Caddilac said:

Congratulations. Umm. I can relate. I had sort of clashes with peer pressure. Also being the leader. Developing my personality now. I've seen both sides of the coin in my actions and its developed me to make the better choices personally. For a time I had esteem issues and that empowered me to take my expression beyond and better from the pain I habitually made myself suffer by. During much of the time I was in correctional bound conditions. Probation. Had to lie and fight addictions and still pursue ritual highs and still becoming an adult. I would be sober from marijuana and do psychedelics. That shed light on my abuse ego but evolved me into a more formal drug user. Dismissing cigarettes and cocaine. And reaching out for love and people and strength of my body. That's where I am now and if it weren't for some acid too plus the stipulations I may have become wreckless. And that I was. So I guess I have learned and still have a growing capacity in thought despite my drug use that reaches substances in the 20 plus range.

High five dude.

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