Anonymous #2 said:

That's some heavy shit man but we all got our demons face it, get better start trying to connect with people there's help out there counseling and what not. Personally I recommend Buhudism or just meditation.

good luck remember the path to enlightenment begins with focus, then compassion.

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i dont want to seem like a little bitch crying about my past

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Hey you're not, man. Talking about it is necessary sometimes and helps our healing processes along, breaking the conspiracy of silence, even if in anonymity, is important. You're not weak for it, it takes courage, to go through it and keep on living, and then too to talk about it.

Its important to forgive the ones who did the deed, not for their sake but for ours. Karma won't forgive or forget them, our internal forgiveness serves our own peace of mind, all our anger will accomplish is prolonging our suffering and postponing dealing with the hurt of it all. Our victimizers didnt exactly do what they dids out of happiness either, think about it.

What would be unnatural is for us to go through all that atrocity at such a young age and *not* be messed up by it.

Thanks for sharing brother.

Anonymous #7 said:

as a child my father would leave me with babysitters. to this day i really cant believe or know why they would do this but they would LITERALLY make me fuck them. theyd also beat me and make me do it while i cried. im not gonna lie my dong was pretty big as a kid(4-6). also i dont remember remembering who my mother was at the time cause i lived with my dad till i was about 6. its fucked up though cause this wasnt only one babysitter, it was like 3 back to back. they all beat me and made me do the same thing. they even stole my toys and clothing my mother would buy for me and give it to their kids/brothers. my grandmother told me recently my father knew what was happening and he didnt say shit cause my mother would take me away from him and he was also fucking my baby sitters. he also stopped me from seeing my grandma for the same reason.

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