My moms got BPD (Borderline Personality Disorder) and let me tell you theirs many things that go with that that are psychologically fucked up. She's said shit to me like "I wish you were dead, I should've stabbed myself to kill you when you were still inside me" "I wish I never met your dad so I wouldn't have to look at you everyday" "You're not my son anymore" "I'm going to have a daughter to replace you" "I'm going to kill you" "I hate you, you're not my son"
I just learned to live with it and move on knowing she has a problem. But if you're just blowing up like that, you should really look at your self and ask why you said that. Is it you're so mad and it's always in the heat of the moment you said that? Was it premeditated? Shouldn't say shit like that. Women especially take that to the grave with them.
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