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I had shitty parents
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I think it's a big factor as to why I'm fucked up. Now I'm a criminal and it all goes back to how my dad taught me to steal when I was a little kid. My dad taught me to steal and showed me how to cheat, he taught me to fight other kids too. Now I'm a criminal. My mom always was a fuck up and still is. I take a look around at my life and I know my parents played a big part in fucking me up.


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"If the foundations be destroyed, what can the righteous do."-King Solomon

And there was war in heaven: Michael and his angels fought against the dragon; and the dragon fought and his angels,

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Re: I had shitty parents [Re: Ellis Dee]
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there are still years left to your life, if you feel this way maybe it's time to make a list of goals you would like to accomplish during your lifetime. it's good that you realize where your life is at right now, some people don't even see it and they continue on with their mischief. think positively and if you want a change in your life, go for it...

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Re: I had shitty parents [Re: boO]
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"us" humans were domesticated the same
exact way as any domesticated animal...
thru a system of reward and punishment.
realization of this important fact,
is a step to changing your life for the best...
...in whatever way you feel is best...
taking steps to 'break the cycle' is of utmost importance
if you want change for yourself.
take the inituative, your on this planet once,
and im pretty sure you dont want it spent in a cage..
...i know i wouldnt.


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Re: I had shitty parents [Re: 40oz]
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i tend to blame alot of my present mental condition...or let me say the way i mentally react to situations..to my childhood and parental unit..

complex ones, or jus reactions from a simple glance @ something

learning different angles on life from other people's perspectives, experiences is how i was able to put the past behind and

not "find myself" but create myself

evolving constantly, changing believing i am bringing some light into this world....

not putting yourself in a cage due to other people...(good explanation forty)


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Take a music bath once or twice a week for a few seasons, and you will find that it is to the soul what the water bath is to the body.
Oliver Wendell Holmes

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Re: I had shitty parents [Re: twistedweather]
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I used to think I had the worst parents in the world. Quite honestly, they were depressed losers, and they forced those values on me. But they always took good care of me and always tried to rear me in a proper environment, and only now have I realized what they were trying to make me.

I just can't help but wonder if I would have turned out different had my parents encouraged me to be more social, the whole building me to succeed where they failed kind of thing. I guess I'll never know.

Some relevant song lyrics, Dyers Eve by Metallica, they mean more to me than most people could ever know, because I can relate to nearly every theme in it. The parallels between this song and my personal life are so similar it's eerie, like they specifically wrote this song for me.





Dear Mother
Dear Father
What is this hell you have put me through
Believer
Deciever
Day in Day out live my life through you
Pushed onto me whats wrong or right
Hidden from this thing that they call life

Dear Mother
Dear Fater
Every thought I'd think you disapprove
Curator
Dictator
Always censoring my every move
Children are seen but are not heard
Tear out everything Inspired

Innocence
Torn from me without your shelter
Barred Reality
I'm living blindly

Dear mother
Dear father
Time has frozen still whats left to be
Hear nothing
Say nothing
Cannot face the fact I think for me
No guarantee, its life as is
But damn you for not giving me my chance

Dear Mother
Dear Fater
You've clipped my wings before I learned to fly
Unspoiled
Unspoken
I've outgrown that fucking lullaby
Same thing I've always heard from you
Do as I say not as I do
(damn, that's practically my fucking motto of life now)

Innocence
Torn from me without your shelter
Barred Reality
I'm living Blindly

I'm in hell without you
Cannot cope without you two
Shocked at the wold that I see
Innocent victim please rescue me

Dear Mother
Dear Father
Hidden in your world you've made for me
I'm seething
I'm bleeding
Ripping wounds in me that never heal
Undying spite I feel for you
Living out this hell you always knew


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Re: I had shitty parents [Re: GringoLoco]
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Quote:
I used to think I had the worst parents in the world. Quite honestly, they were depressed losers, and they forced those values on me.


My dad had the good sense to leave my mother when I was a kid and I haden't seen him in years, but he sends a card once a year. My mother is a depressed loser though, clinical depression and delusional, was recently in a psych hospital, has a college degree but can't get a job with it. She's just twisted, delusional and dangerous, IMO. I don't love her at all and I'd like her to die, but another part of me wants her to just be ok but have no contact wih me.


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"If the foundations be destroyed, what can the righteous do."-King Solomon

And there was war in heaven: Michael and his angels fought against the dragon; and the dragon fought and his angels,

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Re: I had shitty parents [Re: Ellis Dee]
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Mine weren't failures in life, they were failures when it came to friends. My mom went from immigration to a decided upper middle class status, my dad from a poor country town to Liutenant Colonol in the Air Force. My parents were good people, just never really understood or even attempted the whole social aspect in life, that was their failure.


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Re: I had shitty parents [Re: Ellis Dee] * 1
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The whole point of growing up is improving upon whatever your parents didn't do so good with, break the cycles started by them. When/if you have kids you teach them as best you can and they do the same.


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"Little racoons and old possums 'n' stuff all live up in here. They've got to have a little place to sit." Bob Ross.

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