, but the key to it, is to not look for the actual answer, but to find multiple answers through the search. You never truly find what you are looking for, but throughout the process you find answers to the things that you actually need to know.
I will show you all a little bit at a time. This is my first night online in a while, gotta do a lot of shit.
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Re: I call it the Root of David [Re: Rhizohunter]
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Re: I call it the Root of David [Re: Rhizohunter]
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Re: I call it the Root of David [Re: sprinkles]
#23799726 - 11/04/16 04:19 AM (7 years, 2 months ago) |
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lol, good one, I wish I could retaliate, but I am just a little too loving to subject myself to that type of tarnish on your mind
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Re: I call it the Root of David [Re: Rhizohunter]
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Edited by sprinkles (11/04/16 04:43 AM)
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Re: I call it the Root of David [Re: sprinkles]
#23799735 - 11/04/16 04:33 AM (7 years, 2 months ago) |
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sprinkles said: stop posting. start reading the bible. I know that you wrote it and everything, but try taking those words you wrote to heart.
Read the whole bible, but.. maybe you should read some other books. I don't know how much you read, but you must not read much about mysticism, spirituality, eastern philosophy, etymology, or really anything other than your depiction of what you think the bible is saying.
Maybe you should check out the zodiac and the depiction of the age of Aquarius, or maybe you should check out the sacred mushroom and the cross. Possibly read a little bit about other books and see their connections. Idk, maybe that is too hard for you...
Or maybe you should go watch some netflix and tune the fuck out like the rest of the world. Idk, your choice...
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Re: I call it the Root of David [Re: Rhizohunter]
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Re: I call it the Root of David [Re: sprinkles]
#23799742 - 11/04/16 04:41 AM (7 years, 2 months ago) |
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sprinkles said: "I was having trouble distinguishing between reality and literature. I would read a book and believe I was that character in that book."
you dont say? 
"I went on a psychedelic rampage and ended up in 2 psych wards and a jail."
Please, tell us more.
Yeah, I have been all over the place, written a lot. Been a long Journey. Throughout all the time though I always held the truth in my heart that something beyond me was taking place. My psychedelic journeys were just the start, but over time, I discovered that within myself I had more power than when using.
Ya know, you might not understand everything I have to say because you have read very little, but if I wasn't part of something much larger than myself, I wouldn't be talking and posting as I post.
Many have said similar things that I say, but how many of them hold true?
Give it time, the rest will sink in. I have a lot of work to do, first I have to save a lot of people around me. The world comes later...
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Re: I call it the Root of David [Re: Rhizohunter]
#23799743 - 11/04/16 04:42 AM (7 years, 2 months ago) |
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im sorry I shouldnt be antagonizing you. I was just offended by statements you made in your first post, comparing yourself to ...... I didnt know it ... well whatever. carry on.
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Re: I call it the Root of David [Re: sprinkles] 4
#23799762 - 11/04/16 05:07 AM (7 years, 2 months ago) |
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Christ Consciousness is an oft reoccurring phenomena imo. The trials of Jesus can be a metaphor of the precariousness of that condition.
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Buster_Brown said: Christ Consciousness is an oft reoccurring phenomena imo. The trials of Jesus can be a metaphor of the precariousness of that condition.
Yes and no, it is a very delicate situation which I would love to slowly tackle over time, but it is difficult. I don't mean to offend anyone in any way, but it is kinda fucked up.
If I speak the truth that I know I will offend others, but if I hold it in, then I am not really helping the world. I love Jesus to death guys, but the whole situation from my own understanding is FUCKED.
Give me time, please...
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Re: I call it the Root of David [Re: Rhizohunter] 3
#23800535 - 11/04/16 12:24 PM (7 years, 2 months ago) |
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The messianic complex is within everyone. Some unlock it on accident, others on purpose. More rare is one who can unlock it and have the prudence, temperance, justice, and fortitude to exercise it in a way that can sift through all the forces that will work to negate it. Rare is one who has these virtues and can practice them with Discernment - with his own primordial wisdom, without allowing it to become his identity and so sin.
