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Iamthewalrus
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I'm fuckin moron
#5914474 - 07/30/06 09:06 AM (17 years, 6 months ago) |
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I took approx 30-40 1mg xanax yeseterday(not spreat out much) started the day with 20mg of oxcontin and then spent my day out in an humid field full of weeds plants some tomatoes ...
then I night I wast eating burgers and my mom said I passed right out into the burger and had sauce all over my face and the she had to drag to to my bed...I don't remember this of course BUT I Remember the day of semi-hard labor...but was a hot/humid mofo yeterday
Edited by Iamthewalrus (07/30/06 10:39 AM)
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Iamthewalrus
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took 1mg of xanax today and feel high...why did I Feel some retarded need to take that many...I'm either hardcore or just a fuckin moron
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goobler
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sorry my friend, I'll have to go with #2 on this one
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Iamthewalrus
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Re: I'm fuckin moron [Re: goobler]
#5914510 - 07/30/06 09:32 AM (17 years, 6 months ago) |
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well my home life is extremely stressful...if u knew the shit that was going on right no u would probably understand why I stupid things like this
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goobler
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dying isnt stupid
its plain ol dumb
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Mike_yy


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Xanax are very moreish, i used to end up eating however many i had once i started. Fuckin dangerous really, more because of how you are once you've taken them rather than the risk of OD.
I was drinking on top of taking them this one time. I was that hammered that when i tried to stand up my sense of balance was non existent so i just toppled over, i didn't even put my hands out to stop myself falling. I'm not even sure i realized i was falling till i hit the floor, taking out half of my room with me.
I calmed right down on them after that ! That was without a doubt the most wiped out ive ever been in my life.
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Iamthewalrus
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Re: I'm fuckin moron [Re: goobler]
#5914620 - 07/30/06 10:43 AM (17 years, 6 months ago) |
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u obviously do not understand benzos so keep your mouth shut..everyone in my family is attackin me right now...one the main reasons I have axniety
I had the oxy EARLY morning for wtidhraw...I could have literally swollowed 100 1mg xanax and I would not have died cause benzos DO NOT effect the gag reflex or breathing...so next time keep your mouth fuckin shut before opening it...when u don't understand things
Edited by Iamthewalrus (07/30/06 10:44 AM)
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goobler
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just worried about you man, no ill will meant...guess you need to pop another
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goobler
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Quote:
Iamthewalrus said: u obviously do not understand benzos so keep your mouth shut..everyone in my family is attackin me right now...one the main reasons I have axniety
I had the oxy EARLY morning for wtidhraw...I could have literally swollowed 100 1mg xanax and I would not have died cause benzos DO NOT effect the gag reflex or breathing...so next time keep your mouth fuckin shut before opening it...when u don't understand things
oh...and another thing....I've watched Xanax destroy a few lives over 20 or so years... so I was just expressing my concern...
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Re: I'm fuckin moron [Re: goobler]
#5914696 - 07/30/06 11:18 AM (17 years, 6 months ago) |
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one of my friends a poster on here recently had a xanax/booze problem--by the end of it he was eating a handfull of 0.75s and washing em down with half a bottle of whiskey. while i've never had that much access to xanax i was addicted to clonazepam for quiet some time, to the point of stealing them from my grandma (which she had no business having--you don't give muscle relaxers to an active senior notorious for falling down!). one night i completely flipped out--prolly had 7-8 klonopins and a 2-liter screwdriver, and was so out of my mind my old man called the heat down on me--luckily i guess i was able to escape before they arrived. neither of us have ever discussed the incident again, but it really made me aware of how reckless benzodiazepines make a person.
i totally agree with you that if you've got xanax/etc. your gonna eat as many as you can before you black out.....they're just...so...good. if its mostly spawned by stress at home....perhaps you need a bag of fungus and a spirit quest, perhaps for the whole family. good luck whatever ya decide to do, i kno those little bastards are hard to stop doin =/
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Mike_yy


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Quote:
Iamthewalrus said:
benzos DO NOT effect the gag reflex or breathing.
Benzos cause respiratory failure in high enough amounts, it gets even worse when mixed with alcohol.
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Re: I'm fuckin moron [Re: Mike_yy]
#5914721 - 07/30/06 11:31 AM (17 years, 6 months ago) |
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/<------keeping mouth shut
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Re: I'm fuckin moron [Re: goobler]
#5914747 - 07/30/06 11:45 AM (17 years, 6 months ago) |
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I don't understand pharmies.
I'm sorry you're going through so much shit though. maybe you should put all of the negative energy you feel and creat something positive with it. drawing? writing? Always better than a handfull of pills in my opinion. and then you have something to show for it afterwards.
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Re: I'm fuckin moron *DELETED* [Re: Iamthewalrus]
#5914755 - 07/30/06 11:50 AM (17 years, 6 months ago) |
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Re: I'm fuckin moron [Re: Aninator]
#5914766 - 07/30/06 11:54 AM (17 years, 6 months ago) |
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Yeah, it sucks that you feel so bad you have to rely on pills. I'm intrigued as to why your family are being so on top with you, but i hope it's more of a short term thing.
If it's going to go on for ages it might be a good idea to find some other sort of relief. That's easy for me to say i know but i think you'll know what i mean.
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Re: I'm fuckin moron [Re: Aninator]
#5914769 - 07/30/06 11:55 AM (17 years, 6 months ago) |
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I really don't get the pharm deal either. People who use medicine to cope a buzz, are no better than a heroin junkie.
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THE KRAT BARON
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Re: I'm fuckin moron [Re: dr_gonz]
#5914770 - 07/30/06 11:56 AM (17 years, 6 months ago) |
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Quote:
dr_gonz said:
Quote:
Iamthewalrus said: I could have literally swollowed 100 1mg xanax and I would not have died cause benzos DO NOT effect the gag reflex or breathing...so next time keep your mouth fuckin shut before opening it...when u don't understand things
you are full of fucking shit, kid.
fuckin kids.
Agreed..
One of the symptoms of alpazolam overdose is difficulty breathing.
-------------------- m00nshine is currently vacationing in Maui. Rumor has it he got rolled by drunken natives and is currently prostituting himself in order to pay for airfare back to the mainland but he's having trouble juggling a hairon addiction. He won't be back for a long while.
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THE KRAT BARON
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Re: I'm fuckin moron [Re: dr_gonz]
#5914784 - 07/30/06 12:00 PM (17 years, 6 months ago) |
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Yeah I'd be willing to bet it'd send him into an instant coma (as soon as the pills started to break down) with death shortly following.
-------------------- m00nshine is currently vacationing in Maui. Rumor has it he got rolled by drunken natives and is currently prostituting himself in order to pay for airfare back to the mainland but he's having trouble juggling a hairon addiction. He won't be back for a long while.
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goobler
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<----------still keeping fucking mouth shut
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