my new years resolution was to stop talking to this person. we were together for about 4 years. and at first it was great. but this person had anger problems, verbal abuse, and violence towards things in our home (walls, tvs, etc). I forgave this person multiple times and at first it would always be great but slowly turn back to normal. This person was my best friend we had a lot of great times and a lot and common. . . but it recently came to an end about a month ago when they would not stop calling or texting me. one hour is was horrible names then ext apologizing profusly. . . .I decided to do something for myself this year and first of all be happy single and then to eventually secondly find someone who wants to treat me how I deserve to be treated. It is hard because the calls and texts have stopped over the past few weeks but every now and then there will be a voicemail or myspace message. . . .anyways it feels good to be free from fighting and stress and feels good to be alone, independent, and happy but it's also hard because even though this person did so much to me i still think about them every day!
I did the right thing though so I gotta stick with it! I guess it easier to move on then to break it off.
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