Not to mention the World of Men- for lack of a better word, is not structured in favor of the functioning of one who has mastered all the aforementioned - at least at this exact point in history for it to completely flourish. Its truly a matter of time and place in life. Because you see so many more tap into it now but most fail or awaken privately and hide until a better time, whereas long ago they could flourish - hence we have the awakened one from the Sakyan Clan in India, and the awakened one from Davids clan in Nazareth, and a few more strewn out throughout history that have been lost or transmuted into something unrecognizable.
But there is always that blind spot , some where unseeable to Maya , that it will secretly take root, the vital fording place which is guarded by the mystics like an escarpment ten thousand spans. high.
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The Blind Ass said: The messianic complex is within everyone. Some unlock it on accident, others on purpose. More rare is one who can unlock it and have the prudence, temperance, justice, and fortitude to exercise it in a way that can sift through all the forces that will work to negate it. Rare is one who has these virtues and can practice them with Discernment - with his own primordial wisdom, without allowing it to become his identity and so sin.
Not to mention the World of Men- for lack of a better word, is not structured in favor of the functioning of one who has mastered all the aforementioned - at least at this exact point in history for it to completely flourish. Its truly a matter of time and place in life. Because you see so many more tap into it now but most fail or awaken privately and hide until a better time, whereas long ago they could flourish - hence we have the awakened one from the Sakyan Clan in India, and the awakened one from Davids clan in Nazareth, and a few more strewn out throughout history that have been lost or transmuted into something unrecognizable.
Love it man, keep preachin! Gotta go save a few people, just what I do. Be back in a few days...
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Re: I call it the Root of David [Re: Rhizohunter] 1
#23800558 - 11/04/16 12:32 PM (7 years, 2 months ago) |
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In Dzogchen, the metaphor most commonly used to describe our situation is that of a mirror and its reflections. The reflections in a mirror are like the thoughts in our mind, which if we don't recognize as being an illusory, impermanent, unmediated, manifestation of our true nature, we will react to, identify with, become conditioned by, absorbed in and embody. Our true nature state, on the other hand, is likened to the mirror itself, which underlies and embraces all of the reflections, all the while remaining pure and changeless, never being tainted or stained by any of the reflections. It is important to realize that each thought in our mind is like a dream; once we become absorbed in a thought, we have literally entered a complete dream universe and have evoked and stepped into an illusory, limited and arbitrary identity which we experience as being who we truly are. In Dzogchen, if we get immersed in our dream-like thoughts and don't recognize the pure, mirror-like nature of our mind, we are literally considered to be nonlucidly dreaming.
The problem is that as long as we are identified with and absorbed in the imagination or thought of being a separate self we are going to resist part of our experience, as resistance and contraction are themselves the very expression of the separate self. Once we, as a separate self, see that we are resisting our experience, we will undoubtedly try and not resist, which is just another, more subtle form of resistance, and we will find ourselves in a self-created double bind, a prisoner of our own mind once again.
Dzogchen truly offers us the key to liberation; from the Dzogchen point of view, these contractions and resistances are themselves seen to be the unmediated expression of the enlightened mind itself. If we don't recognize this, we will react to our resistance like it is something real and separate from ourselves, seeing it as a true obstruction to our enlightenment. If our resistance is seen in this way, it will, in no time whatsoever, spontaneously shape-shift and manifest as a seemingly genuine obscuration, as it is nothing other than our own reflection, and we will once again be caught in the infinite regression known as samsara or cyclic existence.
On the other hand, if we recognize our resistance as the unmediated expression of our enlightened nature itself, which is none other than to become lucid in the dream, not only does the resistance not last very long, but it ceases to be problematic, as we are no longer resisting our resistance, and have thus snapped out of our infinite regression. The resistance then reveals itself to be the very vehicle through which we have deepened our realization, as we have embraced even the part of ourselves that is non-embracing.
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