This has been in a lot of topics latley and I'd really like to share my bit.
I personally know that there are things that can show you death and beyond. I don't believe it, I know this and speak from my own experience. If you want to know what death is like - there is a way. It would have been stupid for whoever designed this place (us) to leave us with all these questions and no way to answer them besides abstract speculation and endless debate (a waste of time and hence life experience). Of course there are answers because we created this place for our Selves to have this experience and would not leave our Selves hanging. Wether or not these death experiences are 'real' or not is for you to decide when you experience it, but in my experience there was no doubt...it was "here we go, I'm gonna die" and then "THIS IS DEATH. YOU'VE ASKED FOR IT SO HERE IT IS. ARE YOU SURE THIS IS WHAT YOU WANT?" "No! Live! I will never be unhappy again I promise! I WANT TO LIVE!" My entire life would have been a waste to die right then. And as soon as that fucking eternity passed I became aware of my body again and was nothing but smiles for days.
Perhaps we are wired to have this experience...but there would be a reason for that...it was undeniably real in my experience...and I have been back there again since. I was not contained by my body anymore. I felt free as could be. I became everything but maintained my individual thoughts. As quick as I would think something it would be. I can still see my lifeless body crumpled on the ground while I was flying around it at the speed of thought. It was terrifying but it was an experince I needed.
I can tell you that death is not bad. There is much more too it than I have written about here. For truley it is infinite. It is a return, not an end. You will be very happy when you die. No matter what you have done or how bad you think you are, you will be happy when you die, unless you choose not to be. I will most certainly never feel bad for anyone who dies ever again - only that I cannot share my life experiences with them on the same level any longer. I will celebrate knowing that there are in a very peaceful, incredible state of being.
You can doubt me but who are you to judge what I have experinced? Keep an open mind. You can experience this too if that is what you want.
Go way out in the wilderness (this may not be necessary but I believe it helped facilitate my experience both times). Take a lot of mushrooms (it was about 8-9 grams for me). At the very peak, snort at least .25 grams of DMT all at once. You will die. No way around it. It will be fucking terrifying beyond anything you can imagine and you will not like it at all. The mushrooms alone will be like this in all liklihood - and the DMT will push you over the top. It will last about 30 minutes in 'earthly illusion' time and will feel like years, perhaps hundreds or even thousands. It felt like eternity to me and I was quite glad when it was over with as I became quite convinced that it would never actually be over with. It will be quite a show, you can't even begin to imagine. You will Know anything you want to. You will have a choice to live or stay dead, it will be entirley up to you. Because you do choose what you want in life.
You may want to have a trip sitter. I would reccomend it. I didn't either time. The first time I was alone backpacking and many, many miles back in the Sawtooth Wilderness of Idaho. Very, very scary until I knew I was going to live (even after I pleaded to come back to life, it was still about 15 minutes before I was certain that I was going to survive). Nobody around if I did die. Nobody to tell me I was alright. Not my idea of fun or "just something to do because I'm bored".
Second time was an Ayahuasca overdose. This time it wasn't quite the same though. It was the same "HERE WE GO! LEAVING THE BODY!" kind of thing, but Aya wanted me to go with it and I fought back and held on because I thought it meant death again and that didn't interest me at all. I stepped on the line that time but didn't cross it. I think I could have let go and come back though - but again I was alone in the woods and I got scared. I almost passed out from the sheer intensity during this time when I was fighting the OBE. Crazy stuff. Too much for most. Don't get any ideas from this unless you absolutley need this experience. I'm posting it because other people need to know. I risk my reputation as a sane person by saying this stuff but really I ain't afraid of shit anymore and my life has been awesome ever since I decided that I ain't afraid of shit. Several of my friends have gone through the exact same thing and we all agree on the details. There is nothing to fear of death, certainly I look forward to the day. Know that you are going to become the All which you created yourself from again, and that there will still be a you, and no matter what you are not going to be judged or punished because All is infinite, unconditional love of itself, which you are now (in human form...life is the process of trying to remember that you are these things...its like playing hide and go seek with your true self...kinda fun IMO) and will be again. You will have other chances to experience yourself in physical or other form again as well. I promise you. When you die you will remember reading this post and will think "Damn, that dude was right!". I wouldn't post this unless I knew it to be true. It would be a waste of time and that is not what life is about. Wether you belive it or not doesn't matter - seek your own experiences and know for yourself if that is what you want.
See you on the other side!
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