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THE KRAT BARON
one-eyed willie
Registered: 07/08/03
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Iamthewalrus said: they watch me and point out every lil I do that they feel is wrong(Even lil sisters) I only have on sister I can talk too...I leave the room when teh others around...I DO need outta here...I've been saying it for while but I Really didn't want that family could od that to someone...they've taken my gentle soul beat it into submission...the only good thing I can say at least I have an edge...I've extremely caring all that shit but I won't not take shit if I feel like I'm trying ot be taken advantage(no physical violence just stern)
See you don't really sound anxious man.. If you were anxious around the family you would lock yourself in your room and not come out. That's anxiety. The feeling of "get me the fuck out of here!" during a social interaction. You sound extremely depressed about how your family is treating you. Maybe you should go back to your doctors and tell them the benzos just aren't cutting it. An SSRI such as Prozac would probably do you a world of good.
On another note, why get so upset about what your little sisters have to say? How old are you and how old are they?
-------------------- m00nshine is currently vacationing in Maui. Rumor has it he got rolled by drunken natives and is currently prostituting himself in order to pay for airfare back to the mainland but he's having trouble juggling a hairon addiction. He won't be back for a long while.
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Aninator
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Re: I'm fuckin moron [Re: Nashbar]
#5914933 - 07/30/06 01:05 PM (17 years, 6 months ago) |
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"they watch me and point out every lil I do that they feel is wrong"
Every family does that. my family does that too, it really sucks and when i was in high school it was hard, but a couple of years later, they still do all of that but i on the other handjust explain shit to them. Instead of gettign mad at their reactions, i explain myself to them. Family's the one thing you should take the time out to explain yourself to Beucase they'll understand and love you an dlisten to you. You ahve to reach a point with parents where you both understand that there are things you agree and disagree on. and depending on your age they can't really do much but agree or disagree with it. Be proud of what/ who you are if you really disagree with what they say. that's the only way i get by.
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Mike_yy


Registered: 10/28/05
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You'll be ok man, just do what you need to do. It'll take alot of effort but it'll be worth it in the end.
I had alot of anxiety/panic attacks shit and they sorted themselves out eventually. The counselor i was talking to did nothing for me, it was a change of thought and a better understanding of what exactly was going on with me that helped so much.
As soon as i knew the mechanics of a panic attack they started to decrease simply because even though i still got that rush of chemicals ( start of an attack ), i no longer panicked. That turned a 15 min freak out into 3 mins of feeling uncomfortable. Now they have almost all disappeared.
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goobler
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Re: I'm fuckin moron [Re: Nashbar]
#5914957 - 07/30/06 01:12 PM (17 years, 6 months ago) |
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Nashbar said: i think, it's good to move out, away from the family.
people don't need to be told what to do, life is supposed to fun and happy. Authority is such a downer.
I moved away from the parents at age 18, I've done pretty well on my own. No one telling me what to do, no one holding me back.
what planet did you move to? I wanna go there
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Nashbar
just strange.... on drugs

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Re: I'm fuckin moron [Re: Aninator]
#5914963 - 07/30/06 01:13 PM (17 years, 6 months ago) |
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there's very little "understanding" between parents and children, parents are people too. they have prejudices and biases the same as everyone else.
family conflicts are often a matter of control, control makes people feel satisfied and important. Control interferes with what other people want to do.
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Nashbar
just strange.... on drugs

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Re: I'm fuckin moron [Re: goobler]
#5914967 - 07/30/06 01:15 PM (17 years, 6 months ago) |
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goobler said: what planet did you move to? I wanna go there
is minnesota a planet? it's a happy, fun place. I do whatever I want.
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Iamthewalrus
every evening Idied and everynight I wasreborn


Registered: 03/24/04
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Re: I'm fuckin moron [Re: Nashbar]
#5914979 - 07/30/06 01:21 PM (17 years, 6 months ago) |
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I have a SEVERE anxiety disorder guys...I'll go into vivid detail when I"m not stupid for like 3 mg of xanax I had(almost done btw)
life is about to get much easier I can't wait(I'm moving in with my friend who has ms...I've always helped her out so she loves me and she knwos what my family is like) this is not the average family tho I assure u that...its abuse...I will go over why later on...most if it is from my dad who is also so anxiety ridden hes partly delusional...I wish it was just depression but the depression was just a by prodcut of anxiety(which is usually have it goesa)I have done much reading and saw a few docs...I HAVE anxiety...its damn near gorophobia actually but more later
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Mike_yy


Registered: 10/28/05
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Just remember the anxiety is all in your head, it's not caused by all the shit that's going on in your life it's caused by how YOU react to it. If you keep reacting the same way it'll continue. If your going to move out and get away from it all i'm guessing that's a different reaction to usual, i'd say your heading in the right direction. Goodluck man i'm sure things will turn out alright
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goobler
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Re: I'm fuckin moron [Re: Nashbar]
#5915015 - 07/30/06 01:35 PM (17 years, 6 months ago) |
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Nashbar said:
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goobler said: what planet did you move to? I wanna go there
is minnesota a planet? it's a happy, fun place. I do whatever I want.
I very happy for you....I cannot seem to get away from authority, even when its me sometimes
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Iamthewalrus
every evening Idied and everynight I wasreborn


Registered: 03/24/04
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let me ask u this matt can u work? can u leave the house most days? I cant' even go into convience stores without shakin like a leaf at time...and franklys its a lil insulting to have someone argue something like this which is VERY severe...I"m not aking bezos from the anxiety...I jut happen to score some xnax from a friend becasue it is VEYR rarly percribed upu here in canada(with good reaosn)
I am trapped in limbo...everything I had has to be perfect but it can better be perfect so I am never ppl...ppl wonder why I do do shit sometimes and act like they have alll the answers which PISSES me right off...I understand much of the human brain and this diordre in general..I feel like now moaving I will be able to taclke exposure teh way I need too
at this point I don't plan on every seeing anyone but my oldest sister(23 and I'm 24)...the rest of em can rott in hell where they belong(most ppl think my moms the sweetest person the world and she is...but she goes right along wiht my fathers abuse cause shes a fukin pussy which I told her that toay lol)she'llbe treatin one of em us like shit phone rings "hello" in the sweetest voice..she saves all her good nature for ppl who don't even matter really
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Iamthewalrus
every evening Idied and everynight I wasreborn


Registered: 03/24/04
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Re: I'm fuckin moron [Re: Mike_yy]
#5915034 - 07/30/06 01:42 PM (17 years, 6 months ago) |
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and your worng I'd done extensive research on axiety and while yes its in the head its the way the your brain has been programmed to fuction and this is nto something u can "snap" outta...the pathways have been made...but I wanna go plya gf4 and I'm high...I will fill u in later just how u wwrong u(I'm reallyh not rying to bea know it all but this is a veyr silly way of htinking of it)
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trendal
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This thread has been closed.
Reason: If you want to seriously harm yourself...don't be posting in The Pub about it as if it was a cool thing to do.
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