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justanotherperson
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Contemplating Suicide
#14269115 - 04/10/11 08:44 PM (12 years, 9 months ago) |
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For the past 5 days I have been starving myself. In the beginning I didn't really think I was serious about dying, but as more time passes I have become more sure that it is what I want.
I want to die as painlessly as possible.. Ive looked up information on Carbon Monoxide poisoning but Im not sure if it really is the BEST way to do this.. I don't have a garage so I don't really even know how I would be able to kill myself in this way. Is it even possible? Would lighting charcoal grills in my car work?
What about H2S gas? Would it be a viable alternative?
Please don't post if you are just trying to stop me. My mind is made up.. I'm just looking for the easiest way to let myself go.
Thanks, - C
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dying from jumping from a cliff has always been my suicide of choice
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its nice having the freedom to post , as you had the freedom to say you cant post here .
Anyways man I don't know your situation but things can get better, it would be a shame if you did go through with this.
Peace man hope things turn out for the best .
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Well, first off I have to say please don't kill yourself. I'm sure whatever reasoning is behind it can easily be worked out. There are many people, here even, who could lend a hand.
That said, if you are serious about killing yourself I'm sure you could find an easy way without our guidance (the fact that you posted here hints to me that you would indeed like a hand-I'm offering mine). Why does it even need to be easy? It will be the last thing you experience in this life, so no matter how bad it feels you won't feel it for very long.
Again, I hope that you choose not to. Good luck!
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imagine
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Re: Contemplating Suicide [Re: Cynosure]
#14269243 - 04/10/11 09:04 PM (12 years, 9 months ago) |
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I understand you already have my your mind up, but i just wanted to tell you that I love you.
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MeowMix96
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Well... there was something on wikipedia about using a propane tank. I forgot if it was a propane tank, but they sell them legally in america, a aquarium tube and a bag or something for the mask. I forgot what the machine itself was called, but you passout in 30 secs or so and then it takes about 3 mins to die. There are also different drug combos that could be a relatively peaceful way to go, but are hard to come by. ORRR..... you could just shoot yourself in the head with a shotgun. Quick, relatively painless and nothing to mess up. Though it is extreemly messy and your body will look like shit afterwards, but I don't think you care about that. How about jumping off of a cliff? That would be kind of fun.
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Re: Contemplating Suicide [Re: MeowMix96]
#14272913 - 04/11/11 03:10 PM (12 years, 9 months ago) |
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if you are looking for a easy and painless way, the way that always comes to mind is downing sleeping tablets, and drink to make them kick in faster and stronger and as you fall asleep tie a air proof bag over your head and you will fall asleep and die from lack of oxygen
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dshow
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True. Downing sleep tablets, or overdosing on something good. Hell if you chug a bottle of strong alcohol, you would die within minutes, and you wouldnt even realize it. ive been close.
it works like this. chug a bottle. get a handle of vodka. chug chug chug. within 10 mins you are in the afterlife.
just read the suicide posts.
When you really think about it though... You have a ways ahead of you. Chances are better things will come. On top of that, you havent seen as much as you could see. So really it would be a waste of your life. Sucks to waste something that others in 3rd world countries wish they had
but shit. life does suck bro. at times its like WTF!.
but at times its amazing. live for the amazing times.
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you know when you die youll just have to end up reincarnating into a body of similar scenarios from the karma you have built here. So you might as well get over it now when the time of ascension is upon earth now so you can get your peace when you die. And you might as well hear this too, it takes a ton of spiritual protection to go/move on with suicide, you will have gained an inexperienced experience for yourself if you do this dude.
I pray God forgives you and loves you, and brings you great mercy and fruitful wisdom.
I love you.
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just let go!


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Re: Contemplating Suicide [Re: Cursive]
#14275162 - 04/11/11 09:51 PM (12 years, 9 months ago) |
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wait so what exactly do you think would happen to someone who commits suicide? what do you think their situation would be like when they become reincarnated?
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Re: Contemplating Suicide [Re: owls]
#14275180 - 04/11/11 09:53 PM (12 years, 9 months ago) |
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i hope you're still not contemplating suicide- it can easily be avoided. :/
life is really precious. maybe you need to meet more positive people in your life.
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Re: Contemplating Suicide [Re: elliev]
#14275216 - 04/11/11 09:58 PM (12 years, 9 months ago) |
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My brother commited suicide two years ago.....you have no idea of the pain you will cause the people who love you. It nearly destroyed my family and made scars that will never heal. It is said that suicide is a selfish act.
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owls
just let go!


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Quote:
justanotherperson said: For the past 5 days I have been starving myself. In the beginning I didn't really think I was serious about dying, but as more time passes I have become more sure that it is what I want.
I want to die as painlessly as possible.. Ive looked up information on Carbon Monoxide poisoning but Im not sure if it really is the BEST way to do this.. I don't have a garage so I don't really even know how I would be able to kill myself in this way. Is it even possible? Would lighting charcoal grills in my car work?
What about H2S gas? Would it be a viable alternative?
Please don't post if you are just trying to stop me. My mind is made up.. I'm just looking for the easiest way to let myself go.
Thanks, - C
do you live near any train tracks? i do, and i had considered laying my neck over the tracks in the presence of on oncoming train multiple times.. never got around to it though. just make sure to hide in the bushes until the train is close so it doesn't have time to stop
but seriously though, i hope you find happiness, suicide isn't worth it
-------------------- i love you ♥ you are beautiful! COME TOGETHER, JOIN THE PARTY!! "what beith a man if he doth not enjoy cannabis?"
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JesusGoneRogue


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Quote:
justanotherperson said: For the past 5 days I have been starving myself. In the beginning I didn't really think I was serious about dying, but as more time passes I have become more sure that it is what I want.
I want to die as painlessly as possible.. Ive looked up information on Carbon Monoxide poisoning but Im not sure if it really is the BEST way to do this.. I don't have a garage so I don't really even know how I would be able to kill myself in this way. Is it even possible? Would lighting charcoal grills in my car work?
What about H2S gas? Would it be a viable alternative?
Please don't post if you are just trying to stop me. My mind is made up.. I'm just looking for the easiest way to let myself go.
Thanks, - C
what an attention whore.
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guywiththegun
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Rope. Tie it around your neck, you want the knot behind your left ear. Doesn't matter what kind of knot, as long as it A) supports your weight (this goes for whatever you tie it to as well) and B) Can close with enough velocity to snap your neck upon reaching the end.
Also, if you're doing this, quit worrying about it "hurting". You wanna die, don't you? Fuck a gas mask, jump off a bridge, put a gun in your mouth, or tie a rope around your neck. It'll only hurt for a minute and then you won't be anybody's problem but the poor prick who's gotta clean up your carcass and dispose of it properly.
Thanks for helping out with the planets overpopulation problem, hopefully you'll be replaced by someone with enough balls to get through life without punking out like a whiny bitch. Good riddance.
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Raw
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I thought about it but then I saw how it affects everyone in your life. I don't believe in it but I still thought about it. Shit gets tough sometimes...
I got through the depression and now I'm just lucid and trying to hold onto my sanity and get through the next phase of figuring out my problems and being happy.
Hell I'll even pay you to call me anonymously to talk about shit. It might even help me out. I'm still going through a tough time and wouldn't mind someone to talk to.
I'm not going to bullshit you. Getting through that pain was lucid. But I did need help and I had no one. I couldn't trust no one, still can't. I'm there and I'm gonna listen.
I've been there. A lot of us have. Just don't forget to call me I want a friend who I can relate to to talk to.
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