This thread is a beauitful thread. It is a replay of our childhood. #11 is the pathetic fat kid I used to bully everyday. I am the kid who used to make #11 go home and eat away his feelings.
I am allowing the fat kid to resolve his personal issues with a persona of his childhood villian in a safe and constructive environment while he gets to remain anonymous.
I have explained my life away as the bully, it is now up to the fat kid to describe his problems with food and how eating makes him feel.
What is happening is his desire to now 'beat the bully'. #11 probaly has had regular fantasies about going back to the playground and this time being the winner. To him winning this internet arguement will provide him with the closure he needs.
By helping this fat boy heal, I can forgive myself for the pain I have inflicted on so many other little fat boys just like him.
Maybe once #11 defeats his scary bully, he will feel happy, empowered and actually manage to get himself into a gym instead of just sitting at home eating himself to death.
This thread may save a life.
ps #11, please refrain from buying the ebay advertised 'Fresh Lard' link at the bottom of the page. It may dull the pain in the short term, but just like my desire to verbally abuse in the long run it will cause more pain than relief.
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